ALICE POV:
"What the fuck just I did and why? Why I got provoked for such a silly thing. Jumped on him and at the end just kissed him.
Fuck fuck fuckkk.. I have messed up totally.
How will I face him now. Why the hell do you behave like that Alice?
You have seen much more seductive and hot guy's but you never fall for them. Then why did you fall for him Alice.
Why did you just kissed him? Fuck!!!! I chewed his lips it was bleeding.
Fuck man!! He will eat me up.
I know I know I screwed up!!! God !!!"
"Alice are you alright why are you so tensed? You know right I am there for you?", she said with concern.
"Fuck man!! Lauren I kissed your brother. Shit!!!", I said losing my calm and hold her shoulder tightly.
"Really!! Wow how was it?", she said making me sit on bed.
"What?? Are you even listening me", I said shockingly. How can she be happy listening this.
"Yes darling! I am listening you", she said again smiling. Girl you are pissing me off and scaring like hell right now.
"How can you be so normal? I kissed him in his room. I lost my control over me. I just banged my lips on him", she heard me calmly as if nothing happened.
"Cool down Alice. Its okay I don't have any problem with that. Now cool down take some long breaths and leave then tell me everything."
"I don't know from somedays I and your brother .... I meann..... that bitch called him up and I threatened her saying I am his girlfriend so she should stay far. Then he was tensed so I holded his hand we had coffee. Then ...", I said roaming my fingers from my hair harshly.
"Then one day you and he was sleeping and got closed in touch and you felt awkward. Right?", she said holding my hand looking into my eyes. Yes her eyes make me go calm.
" Yes how did you know?", I had not share a word with her but guess what I am an idiot she is my bestie. She knows everything better than me about me.
"Alice I saw that okay now continue", I knew it. This girl is that's why so calm.
" That's why...", she stopper me in middle.
"That's why you ignored him whole Sunday just because you felt guilty for being so close to him. And may be you thought to ..", amazing she knows me so well. Girl why didn't you saved me from this.
"Yes we were so close his face body everything was making me tempting for him. I was just about to kiss him... I mean... we could have but he rolled over. It made me...", I shrugged my shoulders and continued.
"It made you guilty and in result of that you avoided him. Poor soul!", poor me not your brother bitch.
"Then he was fuming in anger I tried to avoid him.. then we had lunch out remember?" I asked her being relax this time.
"Yes I do we and your secretary."
"Then I came office and saw him sad broken because of your dad being heartless to him. So I consoled him actually hugged him too. And feed him food from my hand."
"Whoa!!! That's great."
"I talked to your dad for being nice to him. And my request and talk worked", I said with a sad smile but looking her smiling made me smile back.
"Good job love."
"Then we were having normal times but now again. Today I broke down seeing Indian bridal set which made me remember mom. Then our bond he was holding me, caressing my cheeks, holded my hand in his hand. We had lunch together feeding each other", I said with a sadness remembering my thoughts and breakdown. She placed her hand on my shoulder sqeezing it slightly.
"Then?"
"We had meeting so we went there but the groom's friend bastard tried to misbehave with me. Trying to touch me then his secretary which made him super angry and was on fire. He beat that bastard up like he'll but stopped when I said him to leave him", I said with light fear in me as he was damn scary that moment.
"Okay!", she said with interest to continue. Don't you think she is loving it too much. I am freaking out here and she is enjoying bitch!
"Then I said he didn't need to beat him up. I was shivering in his hold due to his fiery eyes and roar. But what he said after that made me stunned."
"And what he said?", losing her patience she yelled a bit.
"He said if anyone tries to touch his girl with eyes or hands then he will kill that bastard", I said nervously. As I still can't believe he called me his girl. Like really?
"Whoa!! So my brother called you his girl?", I nodded my head shyly.
"Yes he did and then flew away in anger leaving me alone. I was pissed off when I couldn't find him and came home. When I went into his room my legs frozed and eyes were stuck on his super sexy half naked body. He teased me up for staring him with little lust and he kept on teasing which made me provoked. I was chasing him and we fall on bed. I was on top of him then our lips almost touched 2-3 times. I losed my control and banged on his lips. When you yelled his name I git startled and chewed his lips which made it bleed. He was cursing me under his breath which made me realize it was wrong. So.." I said looking down making patterns on bedsheet from finger embarassingly.
"So you dashed off", she said trying to make look her.
"Yeah! Now how will I be able to face him. He will surely kill me up or else I will kill myself. I fucked up man!! Shit!! Shit!!!", I slapped my forehead frowning in anger.
"Calm down Alice its all good and be a pro near him. Otherwise surely you will be dominated by him. If you get feared by him."
Finally, I said everything whatever happened with me from which half she knew already. She said me to get fresh which will make me feel calm. I nodded and went for shower.
After coming out of shower I felt relaxed and calm. I tied my bathrobe on me and wrapped my hairs in towel.
Dried my hair with hair dryer after unwrapping my hairs. Opened my closet to wear soft pink night suit. I smiled looking at myself in mirror but when my eyes fall on my lips. Everthing started replying in mind making me embarrassed to face him.
I opened the door slowly and checked whether he was in corridor or not and sighed when I found he isn't. I went downstairs and sat with everyone chatting laughing having fun but my eyes constantly found him.
Maid was taking something light for his supper carrying it to his room. I thought for once that may be he is ill but brushed that thought and continued with everyone.
He didn't showed his face after that incident may be he is still angry. Ofcourse he is!!, my mind mocked. After having dinner with everyone I started going to my room.
But my legs stopped when I saw his closed door. I debate with my mind whether go or not and atlast I went.
When I entered his room he was sitting on his bed keeping his back straight on back rest. He was watching TV here only sitting and I thought he must be ill or angry.
Gosh this guy could have seen TV down too with us. And have his light food too but no he wanted to stay alone.
"Stop talking to yourself and come in if you want", after hearing him I looked at him but his gaze was fixed on TV "Don't put pressure on your little mind I can feel your presence. Now if you want to come so come in I am still mad on you don't make me more mad", his invitation sounded more like threat to me.
I was still thinking when I felt him standing close to me. My eyes turned like saucer size when I saw him close to me suddenly.
"Why do you want to make me angry again? Do you want my beast to wake up again", he said looking directly into my eyes and I nodded my head in No.
"Speak Alice. Not in mood to read your silence. Afterall I haven't forget your bite yet as it is still hurting" he started to walk toward me covering our distance.
His eyes turned dark and evil inside him was taking its hold on him. I gulped in terror of his dark eyes and walked back only to be hit by wall. He pinned me in wall caging under his dark aura and strong muscled arms. I swear my heart is going to come out in fear. I have never seen this devilish look guys devil actions. Fuck Alice who told you to chew his lips Idiot!!!
"No please spare me. I didn't nean to hurt you..."
"So what you mean to do Miss Alice. Exploring my body and lips?", I again nodded in no but it only made him provoked.
"Don't test my inner demons patience sweetheart. Keep your lips moving if not in speaking state. Then... let's do in tasting state for completing the half left session. What say?"
"Sorry Ethan I didn't wanted to kiss you. I am really Sorry for the bite on your lips. Please..."
"Oh really!! So you were just trying to taste me... I mean just trying to satisfying your needs", he said with a smirk.
"No... oo... I was...", I said trying to roar but our face got very very close to his face but I paused while saying.
My heart beat got fast making my breath get abnormal he was just looking into my soul. His eyes darkened much more terrored me again and but I swear my heart still wanted him. It was still screaming for him to get close to mine soul very much close.
He looked into my eyes and then my lips which was calling him so badly. After a second I felt he smacked on my lips nibbling my lips with full pleasure.
He was enjoying nibbling it and took the lead this time. He sucked, licked and bite my soft lips leaving soft moans. His warm breath and touch on my waist which was making patterns from his fingers.
I placed my hands automatically on his neck's enjoying his deep passionate kiss. My finger's were moving in his hairs and our grips got tighter with each second while kissing. He pulled me more closer as our kiss went more deeper.
Now, he pushed his tongue under my mouth devouring each and every corner. He was not letting me take lead and was enjoying every moment of our kiss.
My condition was getting bad as I was not able to breath properly but he was still charged. My hold on his neck and hair got loosened and it started patting his shoulder. I wanted to be released otherwise this kiss can be the reason of me dying.
Finally, he left my lips giving me space to breath I was holding him as it made go weak. He placed me calmly on wall and his forehead was on mine and it made me know he was suffering from less breaths too. My hands were holding his shirt who's button was hardly closed and his hands were on wall.
When we finally got hold of breath I stared in his eyes which was already looking at me. Now finally his darkened eyes were getting it's original blue colour and charming smile took its place on his lips.
"Sorry for making your lips bleed. It got swollen too a bit. It must be paining isn't it?", I said tracing his lips from my finger's. His lips were half swollen I brutally bite his lips it is so obvious now why he ate no spice food.
"I know you didn't did that knowingly but still I have to suffer for you", he said heading towards his bed.
"But I said sorry and now I can't do anything", I said following him.
"Exactly! So stop telling Sorry when you can't do anything", he said not facing me and got back into his old position.
"Fine then I am going. Bye Good night", I said.
My heart didn't wanted to go and was willing to stay here with him. In his arm's whole night and it will be the best sleep for me. But with a heavy heart I started to leave the room when he said "If you want you can stay with me in this room. Enjoying my arms embrace and some more kissing hot sessions".
I was blushing hard hearing it and a smile crept on my lips. I didn't realize I was standing at the same place from some minutes.
Ethan pulled my hand toward him with a jerk and I was again to be fall on him. Don't you think it's enough to fall on him once and kiss him twice. And this guy I guess needs more even I do. What if I lose my control again? Is it right? I mean yeah I am attracted toward him but I don't love him right? Or I already do? No no... ooo... no... it can't be. It's not possible only.
Before I could again land on him I placed my hand on his shoulder but my face got into him. Not in lips #relief but till his ears. Yes my lips are touching his ears and heart is banging to come out with uneasy breaths.
"Offer is valid!!! If you want you can sleep with me you know I will be in my control. But yeah if anything happens then it's your fault. Coz you are so seductive", he whsispered into my ears making me shiver.
Omg he called me seductive but when did I do that. This guy seduced me not me. Ohhh I remember he is talking about last night when he enetered my room and his mouth hung up. But was I really looking seductive?? God please help me.
"No thanks Mr. Carling I can sleep the way I do in my bed #alone. No need of your company. If I want then I would ask Lauren for that but not you", I said in his ears and I swear last line was just to piss him off.
"Fine then. Go and close the door. Don't waste my time nor your's", he said leaving my hand and I smirked.
"Ofcourse. Bye Mr. Carling", I said being straight but not before kissing his ears and cheeks. Don't know just felt like to kiss him so I did. Well listening of heart sometimes can make you good cause only if you run after doing that.
Before Ethan could react I flew away in my room giggling. Such an hectic day I tell you. Work, action, drama, pinch of romance whoa!!! My whole day went like a film today.
Good night Miss Alice!!! I wished myself and fall asleep in my room smilingly.