Chapter 40: 040

Summer came almost immediately .

I knew how much I loved summer and I always prayed and wanted it to come  and now that it was here , I was so happy .

The thought that the rain was going to stop and the sun shine on us made  it more unique. I just loved this and didn’t want it to end anything soon .

I was so happy that things didn’t go wrong   the way  I thought it was going to go and things went out well .

It’s been over a month since mom uncle was laid to rest  .

After that small talk me and mom had , I have decided to come back home and live  with them .

I knew that mom wanted some attention and space in the marriage and  so I knew that it was best that I rented out an apartment  and then I could do all the  shit  I wanted to do and also my mom and husband could have all the time of their lives together without me having to be  in the picture but what could I do , there was absolutely nothing that I could do , just even at this moment .

I wanted to start house hunting and get  an apartment close to my school but I just don’t know why. My mom was so  against it. She said that I should wait till I finish my first year , after all I have just one semester to go and then I can leave all alone the way I wanted .

I wanted to kick against that but mom seems adamant about it , she claimed that the both of us had been clashing over the past few weeks and we are just getting back  together  and so if she  lets me go it would someone ruin the relationship that we both have  and that’s something that’s she’d not willingly to do .

I love my mom the least that I could do at this moment  is listen to all that she had to say without  argument with her because  that would only be the death of me , I knew it , it would hurt me and I didn’t want that not  ever .

I wished that mom had let me go out , then maybe in that way I would be able to avoid my step dad , but right now I don’t think that I would ever be able to avoid that man .

I have done literally everything in my power to make sure that I avoided him since we came back and I have made it so obvious , even my  mom knows that I do not want  anything to do with him and it’s still crazy to see him avoiding me.

I knew that it would be best if I didn’t take this to heart  , but it hurts seeing him around me and treating my mom the way he treats me and even getting her stuff .

My phone rang and that brought me out of my thoughts .

I saw that the caller was Angel and that was when I let out the deep breath that I had been holding for that long .

“ hey what’s up baby , how are you doing and how are you feeling at this moment?” I heard her say  and I just chuckled .

“ I didn’t know if I should tell her how happy  I was that she called  “

“ When are you coming back ?”

Angel just smiled at me and didn’t say a word. It was at that moment that I looked around the room that she was making the video and I didn’t need anyone to tell me that she was in school .

“You bitch , why didn’t you tell me earlier , I would have been standing  at the airport waiting to receive you “ I screamed at her and she burst out laughing .

“ hey  don’t worry girl , I have got a lot of gist for you and  don’t mind me when I say that I am coming over soon , so see you in a few more moment “

She hung  up the phone and that was when I felt the joy in my heart  .

I know that the last time that I felt this way was when my mom forgave  me .

I knew that no one had ever made me feel the way that I am  feeling right now .

I didn’t know what she had on me , but whatever that it was , it wasn’t a good thing and I know that , I just hoped that it wouldn't go bad one day .

Angel loved me and  I knew that and I wasn’t going to ruin  our friendship for anything else .

I don’t care what kind of fight we have  or how cool me and Elsa is now but all I know is that , I am not  letting this go for anything in this world , friends have their fight  and  this is one , I don’t mind what she has got to say but all I know  is that I am not letting her go , I would never do something as  crazy as that

I knew that I had planned to go out with Elsa  today , but I am going to have that plan canceled because the last thing that I wanted was to shut it out on my friend .

I didn’t know how I was going to tell Elsa that without her being mad at me .

My phone rang and seeing Elsa call I picked it up .

“ baby  I don’t think that we would be going out today again , so can we just spend the day at your place ?”

“Sure , that’s fine by  me “  I said and ended the call .

A huge smile came to face , my two favorite  girls were here