Chapter 38: Chapter thirty-eight - I'm sorry

[AZRAEL]

She was taken aback by my confession.

Truthfully I'm not ashamed or nervous about that.

I held my ground and kept waiting for her.

Yes, I never wanted a mate.

But I didn't want to be the one who sleeps around.

My wolf knew that he would love our mate if we would find her.

So I never dared to hurt him so much.

And now, I'm feeling so proud of myself for keeping the promise and being precise with her.

I slowly traced my hands all over her body; our lips still connected.

She wrapped her arms around my neck, sliding her fingers into my hair. We both broke the kiss to regain our breathing.

I looked down at my mate, admiring the beauty I've been blessed with. She blushed and looked away, earning just a smirk from me.

I slowly slid my shirt off from her body, and I swear my eyes lit up in lust — that body of hers.

She noticed me staring and instantly wrapped her arms around herself, her cheeks turning in an adorable shade of pink.

I leaned down to her ear and whispered.

"For me, you are perfection. There's no more perfect woman than you. There will never be. Your body is beyond excellent, and I can't wait to claim it- To claim all of you. I need you to tell me can I. Because love, I won't be able to stop myself if we go any further than this," I kissed her neck slowly, awaiting her reply.

I nibbled on her neck and extremely quiet, moan alike sound left her lips. I looked into her eyes again.

"Are you ready, my Queen?" I asked.

She nodded in reply and smiled.

"One more thing... Let me hear your moans," I said and crashed my lips against hers. She didn't hesitate to answer my kiss.

I ripped off her bra and traced kisses down to her breasts.

This time she didn't try to keep quiet, each moan which left her lips turned me on more and more. It was like a piece of music to my ears, to know that I please my mate. I could smell her arousal by now; it made my wolf go crazy. He wanted nothing more than going all animalistic on her, yet I wanted her first time to be unique.

I traced kisses down to her belly and hips for a bit, looking up to her, asking for her permission to continue. She smiled lightly and nodded in approval.

I didn't need anything more, in an instant, I ripped her undergarments off and let myself to admire the beauty of hers.

"So perfectly molded and all for me," I said and kept kissing her body, slowly moving my lips to her inner thighs. Her breath fastened, she slid her fingers through my hair and bit her lower lip, by now her body trembled, which was the most amazing feeling I've ever felt so far.

"Azrael, please," she barely spoke.

"Please what, my love?" I asked in between the kisses. There's nothing wrong with a little teasing.

I wanted to hear her saying that, I wanted her to ask for me to claim her. I want this to be true for her to want me.

I've never felt so insecure as I'm feeling now, so all I need is those few words spoken by her.

"Please make love to me," she looked down at me, bright smile glued on her face.

I didn't say a thing, just growled lowly and threw my clothes off before leaning over her. Her eyes held so much love, so much passion, lust, and admiration.

How in the Hell I got so lucky?

"This might hurt a little, I'll try my best to be gentle," I whispered.

"I don't care; I want you, I want this," she said and placed her hands on the back of my neck, pulling me into the most magical kiss I've ever shared with someone.

"You're ready?" I assured myself for the last time, as I placed my member against her entrance. All I could think of was what I'd love to do to this woman, but I kept holding myself down, I need to be gentle, I can't hurt her. Not like this. Not now.

"I'm ready," she spoke, we both breathed heavily, while looking in each other's eyes.

I slowly moved my hips and entered her bit by bit. Stopping each time when she digs her nails into my back or whimpered until she nods for me to continue.

When I finally was full length into her, I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding so far.

"You're so damn tight; it's so hard to hold myself back. Just tell me if I'm hurting you, love," I whispered in her ear and slowly started moving my hips, thrusting into her.

Her whole body was stiff for the first few minutes, but soon she relaxed, and quiet moans started escaping her lips.

I kept going slow and gentle, assuring myself that I'm not hurting her. Finally, our lips met once again, I nibbled on her bottom lip, asking for entrance, which was granted almost immediately. My tongue explored her mouth, and soon she joined, both of us fighting for dominance. I didn't even notice how my movements became faster and rougher until she arched her back and broke the kiss.

My mate was a moaning mess under me, and I enjoyed it.

Soon her moans became screams of pleasure.

"Cum for me baby," I barely spoke, my heart raced as crazy. And my mate being pleasured by me didn't make this easier, she kept turning me on, which I didn't know was even possible.

"Let's do it together," she moaned out.

I leaned to her neck and kissed her mark, gently biting into it; it was all she needed to experience her first-ever orgasm. She dug her canines into my neck and moaned against my skin while I reached my orgasm. The feeling is one of a kind; I never thought that mates accepting each other, even more, female marking male at the top of her pleasure could feel so damn good.

She licked the mark she gave to me and smiled while looking at it.

"I'm sorry," she whispered.

"For what?" I asked, soon fear taking over me. What if she already regrets accepting me? What if she regrets giving her virginity to me? What if she changed her mind?

"My mark isn't that pretty," she finally spoke.

I laughed like a little kid and kissed her passionately.

"I love you; it's perfect!"

"But you haven't even seen it yet," she was a bit confused.

"It's perfect because you are perfect. I love you" we both laid down, and I wrapped my arms around her waist.

"I'm a bit sore, is that normal?" she spoke shyly.

"Yes, love, from what I've heard, it's normal. How about us two taking a shower?" I wiggled my eyebrows in amusement.

She just giggled and shook her head. Must be exhausted, my baby girl.

"Theeeen, how about round two?" I teased her.

What I didn't expect was her instantly jumping up and straddling me. Who would have thought? My mate is a little horndog. And I love it!