Chapter 464: Four Hundred Sixty Six

I nuzzle closer and Jonathan wraps his arms around me.

"Alicia? May I ask you something"?

"Mhm".

"The last time I held you like this... You couldn't breathe. You clung to me. I can't get that out of my head".

"I'm so sorry I scared you".

"No, don't be sorry. I just"...

"What's wrong"? I ask.

"The whole thing replays in my mind. You trying to breathe. You clinging to me and putting your hand on my chest... and the things you said... like... I don't know. You didn't try to put on your oxygen mask. You kept telling me you loved me and that I was worthy... Why didn't you put on your mask"?

"Because I wanted to say those things to you. I wanted to make sure you knew how I felt about you. I wanted you to have no question how I felt about you. I wanted to make sure I left you with you knowing how much I loved you". He brushes my hair away from my face and stares into my eyes.

"I clung to you because, When I'm scared I always cling to you. You always make me feel so protected, and loved, and safe. Feling your heartbeat brings me peace whenever I feel so scared.

It comforts me.

When I'm with you-- I feel as if I can breathe".

I hold his face in my hands. "I'm so sorry. I scared you. I thought I was dying, and if I were to leave this world I want to do it listening to your heartbeat".

'I really don't see what you see in me. I'm not that great".

"Why would you say that"?

"Just saying", he shrugs.

"No. You aren't that great. You're everything to me, and that's more than great. Do you think you can finally sleep tonight"? I ask.

'Nah... well eventually".

"I thought you were exhausted from lack of sleep"?

"I am, but I can think of more important things we could be doing, and sleep is overrated".

"You're so bad"! I laugh.

"You like when I'm bad".

"You are absolutely right. I love it".

He tickles my sides and kisses me with all of the love in the world.

'You're right. Fuck sleep"! he laughs.

He rolls on top of me and we are no longer tired at all.

I expected Jonathan to wake up rather early, but around 8am when I open my eyes, he is still laying beside me. Fast asleep.

Neither of us have anything important going on today. I really just want to spend the day in our bubble.

His phone buzzes on the night stand and he reaches for it.

"I'm sorry", he mumbles. He turns off the ringer and tosses the phone onto the floor.

"It didn't wake me. I was already up".

"Good Morning, sweetheart".

"Good Morning to you, too", I sigh. "Did you sleep well"?

"Mhm.... For the 3 hours I slept", he laughs.

"I'm sorry. I kept you awake".

"I'm not sorry". He runs his fingers through my hair and lets out a deep sigh.

"I vote we stay in bed all day".

"Really? I was kinda hoping we would. I like staying in with you, but your phone tells me that you probably have an appointment to get to".

"Nah. I'm cancelling my plans".

I sit up in bed and wrap the comforter across my chest.

"You look like you had a wild night", he quips.

"Well so do you".

"I think I love when you look like this the most".

"Like I've been up all night having sex"?

"With your hair messy and your cheeks flushed. Your lips puffy and your neck bruised".

"You like me bruised up"? I joke.

"Knowing I marked you, and that everyone will see it and know that you are mine"...

"Are you purpously saying these things to me so you can get laid again"?

"Yeah".

"You're ridiculous".

"Is it working"?

"Maybe".

"Well"... He snatches the blanket off of me and burries his head in my chest.

"Are you seriously trying to motorboat me"?

He tickles my ribs and kisses me.

"You're not sick of kissing me yet"?

"Nope. I almost lost the ability to kiss you. And I don't like that feeling".

"You will never have that feeling ever again", I smile. "I promise".

"At this point we may as well chuck deuces and seriously stay in bed".

"I like that idea". I roll on top of him and kiss my way down his body. I let out a giggle when I reach the waistband of his boxers.

"I think you should just lean back and enjoy". I gather my hair into a ponytail and situate myself between his thighs.

"Jesus", he hisses as I wrap my lips around his cock and take him to the back of my throat.

He grabs my hair and let's out a shudder. I swirl the tip of my tongue along the underside of his cock and around his tip. "Fuck", he sighs "You love having my cock in your mouth don't you baby"?

"Mhm"....

"Your mouth feels like heaven". I kiss his tip and suck my way down to the base. He grabs my head and begins to thrust.

He leans his head back against the pillows and closes his eyes.

I spread his thighs apart and gently suck his sac.

"Sweetheart, I'm not gonna last long like this. So... You have three options.

You keep doing what you're doing and I cum down your throat.

Or I cum on your pretty tits and face

Or I cum inside of you...

And I think I know exactly what you want".

He pulls my face away from his cock and pulls me onto the pillows. He flips me on my stomach and gets me on my knees.

"Hold onto the headboard", he whispers into my ear.

He grabs my hips from behind and burries himself deep inside of me.

"You love me fucking you hard don't you"?

"Y....yes"!

He grabs my ponytail and my back arches.

"Tell me what you want baby. Tell me what you need".

"I need you to fuck me harder", I pant.

He picks up our pace and slams into me violently.

He reaches around and rubs my clit

"Come for me baby". Jonathan plants a kiss along my spine and bites my shoulder. He lets out a deep moan and his warmth floods me. My body breaks and he digs his fingers into my hips and bites my shoulder.

He lovingly kisses my shoulder and we fall into an exhausted heap.