Chapter 17: (b)

Hey little love how are you? I hope you are doing well inside!! You know what little love tomorrow is my birthday my last birthday but your dadda don't want to spend time with me.. oops I think you are sleeping little love sorry to disturb you.. bye bye your mamma loves you..

I want neev to wish me on my birthday I want to him to sing a song for me.. I want to rest my head on his chest just above his heart.. I want him to caress my hairs atleast one last time..

"Sleep zara no one cares for you" I said to myself and laid down on the bed...

At night..

After dinner I went to balcony and sat on the couch.. I started writing my dairy my favourite job when you have no one share your problems writing your problems was the only thing which makes you sane.. just then I felt a pat on my shoulder...

I turned and saw neev standing there..

"Can you please sit beside me for just 10mins please" I said which comes as a whisper full of request!

"What happen zara kuch problem hai (is there any problem?)" he asked me I nodded in no..

"No I just want to be with you only for 10mins" don't say no neev please please please not this time!

He didn't say anything and sat beside me I set the alarm for 10mins and rested my head on his shoulder... silent tears made their way from my eyes.. ughh zara stop crying and just feel the moment... I want time to stop here.. I don't want to die but I can't do anything.. I am helpless.. I want to scream I want to confess my love to neev. I want to tell him that how much I love him... But all I did was so sit there tongue tied..

We sat there in silence gazing at the stars... Alarm rang as 10mins passed damnmnn the time passed so fastly... I composed myself and stood up while he gave me a confuse look..

"10mins passed neev thank you for your precious time itna bohot hai mere liye (it's enough for me)" I smiled in tears..

"Why are you crying? Is it paining somewhere?" He asked me wiping my tears.. His voice softened just like my old neev who was so caring.

"Nothing I am very happy today thank you Rockstar" I smiled to the fullest and turned to leave.. he stopped me by holding my hand..

"Happy birthday zara" he wished me and it was enough to lit up my mood..

I turned towards him after wiping my tears strained cheeks harshly..

"Thank you soo much it means a lot" I said with a genuine smile it waa indeed more than enough!

(Hello everyone I know the update is short but promise I'll try to be regular actually I have so many assignments to complete so I could arrange this much but I promise tomorrow there will be 5 more chapters and yes if you have any queries then do contact me in my Instagram handle (agirlwhowrites8)