Chapter 3

Leila, ate kristina and doc. renz and I are currently in the living room, because today was the day we talked about checking up and at 3pm Attorney Ramouldez will visit to see what we can do and options for the case.

Doc, renz has already put away his equipment and said.

"Karisa's condition has improved, and of course you still have to take the anti depressant so you can maintain your depression and sleeping pills. Remember, only take it if you are really having a hard time sleeping and take 1-2 of it okIt might be dangerous for your health. "He said while fixing his things and ready to go.

"And also, do some light exercise or madetation so you'll calm and keep your health balance. Well that's all so, good luck?" He said now holding the equipment.

"Thank you, doc renz." I only told him that he took care of me and then my sister Kristina took him outside.

"There, from now on let's exercise and eat vegetables! Hmm. If you don't want to and you want to eat ok?" Said leila with a smile.

Leila is the type of person who is too much to worry about and you can see how important you are in her life, by taking care of you and caring.

"Hey, let's watch TV with a Korean drama that will be aired today, will you?" She asked me.

"Of course, but I'll rest for a few minutes first. And I'll talk to Ate Kristina later." I said here and nodded.

So as I was walking up to the second floor my eye caught a picture frame hanging on the wall.

Ate kristina and leila and I and at that time we were at the pier and waiting to be let in.

When older brother Nathan took us to the pier, Leila and I first stopped in the waiting area while waiting for Ate Kristina, while I was watching the sea, I suddenly thought.

the flow of water in the sea is very calm and sometimes strong, how is the sea calmed?

What else is entering my brain, I laughed softly as leila looked at me.

"Oh? Bes, what are you laughing at there?" She asked in surprise and I just smiled a little.

"I've been thinking before about how the sea calms down" I said with a small smile on my face while shaking.

"Ahh, for me it's calming down because the storm has stopped or the wind is strong ..." She said while looking at the water in the sea.

".... but I have a feeling that the flow of water in the sea is getting stronger is also because of the resentment of the mother sea, and that's why it calms down because the father of the sea calmed it down. Well based on the story of grandma perl." said its once sigh, and we once silenced her she thought.

"Guys!" A shout broke our silence and it was Ate Kristina carrying her belongings, just like Leila and I.

And I was immediately embarrassed because of me why they had to stay away just to accompany me. I bowed.

"Karisa, are you okay? Why do you seem so sleepy?" There was a note of concern in her voice.

"Ate kristina, her mother slapped her and didn't believe her so that's sad." Leila only said to sister kristina.

But I slowly shook my head to be able to stop them.

"I'm embarrassed, sister kristina, leila, maybe it's because of me that you'll be away from your family and I don't want that."

I looked up at them to see their reaction, to see that they were slowly getting crying.

I smiled and said "it's ok if you leave me here, I can do it, thanks to you two." I said here.

And because of what I said, they finally burst into tears that hurt my chest because it hurts me that I see them struggling and sympathizing with my problems in life.

"Bhe, no. We won't leave you ok? We're here because we want justice for those who bothered you." and my sister kristina slowly approached me and wiped the tears from my eyes.

"Bes, karisa. You're my friend because you're like a brother. So whatever hardships you face, I'm just here." Her  voice is breaking after she   said that.

And I couldn't help but sob and bow down, at the same time as they hugged me where I felt comfortable.

"Oh, guys. Let's take a selfie for the last time in this country" said ate kristina and at the same time we wiped her tears on her cheeks and took a picture.

"You are crying again"

Ate Kristina said softly that she was now leaning on the side of the wall while folding her arms.

I wiped my cheek with tears and said at the same time. "I just remember the times we left the pier then, where we cried."

Ate Kristina slowly came over and hugged my back, and we looked at the picture frame together.

"Let go, you will also be free and the life you had before will be restored first."

"Thank you because even though I'm too heavy with you, you still support me. You stayed. And took care of me." I said with sincerity.

"Come on, and you need to rest later. Let's watch leila's drama together while waiting for the Attorney."

And we entered the room together, she helped me lie down while she sat on my chair this morning.

"Karisa! Oh my gosh!" I looked at her in shock.

And I saw her holding my cellphone that I hadn't opened for a long time.

With tears in her eyes, she looked at me while talking about what was written on the cellphone.

"Mon Histoire à Raconter" she said.

"What does karisa mean?" She asked me.

I sat down and told her 'my story to tell'

Her eyes widened and she immediately left her seat, which startled me.

I just heard it shout.

"Oh my gosh !! Leila !!!"

I heard leila's haste that I think she came from the kitchen based on the sound of pots.

"What happened ate kristina ?!" leila said in shock.

"Karissa! She's writing !! She's going back to normal !!" Ate Kristina shouted at Leila and I heard again that they immediately ran back to the room.

"Is it true?!" Leila asked me breathlessly.

I know this rewriting is a big deal because it's part of the times when I stopped wanting to live, but I don't expect them to react like this. It's as if they've been given hope again.

So I nodded and it immediately ran and hugged me tightly.

"Karisa!" It made me cry so much that the three of us cried in tears in the room.

"This is the sign that you are slowly getting better, I hope this will continue." Said Ate Kristina who now joined us and Leila and we cried at the same time.

But the three of us stopped crying when someone rang the doorbell one after another.

And we were surprised because the attorney arrived at 3pm, and it was only 1pm so it was impossible for him to get up early.

"Wait, I'll see who the man downstairs is first, leila, go with karisa first and she looks lethargic." Said ate kristina.

But I feel something strange as if something is going to happen, I'm very nervous.

"Karisa, are you okay? You're shaking and sweating." She said as she wiped my forehead and laid me down.

"It looks like something is going to happen leila, I'm nervous. But I don't know why." I said here and little by little my anxiety started attacking.

I can't control myself!

Who is the man down stairs?

Couldn't they have figured out where I was hiding ??

What if, they take me ??

What if, they hurt me again ??

I do not want that!

I can't stand it again!

That was just one of the recurring questions in my brain, the tears and emotions that I couldn't stop were slowly coming back!

"Karisa! What's happening to you ?! Karisa! Just wait! Ok? I'll take your medicine first and you'll take it ok?" She said in confusion and I could only answer with a nod because I was so anxious.

"Please drink this first" said leila and gave me the medicine.

And maybe because of anxiety and the side effects of the drug, I gradually lost consciousness.

And the only last I heard was ...

"We want to see karisa ate kristina! We also have a right"

"We just want to know what really happened! Because day and night we can't sleep thinking about her!"

"Why, you were able to leave us just for this! Because we all have no idea why you left!"

And at the same time the door opened and a lot of breathing.

"There! Can you see ?! That's why the three of us were able to leave you and our family! For my cousin! Your cousin!"

"Let's calm down first and let's talk outside  Karisa still needs to rest."

That's what I heard before I completely lost consciousness ...