Chapter 130

I went inside and made her pancakes from some of the batter I had saved. While those were cooking I made her some bacon and scrambled eggs. I knew that she would love toast with blackberry jelly so I added that to the side. I brought her some milk, two coffee mugs one for each of us and everything to go in it. I put it all on a big tray adding the butter and syrup last. I honestly didn't know how hungry she would be, but I figured what she didn’t eat I would finish for her. I was just so happy to be able to spoil her like this again. I made it to her room and gently opened the door to find her still sleeping soundly. I knew the trip through the jungle had exhausted her, but it must have been more than I had realized. I sat the tray down on the nightstand and crawled in next to her.

I kissed her forehead and whispered to her. “ Good morning love.” She began to wake up and stretched her arms above her head. She looked at me and tears sprang into her eyes. “ Did I do something wrong?” I asked.

“ No, you did everything right. I had the best dream and I didn’t want to wake up because I thought I’d be right back in that mansion.” she said as her voice cracked.

I looked down at her as she cried happy tears. “ I’m right here Faith and I will not be leaving.”

“ Breakfast smells delicious.” she said as she closed her eyes and took in the smells. “ I thought I would have missed it by now.”

“ No my love.” I said as I stroked her cheek. “ I made sure you would get all of your favorites. I brought you some up because I knew you would be starving. Well at least mom was when she was pregnant with Jordan and that was just one baby.”

She sat up on her elbows grinning. “ I’m always starving.” I kissed her gently before getting the tray of food.

“ Oh my God this looks delicious.” she said as she began eating her eggs. I had already buttered her pancakes so all she had to do was decide how much syrup she wanted and she was good to go.

“ Would you like some coffee?” I asked.

She smiled. “ Yes, I would love it!” I began making it just how she liked it then scooted over next to her while she enjoyed her breakfast. “Do you want some?” she asked.

“No love, you enjoy it.” I said knowing she was hungry.

“ I need you to try this though.” she said as she held a fork to my mouth with a bit of pancake on it.

I grinned. “ How can I resist that?” We sat in bed for at least an hour as we fed each other and laughed and had a good time with each other. I had missed this more than I had even known.

“Can we go into town and get new phones? Mine was in my room at the mansion.” she asked.

“ Faith, you don’t have to ask to go to town. If you want a new phone you can get one. You don’t have to ask me to spend money.” I said, trying to make her understand.

“ I know, but the last time I was alone they took me.”

It was then I understood why she asked. She didn’t want to be alone. “ Yes, Faith I will go with you. Do you think the doctor could squeeze us in today?”

“He might if I call before noon.” she said.

I lightly kissed her.” Until then let me love you. That’s all I’ve wanted to do for so many months.” She kissed me back and it was like magic. I had never felt so high looking into another person's eyes. Making love to her felt so good and I made her cry out my name. This time was different from the others with her. No matter how much she turned me on and no matter how beautiful she was I just couldn’t orgasm. I eventually gave up and just thought it was my body telling me I was too exhausted.

I looked down into her loving eyes and she stroked my cheek. “ Are you okay?”

“Love, I'm more than okay. I think my body is just exhausted from the last few months. We can make love again later.” I just told her a little white lie because I was not okay with not being able to perform. I needed to figure it out before I talked to her so I knew what was happening.

Faith’s POV

I let him believe that I believed him for arguments sake, but I knew deep down inside there was something wrong even if he didn’t know it yet. “ I just want you to know that whatever this is we can work through it together.”

He stroked my bottom lip with his thumb. “ I know my love and I promise if I figure out something is really wrong with me I will tell you. I honestly just think my body needs more rest.”

“Well while you are resting I’m going to find a phone so I can call the doctor.” I said, giving him a quick peck on the lips. He sat up still straddling me and helped me up so I could face him.

“ I can rest later, but for now let's get you dressed and ready for shopping and hopefully a doctor's appointment. Let’s see if we can borrow Sebastian’s phone.” He helped me get out of bed and get dressed. I hadn't realized how much I really needed someone to help me dress until Brian slid my pants on over my ankles and up to me. He even helped me put my shoes on. Every day was a struggle at the mansion and I could only imagine being loved like this.

I followed him downstairs to find everyone doing their own thing. The kids were doing their homework in the kitchen while Natalie and mom sat close incase they needed help. Em and Jason had made it over with baby Abby and were letting her crawl around in the living room and play with her toys while they relaxed on the couch. Then it hit me that I noticed Em looked different. I went and sat down next to her because I had to know if my suspicions were true.