Chapter 30
RYDEN
“You take her home, Ryden. Now.”
For a moment I stared at Zarah. “Why?”
“Just do as I said.” She widened her eyes at me to stop asking.
When I told Amelia we were going home, I was surprised she didn’t resist. She buckled her seatbelt silently.
“Hey. Thanks for what you did back there. I’m proud of you.”
“I did nothing, Ryden.”
I squeezed her hand and kissed it. “You were there for me and never left my side. You handled the dinner like a true Luna. I guess you’re just natural.”
“I was shy back then, and I’m still shy right now, but you’re not alone in this anymore. I thought we should be working together side by side instead of acting like strangers.”
“You’re right.”
As soon as we arrived at home, she turned to me. “I feel weird.”
“What do you mean?” I unbuckled my seatbelt and she did the same.
We barely made it to the entrance of the house, she started acting weird, so weird, seemingly not the usual Amelia.
“It’s hot in here. I need to shower.” She walked right upstairs, took off her shoes and her jacket, and dropped them on the floor like we’d been living together for years, and that never happened.
She was always guarded when she was with me. Lately, she’d loosened up a bit around me, but either she was acting or she was not feeling well.
I followed her upstairs, and she was already in her black underwear, stepping into the shower room. I swallowed hard as I watched her so gorgeous and hot and almost naked in front of me.
“Ryden?”
“Yup?”
“Join me in the shower.”
“I’m tired, Amelia. You can go ahead. There’s a clean towel and a new toothbrush. I’ll find you something to wear.”
“Why not? Are you scared of me?” Her questions made me stop.
I met her gaze. Her pupils were dilated as if she were high. “No. Why’d you say that?”
“Then get damn naked and join me. I’d been meaning for this to happen. Now it’s just the two of us, no distraction, no pack business. Just us.” She entered the shower room, leaving me stunned with my mouth hanging open.
Don’t get me wrong, I’d love to shower with her, get her naked, kiss every inch of her body, and fuck her hard against the wall, but something weird was going on. And just like she said, she felt weird.
I stepped back, and then I heard the shower working. I hadn’t gotten far, the door swung open. She was dripping wet, but still in her underwear.
“I don’t understand you. I thought you liked me. Do you still want to sleep with Nora?”
“What the hell are you talking about?” I pulled the towel from the rack. “Be careful. You might slip.”
“Don’t change the subject.” She came closer, throwing away the towel I offered. “If you still want her back, go ahead. I’m leaving town right now.”
“Ladybug—” I clenched my jaw hard it might crack.
“Don’t call me that!” She began raising her voice, her eyes assessing for the truth on my face. “Every time you call me ladybug, I feel like you look at me as your sister or a child. I hate it!”
“What’s going on with you?” I still stayed calm despite her yelling at me.
“Why are you like this to me?” She began shaking, walking towards the tub. And then she slipped in and lay there.
“I’ll fill it for you.” I turned on the water and made sure it was warm enough while she was staring at the wall.
“Goddess, it’s hot in here.” The water was barely filling the tub and she had already undone her bra and thrown it carelessly on the floor. Before I could look away, she turned to me. And damn she had fantastic tits, those tiny rosy buds were haunting and beautiful. “What are you still waiting for? Get naked and join me. I only ask you this once, Ryden. I’m sure we fit in here together. Isn’t it romantic?”
“It is, Amelia, but not when you’re acting like this.” I tried to talk some sense to her, but it was not helping. I locked my jaw hard so I could not blurt something naughty or do something stupid. I quickly grabbed the nearest body wash I could find so it bubbled and covered her nakedness with it.
“What do you mean?” From being upset, she suddenly wanted to throw a fireball at me. “I’m fine. I thought showering together with you was romantic. Isn’t shower sex romantic?”
As much as I want to fuck her hard, she seemed wasn’t herself, which killed the mood.
Talking about sex while she was naked was a bad combination, and I’d already had a hard time controlling my dick the moment she walked into the bathroom earlier.
Now my dick was hard enough to create a hole in my pants.
“Goddess!” She suddenly screamed, throwing her head back against the tub. It was a good thing I was fast to support her head. “Agh! Fuck!” She had her hands moved down to her waist, tore off her panties, and threw them at my face.
I sucked in a breath as I felt the lacy material covered my face, water dripping down my jaw and neck. Swallowing hard, I grabbed the panties and dropped them down the floor.
“Goddess, I feel so horny right now.” She breathed hard. Her face was red, her eyes dreamy. She then moved her hand between her thighs, making my teeth clench. “Do you enjoy watching me pleasure myself, Ryden?”
When she licked her lips, I had to look away.
“Look at me, Alpha. Damn it!”
“Amelia, enjoy your bath time.” I rose to my feet. Even my pants snagged against my crouch, and I was so hard it could break the zipper.
“Where are you going?”
“To wash my face and change.”
“You’re lying.” She groaned in frustration. What the fuck is going on? “Come back here, please?”
I did as I said, and sat at the edge of the tub after I turned off the water. “What are you doing?”
She grabbed my hand and placed it on her tit, letting me knead it. “Touch me, Alpha. Make me feel good.” Her tit just fit perfectly in my palm. It was firm and soft at the same time, and it felt so good. My lips went dry.
Fuck. I swallowed hard.
“Kiss me, Alpha. Please? Walker wanted to kiss me, but I felt like I was cheating on you.”
Motherfucker. Walker?
With my stomach churning and my heart pumping so hard, I leaned down, giving in to the most beautiful sexy, and hot woman in my tub. She was the temptress that no one would deny, and my self-control was about to split in half. Until it hit me.
“No.” I pulled away and stood up. “You won’t remember a thing tomorrow.” Then I picked up the phone, turned on the camera, and started recording her. At least if she would hate me after this, I had a piece of evidence to show her. I put it on the vanity table.
“Am I not good enough for you? You’re the most infuriating and frustrating man I’ve ever met! I’ve liked you since I was a kid. I’ve been in love with you since I learned what love meant. I’ve never been with any man because I wanted you to be my first, you selfish arrogant prick!” Goddess. She was also a virgin.
“Calm down, Amelia.” I felt like the water started to boil, steaming around her. “Please, don’t burn the house down.”
“Fuck you. I hate you right now!” One moment she was yelling, the next seconds, she was moaning like she was in heat as she cupped her tits and massaged them.
“Don’t say something like that.” I ignored the heaviness in my chest because I had to watch her to make sure she would not hurt herself.
“I should have looked for that stranger with a tattoo on his neck.” As she rested her head, her heavy-lidded eyes stared up at the ceiling, her hips began rocking against the water. It was the hottest most erotic self-pleasuring scene I’d ever seen.
“You didn’t just say that.” My body started to shake in anger.
“Goddess, it feels so good. Goddess, Ryden. So good. Yes, fuck me hard!”
When she bit her lip, something inside me snapped. I grabbed the back of her head and smashed my mouth against hers.
I felt the instant jolt of electricity through me and was engulfed with waves of heat that ran through my veins. I kissed hard enough, the most brutal kiss I’d ever given to someone.
She groaned, gripped my hair tight, and pulled my head away. I didn’t give her a chance to protect, I bit her bottom lip so she could open her mouth for me.
And she did. I thrust my tongue inside, and she tasted sweet, making me moan. She tasted just like how I imagined her taste many times I could count. Her mouth was pure paradise, I didn’t want to let go. Her lips were soft and velvety, and I wanted them all over me.
She then moaned so loud like a porn star, digging her fingernails into my scalp, sagging against the tub, and pushing her chest onto me as if she was confused about where to put herself.
I pulled away before I could do something stupid tonight more than I already did.
She was breathing hard against my face and said, “You’re hot. You kiss so fucking good.”
“As much as I want to do more than kiss you, you might not remember this. And I want you to remember our first time till our last together, but not like this. And you’re wrong, ladybug. I will keep calling you ladybug until it grows on you. I like you a lot I can’t take advantage of you. Knowing you are mine, I will wait for that moment when you’re ready, and I will make sure you’ll never forget and you and our wolves will enjoy every moment of it.”