Chapter 16: Elijah p.o.v... 15

‘silver such an unusual name for a wolf’

‘i feel she is going to be unusual and special Elijah, that’s why the moon goddess gave her to us’ cryptic as ever but at the moment all i cared about was i was in the same room as my mate touching her. She walked straight into the kitchen “coffee” she asked me, i smiled at the ease of which our bond was happening totally unaware of the occurrence unfolding “please” she nodded and busied herself making me coffee and tea for herself

“do you want to pass me the meat and eggs, or do you want to set yourself a plate and i will warm it up for you” i grabbed a plate from the table, “while you load that plate give me the tomatoes and mushrooms i can warm them in the mean time” placing her the plate i was smiling like the cat that got the cream and thanking the goddess for my angel she had sent me, i was going to love her and show her how beautiful and wonderful she is. She placed coffee in front of me and took my plate and went to the walk in pantry to warm my food, i found myself staring out the bi-folding doors looking out across her garden, manicured in a quirky style it was dusk but i was still able to make out certain sections of it until it reached the woodland boundary.

Within minutes she placed my plate in front of me and then the tomatoes and mushroom before starting to fill her plate too, it was refreshing that she liked food and not one of those girls who ate half a salad leaf you know the ones bones with a stretch of skin on them. She had good curves to her body i could feel my cock stirring at the thought of being deep inside her ‘this will test us pup’ Brax was smiling along side me, he wasn’t wrong about that.

We ate in silence a comfortable silence where no needed to talk to break some stuffy atmosphere, i helped her clear the table and do the dishes i say do the dishes i loaded the dishwasher, i could feel the moment she began to over think, her movement stiffened as if trying to work out what to do next, i smiled walking over to her “what do you normal do of an evening?” i asked her

“it all depends if i have come up from the studio early, i will read, watch a little television or bake” she spoke softly

“ok, what do you want to do this evening?” i asked trying my best not to add any pressure i needed her to relax be herself

“shall we watch a little television” soft and hesitant

“yes hunni, that sounds good to me” i replied

“your not going to leave tonight are you?” she asked, she had waited so long to ask me that ‘no hunni’ she studied me a minute then under her own resolve she sat down on the sofa, i took it as my queue to join her, no i had no problem with that.

Again it was comfortable silence we watched the evening news, which was enlightening, her views on politicians was controversial although i had to agree with her for most of it, pity she wasn’t running the country certainly wouldn’t have greedy politicians with her capping their salaries, stopping most of the expenses except for transport and lodgings, no double homes and the tax payer paying for it. We then watched a movie one of the last Jurassic dinosaur thing, to be honest i wasn’t paying it much attention, i was watching her.

‘would you like a coffee and a muffin?’ took me by surprise which she found amusing ‘so in grossed starring at me’ she mocked. I wasn’t going to deny it truth is truth at the end of the day ‘please’ she walked into the kitchen, i watched it seemed she was going make coffee especially for me ‘are you not having coffee’ she looked up from what she was doing ‘no i fancied a hot chocolate’

‘i can have one of those with you, to save you making coffee for me’

‘are you sure’

‘yes hunni, positive’ she smiled it was fucking breath taking ‘grab some muffins from the tin, it seems Laura took the ones i put out at breakfast’ i couldn’t blame them her baking was addictive.

We finished watching the film with several rounds of me eating muffins, which was a new revelation because before violet i was always a savoury kind of guy, yes a meat pie was more my thing ‘do you bake all sorts of things or is it just sweet things’ what can i say you got me interested if i could have just as many savouries as sweet treats

‘yes i make pies, if that’s what you’re getting at’ she already knew me, the bond was moving silently between us making me even more grateful to the moon goddess for aiding Brax and i with Violet.

I smiled ‘I’m guessing you’re a meat pie man’ she was smiling at me now like she had discovered some secret about me ‘of course, i am a wolf after all’

‘Laura’s a wolf too but she doesn’t just eat meat pies, she eats fruit and vegetable ones too’

‘Laura eats anything, which is shocking considering she is like a whippet’ i countered

‘o.m.g i cannot believe you just dist my sister like that’

‘i didn’t dist her at all as you put it, i am referring to the fact she can eat like a horse and still be incredibly thin’

‘yeah i hate that, i only have to look at food and i swear i can feel the pounds adding to my ass’

‘there is nothing wrong with your ass’ pulling said ass into my lap i thought she would tense at the adjustment but she did she just looked into my eyes

‘what’s happening to me’ there was a little fear which made Brax pine

‘it’s our bond working’

‘don’t you have to be bitten for the bond to work’

‘no sweetheart, it’s one of the factors but there is a lot more the our mating then the bite’

‘i don’t want the bond’ i knew her words were not true, well not completely is, she feared she wouldn’t be able to fulfill a Luna’s role

I held her in my arms ‘baby you’re afraid of the bond, but it isn’t that you don’t want it. You are worried about things that aren’t relevant yet, you will be perfect as Luna you are already there as your heart is pure despite what you’ve been through’

‘i don’t know if i can be intimate with you’ there it was her real fear intimacy

‘baby you are adding a pressure to your self that is totally unnecessary, it will happen the moon goddess wouldn’t have chosen for us to be together, i was made for you and you for me, simple as that, the Luna stuff will fall into place in time’

‘you believe in your moon goddess implicitly, i am not sure about any of this, except the voice in my head telling me to trust you’

‘Silver, she is your wolf’

‘you have spoken’ she now sounded shocked

‘no me personally no, but Brax is talking to her, she hasn’t showed herself to him yet, but i think that has something to do with you’

‘me?’

‘yes well, your bond needs to grow, wolves build a bond before their first shift, the difference between others and Laura was you had no real guidance, it was just snip bits of information you managed to source’ i could see her struggling to digest the last part of our conversation and i didn’t want her to feel too overwhelmed so she found the need to withdrawn so i curb the rest of the conversation for tomorrow.

‘come on it’s time we went to bed’

‘i will make the bed in the guest room’ i coughed i was quipping that in the bud right now, if she thought i was going to spend the night away from her she was mistaken

‘there is no separate bed baby’

‘you are joking...right’

‘no, i am not, this is us baby there is not going to be and divide between us’

‘but’

‘no Violet, this is one thing i will not budge on’

‘you don’t budge on anything from what i can see’

‘not true, i am respecting that you would not want me to knock you over the head and carry you off the to the wolf den’ she shook her head at me, i had amused her which was the distraction i had wanted. I carried her to her room placing her down she rushed grabbed something and went into the bathroom, i was thankful she hadn’t closed the door. I got undress and climbed into her bed and waited for her to gain her courage to join me, Jesus it seemed like eternity when she finally decided to show her self, she tried to turn off the light, but i put in back on instantly

‘there is no hiding here Baby’

‘but’

‘there are no buts either, you are beautiful and the scars you fear are the markings on a map depicting the story of your life, i love them’

‘but what if its worse then you’ve imagined’

‘baby i am yours warts and all, just like you are mine scars and all’

She slowly removed her dressing gown revealing some of her scaring i could feel Brax’s temper rise, we can’t show her this anger Brax pulling him back to the now...

I took her hand pulled the covers back and pulled her to rest beside me and that’s how i fell asleep in my mates arms