Chapter 65: Part-64-2

regarding that." He kissed her head. "It is useless to argue on this. Now you answer my question." She said. "Ask." "What if mai wapas nahi aati?" His grip around her waist tighten and his other hand hugged her stomach. She could feel his demeanour tensed. A part of her begged her to stop this question answer round and enjoy this moment but another of her has it own queries which were in need to be answered. "What you would have done with my things then Randhir?" She completed her question. For few minutes Randhir didn't answer anything. He don't know how to answer or what to answer. He had never thought about that. Sanyukta felt his sharp intakes of breath as his chest rise rapidly against hers. She wrapped both her arms around him hugging him back. "I don't know Sanyukta." He whispered. "I myself don't know what I would have done then. I have never thought about this. All I use to think was you. Never once the thought without you crossed my mind nor I never let it cross my mind. I can't think my life without you Sanyukta. From the time you have come in my life from then it has always been you. You fight with me. You argue with me. You love me.  Everything has 'you'. I don't know how it will be without you nor do I want to know." He said pulling her on his lap and hiding his face in crook of her neck. Sanyukta kept on rubbing his back as his head was still placed in the crook of her neck. With his arms hugging her waist and hands firmly holding her hips to keep her settled on his lap she was soon going to loose her sanity. Does he don't know what his little actions these days do to her. And his warm and slow breath against her neck was of no help either. In fact it was making the things more difficult for her. "I'm sorry Randhir." She said controlling her desire because right now he need her more than anything. "I should have not asked you all that." She brought both her hand to encircle his neck. "I know how tough all that was still being the stupid me I asked that stupid question." She cried. "Just forget all that now see I'm back and I'm not going anywhere." She cupped his face and kissed his forehead. As her lips touched his forehead he felt as if he got back everything his desire. He has his Sanyukta with him and he need nothing more. She is right, he should not remember all those painful memories instead cherish his present with her and plan their much awaited future together. Finally they will live their happy married life. "I will never let you go Sanyukta. No matter what I have to do to keep you with me." He pulled her more closer. "You are only mine." His voice held possessiveness. "Yes baby I'm all yours." She kissed his lips. Randhir captured her lips between his as she was about to pull back and kissed her with all his might knocking all her senses for a while as she relished the kiss which was filled with love and passion. Sanyukta hands fisted his hair pulling him more close as they deepen the kiss while his one hand crawled up to rest on the small of her back. Breaking the kiss Sanyukta kissed his jaw as she moved further down giving soft kisses all over his neck. Keeping all her concerns at bay for while she want to live this moment. She want to make love to him. She want him now and that too badly. Randhir too lost in the heat of the moment let her take the charge. He let her had her ways because truly speaking even he was loving this surprised assault of his wife. Her hands reached at the button of his shirt as she slowly began to pull the buttons one by one out of the hole. With each button undone, she would kiss his just reveal chest making his grip tighten over her body and shut his eyes in unknown pleasure. With all his buttons undone she slightly pushed him on the bed and she herself hovered on him, her hands cupping his face. She smirked seeing her affect on him. His eyes were tightly shut with his breaths getting heavy with each second. Once again kissing all his bare torso her hands reached at the button of his jeans. She don't know from where she got so much courage but she want to utilise this courage of her to its fullest before it vanish away. As her hands touched the button of his jeans, he suddenly opened his eyes and pushed her making her land on the bed beside him. What was he doing? How could he loose his senses? He can't do it all this now? He know she is ready but still her body is weak. Her body need time to recover and he will not do anything to harm her. No matter how badly he wants her too but still it is not the right time. They have to wait. He looked at her who was looking at him with hurt expression on her face. He didn't realized what blunder his action has caused until he saw her face. "Shit.." He cursed as tears welled up in her eyes. "I'm sorry princess but I didn't meant to do that." He said placing the weight of his body on his arm. "So what you meant Randhir?" She asked with the hurt in her voice was clearly visible on her face. "Baby you are weak right now. You need rest." He made her understood. "I'm not weak. I want you." "Even I want you Sanyukta and you don't know how badly I want you but you need to understand you are not completely well. Get well soon once than I'll make this special for us. Very special." He kissed her forehead. Sanyukta blushed hearing his statement. "Now you should rest." He said tucking the sheet carefully around her. "Lay down with me Randhir. Even you need rest." She patted the space next to her. He immediately threw his shirt on the ground and made himself comfortable beside her. "I love you." He hugged her. "I love you too." She kissed the side of his neck. "Stop kissing there." He said. "Nope." She kissed him again and snuggled closer. Randhir smiled at her and wrapped his arm around her.