Chapter 92: part 43 (b)

"What is my mistake neev? Why you always love to hurt me?" I said as tears rolled down from my eyes..

Wiping my tears I continued "can you please behave like a mature person once ? But now you just love to get angry in every single thing"

"Bol liya? (Are you done?)" He asked wiping my tears..

"Why you want me to abort our baby?" I asked softly hoping for the answer.. he didn't reply and just stared at my face..

"Neev zivah is 4 now she also needs a sibling then? it's God gifted neev why you want me to abort it" I asked caressing his cheek..

"You are just 23 zara we can plan our baby later why you want it now?" He asked and I just shook my head..

"I know we didn't plan the baby it's just happened then you want me to abort it?" I asked...

He didn't reply and hugged me tightly his face nestled in my neck.."neev Are you ok? What happen?" I asked caressing his back..

"Stay like this jaan" he whispered hugging me more tightly..

I felt something wet on my neck.. shitt he was crying.."neev why are you crying" I asked and forcefully broke the hug.. his eyes were red he looked down..

"Neev wh.."my sentence was cut by his lips on mine.. he kisses me softly sucking my petals and I pulled him more close.. we are kissing eachother after a week.. this man and his touches makes me forget everything...

He broke the kiss and cupped my cheeks looking into my eyes he said "I don't want to lose you zara"

"I am with you neev why are you thinking all this?" I asked softly..

"You know right that at the time of zivah what had happened" he paused and took a deep breath "I don't want to loose you zara I don't want you to go through the same pain you went at the time of zivah's birth.. you didn't even had chance of survival.." I cut him off..

"But I did survive right? I am with you nothing happen with me then why are you thinking all this" I asked softly wiping his tears..

"You know na zara me and zivah can't live without you? What if something happens to you at the time of baby's birth" 

"You trust me right?" I asked and he nodded in yes..

"Then I promise I will not leave you why are you thinking all the negative things" I said softly cupping his cheeks..

I held his hand and kissed his palm "it's our baby neev.. God gifted us.. stop thinking all this ok"

"We will go to doctor tomorrow and if there is something serious then you have to abort this" he said and I just shook my head in disbelief..

"Ufff neev I am 23 now that time I was 18 so I was weak now I am fit and fine.. and please stop using this abort and all ok everything will be fine" I said and he bobbed his head

To be continued…