Chapter 12: Learning to Fight
Aria's POV
Kael's fist came straight at my face, and without thinking, I ducked under it and swept his legs out from under him. He hit the ground hard, snow exploding around his body.
"Good," he said, jumping back to his feet. "But you telegraphed that move. An experienced fighter would have seen it coming."
We'd been training for three hours in a clearing behind the abandoned mining town. My muscles burned and my lungs felt like they were on fire, but I couldn't stop. Not when Vincent and his army would be here tomorrow night.
"Again," I said, raising my fists.
"Aria, you need to rest. You've been pushing yourself too hard."
"I don't have time to rest!" I snapped, throwing a punch at his shoulder. "I need to be able to protect myself. To protect all of you."
Kael blocked my punch easily, but I could see concern in his golden eyes. "You're learning faster than anyone I've ever trained. Maybe too fast."
He was right, and that scared me. Every fighting technique he showed me felt familiar, like I was remembering instead of learning. My body seemed to know exactly how to move, how to strike, how to defend - even though my mind had no memory of ever training before.
"Show me that knife defense again," I said, wiping sweat from my forehead.
Kael pulled out a rubber training knife. "Remember, when someone attacks with a blade, you want to control the weapon hand first."
He lunged at me with the fake knife, aiming for my stomach. My body reacted before my brain could think about it. I grabbed his wrist, twisted it sharply to the right, then brought my knee up toward his elbow.
But something went wrong. Instead of the gentle training move Kael had shown me, I put all my strength behind the knee strike. There was a sickening crack, and Kael screamed in pain.
"Oh god!" I gasped, letting go of him immediately. "Kael, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to—"
He was on his knees in the snow, cradling his right arm against his chest. His wrist was bent at an impossible angle, and I could see bone pushing against the skin.
"It's broken," he gasped through gritted teeth. "You broke my wrist."
Panic flooded through me like ice water. "I don't know what happened! I was just doing what you taught me, but my body... it did something else."
"Your muscle memory is stronger than your conscious control," he said, his face pale with pain. "Your father's training is still there, buried under the witch's spell."
I knelt down beside him, tears streaming down my face. "I'm so sorry. Let me help you get back to town. Luna might know some first aid."
"Wait," Kael said as I started to help him stand. "Try healing it."
"What?"
"You healed those broken objects yesterday. Maybe you can heal broken bones too."
"I don't know how. And what if I make it worse?"
"It can't get much worse than this," he said with a weak smile. "Please, Aria. Just try."
With shaking hands, I gently touched his injured wrist. The moment my skin made contact with his, warmth spread through my fingers. The same tingling sensation I'd felt when fixing the pottery, but stronger. More alive.
I closed my eyes and tried to focus on the feeling. In my mind, I could somehow see the break - two bone fragments that needed to be put back together. Without really understanding how, I began encouraging them to reconnect.
"It's working," Kael breathed. "I can feel the bones moving."
But as the healing magic flowed through me, something else started happening. Images flashed through my mind like lightning - memories that weren't mine, or weren't supposed to be mine.
A man in a white coat teaching me pressure points on a plastic dummy. "Strike here to cause maximum pain. Strike here to kill instantly."
My own voice, younger and colder: "What if they beg for mercy?"
"Mercy is weakness, Aria. Weakness gets you killed."
I gasped and opened my eyes, but the memories kept coming.
Elena crying in our shared bedroom: "I don't want to hurt people, Aria. Why can't we just run away?"
"Because father will find us. And then he'll do worse things than just training us to fight."
My hands were still glowing with silver light, and Kael's wrist was completely healed. But I could barely see him through the flood of returning memories.
Vincent's voice, cold and commanding: "You are my masterpiece, Aria. A weapon disguised as an innocent girl. By the time our enemies realize what you are, it will be too late."
"Stop," I whispered, pressing my hands against my temples. "Make it stop."
But the memories wouldn't stop. They poured back into my mind like water through a broken dam.
Learning to kill with my bare hands at age ten. Practicing with real knives on captured enemies at twelve. Being praised by my father for showing no emotion while torturing information out of a rival gang member at fourteen.
"I'm a monster," I sobbed, the truth hitting me like a physical blow. "I'm exactly what he made me to be."
"No," Kael said firmly, reaching for me with his newly healed hand. "Those memories don't define who you are now."
"Don't you understand? I enjoyed it!" The words tore out of my throat like broken glass. "I liked hurting people. I was good at it. I was proud of being daddy's perfect little killer."
"Aria—"
"I remember Elena begging me to stop. Begging me to run away with her. But I wouldn't listen because I wanted father's approval more than I wanted to protect my own sister!"
The guilt and self-hatred were drowning me from the inside. No wonder Grandmother Willow had erased my memories. The truth was unbearable.
"That's why I was really in the car that night," I continued, my voice getting louder and more desperate. "I wasn't just there to watch. I was there to learn. Father was showing me how to destroy entire families as a lesson in advanced torture techniques."
Kael tried to grab my hands, but I pulled away from him.
"Don't touch me," I said, backing away. "I'm dangerous. I'm poison. Everyone around me gets hurt."
"You're not that person anymore," he insisted.
"Aren't I? I just broke your wrist without even thinking about it. What happens when I really lose control? What happens when the dark magic takes over completely?"
I looked down at my hands, still faintly glowing with silver light. But now I could see something else there too - tiny wisps of black smoke curling around my fingers like shadowy snakes.
The dark magic was already starting to surface.
As I watched in horror, the black smoke grew thicker. My healing light began to flicker and dim, being slowly consumed by the darkness.
And then, without meaning to, I started speaking.
Words poured out of my mouth in a language I didn't recognize but somehow understood perfectly. Ancient words. Powerful words. Words that made the air around us shimmer with magical energy.
"Kaetha mor'dun vesperis. Lun'ari shel namorin. Vethys tel amoran."
The words glowed with brilliant silver light as they left my lips, but that light was shot through with veins of deep, hungry darkness.
Kael stared at me in shock and growing fear.
"Aria," he whispered. "What language is that? What are you saying?"