Chapter 42 leave me alone
I went straight to the bed. With the bedsheets unchanged, I felt dirty in the bed but I still didn't get off it. The bed smelled like him but still I didn't care. For the next couple of minutes, I thought about the words my father used to tell in my previous pack. I was seriously in the dilemma. I really wanted to run away from this ruthless Alpha but at the same time, I didn't want.
Thoughts kept flowing into my head until lastly sleep claimed me.
I woke up a few hours later feeling no better. My mind was racing .... Filled up with depressing thoughts. All my mind could think about was dying in extremely excruciating ways after giving birth to the heir of this pack. Time went with me still awake on the bed but just as it got darker, the door all of the sudden opened up. It was him again. I knew it.
I looked up at him from the bed to confirm then I turned my attention from him to the pillow. My body was tense and locked tight. I was afraid of him and hated him so much. "Your fellow omegas have prepared dinner for you", His tone was gentle but his demeanor wasn't. Hearing him say that, I just shrugged my shoulders then kept my gaze on the pillow.
"Anything you want?", He spoke again but I still just chewed my lower lip and didn't respond to him. At that he sat down on the edge of the bed and flicked on the lamp. "I'm gonna try to be patient with you but I am not going to tolerate this for so long", His eyebrows were up and he looked serious but not angry.
He wasn't angry. Maybe Renee gave him the best sex.
I blinked at him a few slow times, rolled my eyes and turned my attention to the pillow. Suddenly he had me hauled up to standing. Now his eyes were cold and angry looking and he had my chin in his grasp. "I don't appreciate being ignored, you would be smart to remember that", He groaned out.
"I wasn't ignoring you, I know it that you here", I rolled my eyes. "I don't appreciate the attitude then", He spoke out. "I don't appreciate being kept as a prisoner too, I want to have my freedom too", I said softly pushing my palms against his chest to get him let me go.
How dare he think that he could just manhandle me.
Surprisingly he let go of me and I sat back down on the bed. He didn't say anything but he was looking at me like I was a piece of meat. "Has any maid brought you food today?", He asked lastly. "I am not hungry", I hissed back. "Fine suit yourself", He retorted then left the room. As soon as he closed the door behind his back, I sank down into the pillows like they were the pits of despair. I was hungry but I didn't give a damn.
I was tired of this.
Biting back tears, I just stared off into some space until it got darker and darker and then I eventually fall asleep again.
However just as I was still asleep, I was soon startled awake. The beast was in bed with me, kissing my neck and just like yesterday, he was in only briefs. At the realization, my eyes bolted open and I squirmed away from him. He caught me and stopped me. "Out of those clothes", My eyes bulged more when I heard him groan that. "Oh no", I shoved him away but he caught my wrists. "Hey I told you obedience is rewarded but you haven't been very obedient this evening, have you?", He growled more angrily.
"Are you going to take them off or I will have to do it myself", He continued to shout as I kicked him. "Go and fuck Renee again", I said under my breath as I kicked him. I didn't know what possessed my mouth to say that but I instantly regretted it. Covers were instantly flung back and then he yanked the panties off me. Pulling down the underwear with them.
I tried to struggle but it felt like I was in flailing toddler and he was a giant. Then the tank top was pulled off over my head while I was simultaneously pulling over his lap. He was in a pair of silky boxers and I felt his erection poking me in the upper abdomen. One hand was on my upper back and the other hand on my ass. His fingers out of the blue dug in and I screamed loudly.
"Apologize for saying that to me", He said softly. It was so soft that it was frightening. His voice was laced with menace. I held my mouth shut. It was a weird position, being naked on top of his lap while feeling his dick digging into me like this. His breathing was heavy. He all of the sudden slapped my ass hard.
I cringed at the pain and tried to get away but he had a firm hold on me. "Apologize", He repeated in a soft but even more menacing tone. I pursed my lips. Forget this. I wasn't apologizing to him for telling him to go fuck his bitch and demanding me to get naked. I tried to struggle again and get out of his grasp again but I failed.
Another slap, this one was hard this time. "Ready to apologize yet", He demanded, his voice still quiet but his tone even harder. His dick on my stomach seemed even harder. The sick asshole was getting hard so much. Spanking me was turning him on. I didn't care, I wasn't giving in. This was my life, my freedom. I just couldn't give in, I wasn't ready to give up.
"Answer me Amara", He sang out clearly impatient and before I could answer, another slap landed loudly on my ass. My ass was now on fire. He wanted to do this and I knew it that this was going to happen to me no matter what. Tonight I just knew it after all he told me that he was going to start punishing me. That was all useless because I wasn't going to change.
"I love the way your body jerks on my dick when I spank you baby and am losing control", He said in a husky voice. His words were annoying me but I had nothing to do.
"Leave me alone", I cried out but he instead suddenly pried my legs open and plunged a finger inside of me. I wasn't only taken a back but his finger was hard and excruciating. "Not wet Amara? That's disappointing", He tsked tsked. "Leave me alone, go and fuck Renee", I screamed out as I tried to close my legs. He was now fulfilling every word he said.
"You my breeder", He chuckled.