Chapter 26: 27 Violet's p.o.v

she smiled as if she could feel all the conflict that was running through my head, not that i cared if she knew how i felt about her " you can be angry with me Violet " how big of her i felt Silvers annoyance at my attitude towards the goddess. but i shut her out i was shaking inside and felt like shit!

"why am i really here?" my voice came out hoarse which only succeeded in maing me even more angry than i already was, this woman thought she could come barging into my life and i wpuld automatically jump to attention for her, well she was wrong. never going to happen "i had to wait until yu found him" she amswered to my unspoken question which again pissed me off more "why?" i snapped because he is the one that can match your energy and fight for you, she was wrong if she thought i needed anyone to fight my battles for me she was sadly mistaken "i know you can take care of yourself Violet" i was really getting annoyed at her answering question i hadn't ask out loud! i could see the ages of her mouth curl as i continued to talk to myself in my head.

"why did you let me go wolfless for so long?" because to me that was just too cruel i had been half a person all my life because of her "if you had, had your wolf he would have found you before you met Elijah, only the two of you mated will be able to beat the evil that is coming for you" if she met Sebastian i had met him before and he didn't break me last time he certainly wouldnt break me now i know how yo defend myself.

"i am not talking about that man, what is coming for you is far more evil and sinnister than that mere human" there was an edge to her voice now which threw me a little, it was almost like who ever it was scared her too "he does Violet" i wasn't even sure what i had to say when she admitted she was afraid, i guess that made sense as she hide me in the human world wofless, if she could deal with who ever it was she would have. 'that's the first sensible thing you have thought since we got here" silver injected, it seemed her quiet streak was over, mores the pity....

"is it my dad?" i asked now curious as to why i was put into hiding

"no Violet it isn't your father, he was killed for being a silver wolf" i turned to see my wolf she was pure silver, she even had a metallic tinge to her fur in the moon light which sparkled i didn't understand what was being said to me "why for being silver? Goddess i don't understand what you are trying to tell me, i am not of your world, i dpon't know it's history or folklore". my mother now looked pained like she had regrets for what she did to me, i stood watching her deal with her inner conflict and i had a pang of guilt now , was it becasue who ever is coming for me killed my father? what is so special about a silver wolf? why did i need Elijah? would Laura be safe? a mirrad of questions now bouncing in my head "i know you have more questions then answers right now but i needed you to change into your wolf so your power will begin to come to you, we needed Elijah to be there for it because you need your power before you mate to him so his strenght and your energy will combine. you are both born from gods Violet"

"i don't think so from what i heard about Elijah's father he is a power hungry monster who tried to hurt his own daughter "

"in this world not everything comed fromt he father Violet"

i looked at her as thought ran through my mind his from his mother and mine from my father

"no Violet you were doubley blessed"

"what does that mean?"

"you gained your power from both of your parents, you are born from two gods Violet"

"what does that mean? who is hunting me?" i could feel the panic bubbling deep inside of me, i hadn't felt this kind of panic before

this is all for now Violet we will yalk again but you need to learn to turn into your wolf without the moon and not with my assistance"

"wow not much then, if i new how to do that i would have done it before"

"sarcasism is not helping Violet" silver said like that was going to help me in this new predicament i now found myself in, not only can i not bind with my mate yet until i have become one with my wolf, i also had to learn how to call her without the moon. fuck not much to learn there, plus i had to deal with the excruxiating pain i feel when i am too far away from Elijah

"silver will be able to guide you as well as your mate" were the last words of the goddess, what became clear was a man calling my name, then the familiar warmth of his touch as he touch my shoulder shaking me gently to try and wake me.

"Violet, Violet" his voice full of worry

i came back to the room gasping for air, shaking from head to toe 'it will get easier the more the godess calls us Violet' silver said to me, i tried to sit up but fell back down to the bed, it was only when Elijah took me into his arms to the shaking stop, he kissed my forehead "what happened Violet" he voice full of concern but i couldn't speak yet my head felt it was splitting into i just continued to shake his arms as he rocked me and kissed my head repeatedly.

i called to Silver who had seem so close moments ago now seemed so far away from me, i needed the feel of her to soothe me that was all i knew i needed my wolf, no i needed then both in truth i needed Elijah and Silver otherwise i wasn't whole!

i felt somthing tenderly pushing at me senses but i was trying to stop it because it was unfaminilar to me and i didn't know how to deal with it, then i heard Elijah whisper against my head "let us in baby, silver is calling to Choas and he needs to know she is alright" i dont know how all these things i needed to be able to do and i didn'y know how? i was helpless and vunerable and i hated that feeling

"ssh baby, just relax into me and i will do the rest baby, let us love you" i looked into his eyes to see his pain at watching me in this state

"calm your mind baby, stop overthinking darling"

Then there was this warmth envelope me