Chapter 45
Reenah's POV
"Flowers for the most beautiful girl I have ever met." he said while smiling
I cried. This is so heartbreaking. Please Jiro, even after this can you please continue to smile genuinely. I really like it when you smile, my Jiro.
"Babe, why are you crying? Are you alright? Are you sick? Lets go to the hotel's clinic." he said very panic.
"No, no. I am just so happy. You're such a full of surprises, Jiro."
"Just to you babe. Can I have this dance?"
After that the music starts playing ….
(A Thousand Years by Christina Perri)
Heart beats fast
Colours and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
"You look so beautiful. I am such a lucky bastard. How come I can hold you like this? How come I can talk to you? How come I can be this close to you? I think I am God's favorite. I am handsome, smart, talented, rich and kind?"
"You are so conceited." I laughed
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
"Seriously, I am so lucky to meet you. Because of you I want to be the best. My ultimate goal in this life time is to make you smile, to make you happy and to make you mine, Reenah." he paused pull away from our dance and slowly he holds my hands,"I know I made a promise that I can wait because even if we're not officially together I can already do everything but there are still things that we can do when we are really together. If you want me to wait, I'll wait. If you want to dump me, dump me. Whatever you do I will be fine as long as you're sincere. I respect every decision you will make."
I am already crying because I know how it will ends. This night will be forever be a nightmare for me. Because this night I will break the heart of the man I love.
"Reenah Xavrina Legaspi Chui, can you be my girlfriend? Can you be mine officially?" he said smiling
"I am sorry Jiro. I am sorry. I am sorry. I … I cant …" i said while crying trying to remove his hands from mine.
And when he finally let go of minds I run. Running away because I cant afford to see him crying because of me.