Chapter 47: Part-47

Hurt where it hurt the most. That what Sanyukta was going to do now. No matter how much rude she behaved with him, Randhir was too adamant not to hate her. So now she has to do something else. He don't care how she behave him but he will definitely care how she behave with his family. May be that will make him realise that she is nothing else but his mistake. "I.. don't want all this.. I don't want to eat anything.. Why don't you people understand anything. Please leave me alone." Sanyukta yelled throwing the plate on the floor. Making it break in to pieces and food scattered everywhere in the room. Everybody including Randhir ran to the room hearing the commotion coming. "What happened?" Renuka asked entering the room. The room look like a mess with almost everything on the floor. And there was Kaustuki standing in one corner. "Mom go out.. I'll handle her.." Randhir voice came from the door. His expressions were calm but Sanyukta could see his eyes red with anger. Yes, finally he hate her now. But was it so easy for him to hate her. "But Randhir..." "Mom and Kaustuki out.." He said between her clenched jaws. The intensity in his voice made sanyukta shiver. He had enough of this nonsense and her mood swings. He need answer for her behavior and that to now. "I don't want to talk." She pouted. Damn she was not suppose to pout. She very well knew her pout could make even the angriest Randhir melt. And right now what she needed was angry Randhir and not a love struck Randhir. But seems like damage was already done. His features soften and his eyes which were full of furry a while ago was now somewhat calm. "Sit first.." He commanded. His voice hold authority. He so wanted to shout on her a while ago but right now all he want to do is hug her tight and kiss her senselessly. She should not have pouted. He groaned to himself. "I said sit." He glared. She obediently sat on the bed. She knew messing with him was not a right thing now and moreover she missed him. She missed his voice. "I'm bringing your food.. dare you move." He pointed his index finger to her. "I don't want to eat.." She wanted to yell but it came out as a complain. "I'm not asking you.. Bata raha hu... and you wanna fight.. we will fight but first have your food." He went down only to come up few minutes later with plate full of food. He quietly sat beside her and offered her to take the bite. "I can eat myself.." She said trying to take the plate from him. "I'm not giving you the plate.. so that you can throw it again.. Chup chap muh kholo " He said. Oh it was jusf an excuse. He just wanted to feed her from his own hand. He miss doing that. And while making her eat her food at least he could see her for a while. He miss doing that too. "So done?" Randhir asked her as she ate her last bite. "Hmm.." She nodded wiping her face. "OK then let's fight." Sanyukta thought he was joking but his voice held seriousness. "You means talk." She said sternly. "No fight means fight.. no talking.. uhmm may be little bit of talking with loads of yelling and screaming". Sanyukta listen to find some humor in his voice but it had none. Shit! He was serious. Damn serious In fact. "I'm sleepy. I want to sleep.." She tried to avoid the topic. Why was she trying to avoid it when she knew it will hit her again sooner or later and its better to handle it now. But the way Randhir said those words. It made her gulp down her saliva. She knew he was angry. And more than angry he was frustrated and hurt. Hearing his voice all her courage which she had collected all these while drain out at once. She very well know a angry Randhir is like hungry lion. Better not mess for your own good. "Did not you heard me.. Sanyukta.." He kind of whispered yelled at her. "What you want to know." She said getting up from the bed and standing on the floor. Its better to keep some secure distance between them. "Every thing.." He yelled grabbing both her arms making her body bang with his. And the distance was gone. Shit. "To start with.. why are you behaving like this princess?" His voice cracked. "Don't call me that.." She stammered. Please call me your princess again. Her heart groaned. "I will.." He acted stubborn as his grip tighten over her arm. It was paining. She wanted to scream. But she knew it is nothing in front of what Randhir is going through. "Leave me Randhir.. Your touch.. disgust me." She gulped trying hard not to cry. "Lie. This is a lie.. tell me the truth." He yelled yet not softening his grip. "This the truth.. you need to accepte the reality." "Don't test my patience Sanyukta.. You know my anger is not worth welcoming." "That's what disgust me more Randhir... Your anger.. your gaze.. your touch.." She said. Keep on lying Sanyukta. You can do it. You have always been the best of lairs. She keep on telling herself. "Then what was all that we had from few months." He could not believe her words. "All that was nothing.." She said. Nothing? Lie. It was her everything. "You mean those hugs those kisses we shared..all that means nothing to you?" "No." She shook her head. "It was always you Sanyukta who initiated every damn thing.. and now you are saying.. It means nothing to you." He screamed his loudest. "I.. I thought I should give us a chance.. our relationship a chance but the fact our marriage was not with my consult.. I was never able to digest the fact.." "But Sanyukta we were going good.. our relationship was going good." "No Randhir it never was.. I was just pretending to be happy but inside I know how suffocated I was... every time you touched me I feel disgusted... even your family.. they are annoying." She lied it all with perfection. His family was the second best thing she got after him. Randhir was too stunned to react to her words. When he thought he had everything he needed. When he thought even his life can be perfect. When he thought even he will be loved. Reality came crushing to him like a storm. "And not only this Randhir.. I will prefer dying than living with you. You disgust me so much." She sniffed. And now Randhir had enough. How dare she talk about dying. He disgust her? Fine. She don't want to live with him? Fine. But she want to die? That's not fine. He don't know when and how his rage overpowered him and Sanyukta felt a tight slap on her cheek making her land on the floor devastated. "I.. I.. am.. shit.. I'm sorry.. love.. Sanyukta I'm really sorry baby." Randhir bend down hugging her as reality struck him. He never intended to do so. Not even in his worst dream. "Leave me Randhir.. You are a monster..you are really disgusting.. No body can love you." She pushed him hard. Randhir left the room banging the door hard. She deserve this slap. Not just one but many. How can she say all this to the person who love her like anything. She don't deserve his love.