Chapter 21: (b)
A answer pricked my heart..
"I am happy for you neev I hope you will live happily with shivani" I smiled in tears..
Shivani didn't say anything and left..
I went to balcony ignoring neev and sat on the couch silently.. tears are rolling down from my cheeks.. I am the unluckiest girl in the world.. why can't he love me for once.. what is my mistake? God why ? Why always me? The pain in my heart I can't take this anymore!! I want to die..
I never get anyone's love I thought meev will love me but I always get his hatred but I can't hate him.. I don't know why but I can't hate him.. I want to give up I am tried... Tired of all this
I already destroyed neev's life.. hope he found his true love in shivani..
"Zara let's go it's dinner time" and this broke my trance.. I turned and saw neev standing there..
"You don't need to take tension about it neev.. your baby is fine if something happens then I will die but I won't let anything happen to him" I said to him..
"How dare you to answer me back huhhh" he shouted
"Whyyyy" I whispered this much..
"Why you hate me so much neev why can't you love me for once what is my mistake" I asked him and more tears made their way from my eyes...
"Don't hate me this much neev please I can't take this anymore.. the pain in my heart is unbearable" I cried
"Mujhe maaf kardo (forgive me)please don't hurt me more neev please" I joined my hands infront of him and cried..
"Zara stop crying" he said sternly wiping my tears
"Don't hurt me more please I can't" I whispered..
He sat beside me and wiped my tears
"Ssshh stop crying" he said softly cupping my cheeks..
"You don't need to take tension neev I will go far away from you very far just bare me for 2months more" I cried..
"Don't pretend zara you are not innocent" he said and I nodded giving up I knew he wouldn't gonna understand..
"Wait let me help you" he said as I tried to get up from the couch..
"I can manage master I don't need your help actually I am pretending all this I am not innocent master" I said and stood up..
"Zara" he called and started coming close to me..
I showed my palm and said "don't come near me master I am just your slave and I am not innocent" I said and went downstairs slowly..
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After dinner we came back to our room I didn't say anything and laid down on the my side of the bed.. he didn't say anything and laid on his side..
After sometime I turned to his side and stared at his sleeping figure.. I wanted him to hug me.. but ugghh leave all this...
I never saw my mother and my dad he was very strict but I still love him.. but I hate my brother.. BROTHER huh? He was a beast.. he tried to RAPE me when I was just 11.. yes he tried to RAPE me my own brother tried to RAPE me😭😭😭
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