Chapter 21: Violet's p.o.v.....22

made just or him admittedly but i wasn’t sure how i felt about that now the glow had gone, sensing my inner turmoil he pulled me back into his arms and kissed me like there was no tomorrow ‘there is no shame in what we just did Violet’ i wasn’t so convinced he then placed his finger into my mouth the one that had been inside me ‘taste yourself’ he waited for a moment before he spoke again ‘sweet isn’t it’ i didn’t understand what he was getting at ‘you are as beautiful as you are sweet baby and what we did was both of those things, there is no shame in pleasure, there certainly is no shame in a mate finding out what pleasures his mate, so you can stop giving yourself a hard time for enjoying or experiencing it or even for thinking you gave him, it is simply too mates learning and developing their bond’

‘i am going to shower’ he pulled me back ‘not yet i want to smell you a little longer, let’s eat first’

‘you can smell me?’ of course he could fucking smell me duh??? He was a wolf with acute sense of smell idiot.... I inwardly cringe at the thought and don’t look at him as i run from the room. Jesus he was fast he was on me in seconds making me giggle ‘no hiding anything Violet’ he took my hand guiding me down the stairs to the kitchen, i saw it before he did a picture attached to the conservatory window, i opened the bi-folding doors to the go out into the garden to retrieve the picture.

‘I’ll go, you make a start on your delicious coffee’ i didn’t speak just nodded and walked back into the kitchen, i heard him unlock the conservatory door and the moment the came back inside, he looked at me and smiled ‘seems they don’t like the fact you have found a man’ it was a picture of the two of us together cuddled together on the sofa ‘he will not be please with you Violet Johnson’ was neatly written in capitals on the back of the photograph.

‘lucky me’ was my reply to that as i handed Elijah his coffee and began to pour myself a cup of tea from my brewing pot. He picked up his phone from the table and began to make calls, i thought it best to leave him to it so i carried on cooking up some black pudding and warming the left overs we hadn’t finished off last night, i also began to make a couple of loaves which i could leave to prove while i did a could of sourdough ones as well. I laid the table and walked into the conservatory to see Elijah just outside with a couple of men, who bowed the instant they say me, i hadn’t put my robe on so my scars were visible making me really self conscious i yelp making them drop to their knees Elijah turning to me ‘sorry love i should have warned you’ he walked into the conservatory to get me, but i was resisting ‘Elijah i need to cover my’

‘no love you don’t’

‘but’

‘no buts, this is Jacob and Felix they are my main enforcers, this is Violet’

‘Laura’s sister Violet Felix said’ he looked away from me and i thought it was because he found my scars offensive

‘i think i should go, i have made him uncomfortable’

‘no Violet i am not uncomfortable but you are, i thought if i looked away you would relax more’

‘she is self conscious regarding her scars at the moment, i need her to know that they don’t phase us Felix’

‘Alpha’

‘it makes sense now for Laura’s out burst the other morning’ came from Jacob making Felix nod

‘I’ve made breakfast and i have just put a batch of muffins in you are welcome to join’ i could see Elijah frown but he bought this on himself in for a penny in for a pound as they say ‘come on coffee or tea’ Jacob went for coffee but Felix went for tea ‘you have a extremely good surveillance system set up here, bet it cost you a pretty packet’ i smiled i liked Felix ‘i wanted Laura to always feel safe’ he nodded his understanding

Help yourselves before the big bad wolf there shovels it down, i grabbed a plate and began to fill it, i saw Elijah say something to them but i cut it off ‘come this is my home, not his and i have asked you to eat now eat, let him sulk!’ they both looked at him and me and did what i asked as Felix filled his plate he asked ‘can i check your security system please’

‘is there something wrong?’ i was a little weary of it ‘why? Is there something wrong’

‘no you have a good set up, i want to check it’s boundaries to see if we can add anything to enhance it for you’ i nodded i wasn’t to techified but i got the general idea of what he was saying.

‘I want to have our guards patrol the woods, the reason why we haven’t before was because it wasn’t our land, but now i know who it belongs to i will feel safer knowing you’re that you’ve been checked on’ did i want that? Being spied on....

‘the last time i check this still wasn’t your land, and i don’t want you spying on me’ Jacob coughed out some of his coffee making me and Elijah looking at him ‘oh Alpha this is going to be fun’ i didn’t speak but i could tell Elijah had by Jacobs smile broaden even more

I got up to take the muffins from the oven just as Elijah was about to say something so i held my hand up to him, making both me roar with laughter.

‘do you want me to make something savoury for you?’ i asked him changing the subject completely

‘yes love i would like that, please’ i nodded but turned off the oven for now and took a couple of warm muffins to the table.

‘i isn’t spying on you Violet and i know the land isn’t pack land, but you are the Luna of the pack which means something,we protect our own’ i didn’t respond i just looked at him ‘i am perfectly capable to take care of myself and Felix said my security is good why do i need additional?’ i could see his frustration and the fact that he was holding it because two of his men were there, but i may have been mellow and excepting of some things but i was not going to be a total walk over especially when it came to my own land and home.

‘Violet we have had this discussion you offering yourself up as bait to save Laura is not going to cut the mustard any more because you are my mate and i will not lose when i have just fucking found you’

‘don’t think you can get all neanderthel with me Mr big shot’ both men smiled some more but it seemed Jacob had a death wish ‘those who mock’ making Elijah growl at him, didn’t seem to phase Jacob in the slightest.

‘Violet having patrols in the worlds doesn’t take anything away from your privacy’