Chapter 13: LONGINGLY
When his boyfriend came to pick him up, wanting to help him, he believed he was his Saviour, he thought he was saved and will be loved in the way, he ever desired to be loved, only to find out he had been cheating on him with his little brother and almost committed suicide on that day.
He felt so useless to his family, he was a weakling Omega who was an heir to the pack, if they had found out who he was, it would have tainted his clan's reputation and worse, he couldn't control his powers, no matter how hard he tries, he couldn't do it and most of the time, it backfired at him, causing him so much pain and no one cared about him.
He wanted to die, leaving this world full of wickedness and cruelty, no one ever loved him, showed him love and affection, only his grandmother treated him differently and adored him so much.
Liam began sobbing, he felt a sharp pain in his chest as he sobbed bitterly.
"Grandma, you always said that I was a special child, that…that…" His voice choked, he coughed a bit and wiped out the tears which hurriedly still came down his face.
FLASHBACK.
Liam wore his white bunny shirt and blue shorts as he folded his legs, sitting on the floor with his grandmother talking to him, he felt happy and smiled at her, while he sucks his candy.
"You mean, if I should get to meet my mate, he will love me like anyone else, grandma.'
The old lady just cackled as she was sitting down on her chair. Her grey hair was tied into a bun, she was in her late sixties dressed in bright attire, gazing at Liam with love.
Even though, he was an Omega it didn't matter to her, because he was still human at the end of the day so, she doesn't know why on earth will anyone not love their child, because of some stupid Gender, but that will be a story for another day, she didn't want to give a thought about it, as it angers her whenever she thinks about it, it puts her in a bad mood. That was not how she raised her son to be, not this way, not to his child, what kind of a father does such a thing to their child. She just loved Liam, he was her grandson, her flesh and blood, why wouldn't she love him.
There was something so special about him.
She teased. "How do you know, he will be a man, Liam. It could be a girl, who will love you and show you how bright it is to be unique and cherished, son.'
Liam's cute face thought for a minute and then he puffed up and shook his head, "I don't want a girl to be my mate.'
His grandmother laughed at his cuteness. "Why, son? Why don't you want to be with a girl,' she calmly inquired.
He went shy and turned his face away for a minute.
"You can tell me anything, come on, I wouldn't laugh at you, try me?"
He faced her. "Are you sure, grandma?'
She nodded.
"I just…don't get attracted to girls, I feel nothing for them, but when I'm close to a boy, I feel this…umm…" He paused.
"You feel attracted to them, makes you want to kiss them, right." She teased.
Liam's face went red and covered his face with his hands. "Grandma, stop it."
She burst out in laughter. "My son, when you meet your mate, you will be the happiest boy ever.'
"Stop it, grandma." He whined but deep down, he couldn't wait for that to happen and secretly smiled.
END OF FLASHBACK.
He missed those times.
He wished he could just disappear right now, why was he here in the first place? He got down from the bed putting the blanket aside so he could climb down away from the bed and wore his furry slippers and wiped off his tears completely from his face.
He needed to get out of here, immediately, he shouldn't stay here, he would only be a burden and embarrassment to them, who would want to keep an Omega with them.
He was a weakling, Omega is born to be weak, filled with scents that drive men crazy, when they get their heat every month, pushing Alphas into a rut, getting raped, pregnant, used as a piece of trash, being a sex machine for whoever wanted them in their bed, they hardly get hired for work because of their scent and heat, which disturbs and creates chaos for the Alphas.
He couldn't even change into his werewolf form, if he can't control his powers and defend himself, who will do that for him.
He's got to stand up for himself, because no one will, though, it hurts him that no one cares about him.
He was denied love and affection due to the people he considered as his family, betrayed, and thrown out of the place he thought was home, because of all this, Liam never and will never want to be a burden or be dependable on anyone, that's why he wanted to leave. He wanted to leave this place, his Alpha didn't want him, he knew. The eyes, which he used to look at him were the same, the same expression, his parents used to glare at him.
He knew what those eyes meant
A burden and hatred.
No one ever loved him, that's why he wanted to leave, if he decides to stay, his mate will throw him out anyway, so, it was better he does it now.
Better now than later.
He didn't wish for anything, especially being a burden on them, he loathed that look.
He hated himself so much. He wished he never existed.
Liam silently walked towards the door and opened it, popped his head out, surveying the corridor to make sure, no one was there, he came out of the room and sniffed with his nose, his eyes glowed yellow bending down and touching the cold floor with his hand for a second. He knew where to go, as he stood up after checking and making sure, no one was around.
Run!
And, so, he did. He had never gone outside before, but he could tell in which direction he was going as he continued sniffing finally, after taking a lot of routes and avoiding the bodyguards, he walked towards the gate and sighed in frustration.
"Why are there so many bodyguards around,' he muttered. "This mansion is so huge."
He stares around the place once again and decides to jump over the fence, that way he could escape but he has to try his best to control his werewolf form or else, it will backfire on him.
Even though it was difficult and took him some minutes, he managed to jump over the fence and land on the ground, changing back to his human form as fast as he jumped. He was just glad, he didn't hurt himself. He took a step and felt tears running down his cheeks, his hands touched his face and then, he looked at his hands.
Why was he crying? Why were tears streaming down his face, what did he do to have made his face this way?
"You can't ever get away from him.' He heard a voice behind him, stunned, he turned and saw a lady smiling at him.
"Who…Who are you?'' He stuttered. Who was this lady and where did she come from?
Some minutes later…
Adolph burst into his room and shut the door, taking off his clothes as he went naked and went into the shower, shutting the door behind him. He turned on the shower, he needed to wash off his touches away from his body, erased this day from his memory, pretended like it never happened in the first place, he washed his mouth trying to wipe it off, but he could still feel his lips on his, hid hands on his neck and punch the wall in anger.
Why? Why?
He just wanted him to get out of his life, why did it have to come to this?
Why did he have to kiss him, what came over him? Why did he allow the Omega to kiss him and what was the motive for kissing him, not to think of, he even went as far as…
The cool sprinkles of water caressed his skin.
Naked. Adolph was kind of a total hunk with firm, toned muscles everywhere. Broad chest and shoulders with long muscular arms and legs, and of course, six-packs abs. The handsome Alpha raked his hand through his wet blonde hair which cascaded his shoulders as he raised his gorgeous face towards the oncoming water.
He sighed deeply.
"Fuck!" He swore under his breath. The alluring image of Liam lolling back his head back there, was damn erotic, his soft white skin and how pink his nipples were when he sucked it. He had to force himself to be in control back there or else, he would mark him, claiming him which would have been dangerous if he had done so.
Yet, he could feel his manhood responding, he glanced down, and sure enough, his dick was already hard and rising like a steel pool.