It is in deep pain at the rejection from even my father.
"Making her a slave isn't enough!!!" the beta's mate chipped In and I felt my heart flinch... "I just wonder if she would ever have a mate??..who would be her mate?...that person is so unlucky, she is surely going to kill him like the monster she is!" The beta snorted. It was bearable to have everyone hate you for taking Luna's life which they all concluded, was better but having your father who caused your birth also hating you is so terrible and I can't help but feel broken!.
"Can we just banish her away from this pack!!" The Luna Scarlett spoke out for the first time and my heart leaped off its rib making me look up abruptly. That is the worst that can happen to a werewolf, being a rogue, it's the same as being killed, just that it is more miserable and shameful, you would forever be a disgrace, any alpha who finds you, would surely take your life most terribly, you surely going to be like a plague. Tears covered my eyes as I looked up and my gaze fell on the alpha King's eyes, it was like he was contemplating the words of Scarlett, "I think I would be....." He couldn't finish his words before I lose balance and fainted... I can't bear hearing it, he wants to banish me!! ******** My eyes fluttered and opened wide as a full bucket of water drenched my whole body, cold shrills went through my whole body... I looked up to see who poured the water on me and saw it was one of the guards, the floor was cold making me sit up immediately... "Would you stand up from there and return to work, do you think fainting can save you???" I heard the gruff voice of the guard with a kick. I rubbed my face to clear my vision, weakness filled me, my head hurts so badly, it was pounding like hell making me feel dizzy... I arched my brow as my brain went blank, I couldn't recall what brought me here and right now he mentioned fainting, I was so confused at how and why I fainted... "Would you get your a*s off there you monster!" The voice went louder and echoed in my head followed by a heavy knock this time, I shrieked at the pain before springing up abruptly, the pounding of my head increased after the knock and I felt like I would die, the pain was just so excruciating... With my blurry vision, I looked around and saw I was in an empty room, I shut my eyes and took a deep breath before opening it again, this time I could see a bit clearer... My eyes rolled over every corner of the room then I found out I was in the dungeon, Really??? My eyes widened and I stared at the guards with a questioning look... "What I'm I doing here and how did I get here?" I asked and got no reply as they all walked out with those grim faces that made them scarier... The pungent scent covered my nostril making me feel like throwing up, my stomach grumbled both from hunger and the really bad scent, that was the reason the men left... I helped and covered my nose finding my way out from the same place they passed through, at least I was bound in here, here is just the worst place anyone would be kept, staying here for a day can kill you and your wolf, who would be able to bear this bad scent... Shit!! I finally got out and reached the dining table, my gaze went over to the plates on the table and that was when all that happened flashed through my memory sending me cringing in terror... My eyes widened as I quivered looking around, I can recall why I fainted, yes, the Luna had requested the alpha should banish me off the pack, she had said it and I could remember the Alpha agree, although I couldn't stand to hear it all that was what he was about saying... "I think that is..." My hands shivered with my lips quivering, I moved over to the table and arranged the empty plates together, hot tears were rolling freely, why would they all be cruel to me??..was I a devil??..did I kill the luna?? I can't give a reply to all this, my side of the story isn't needed, they already gave me one... I did all that!! I head to the kitchen and dropped the empty plates before returning for the ones with leftover which is eventually my meal... I took it alongside the wines before heading to the kitchen, I sat on the stool and devoured everything there, my stomach wasn't filled up but that isn't what I care about, I was even forcing myself to eat the food, I was hungry but there isn't any appetite, not when I would be banished and becomes a rogue hunted by Alphas... A drop of tears fell off my eyes as I dropped the plate in the sink... I began to wash the plates quickly, everyone would surely be busy with different matters outside, the alpha and Luna would be in the palace addressing issues, others would be really busy going well with lives while I'm stuck in here, that's it, they restrain my movement... My peer would be in the wood now enjoying the scent and wind, they would be beside the stream enjoying with their wolf form, oh yes...even the alpha's children would be in the garden now playing with other kids from the other pack's house, it is so painful to be dumped away... Each time I look through the window and see the beauty of the garden and woods, each time I see the wolves enjoying themselves freely with no worries, it breaks my heart, the last time I tried sneaking out, I instantly regretted it, Oliver reported me immediately he spotted my presence, I don't need to explain what I went through that day... It was a day to remember, the alpha hit me with his strong palm, I bled and felt intense pain, it was clear I was a disgrace and he doesn't just want anyone to see me, I was a stroke of bad luck, a curse... That is just what he believed including all the royal pack members. After some minutes, I was done with the washing, I got to my room and head to the bathroom, sinking myself into the rusty bathtub, I poured water on myself from the bucket beside the tub... I won't just stop shedding tears, I must have been banished and they would be waiting for me to wake and meet them In the palace, maybe my dad must have even called a meeting of the generals and special advisers, he might have invited the Royal chambers to officially announce my ban... Oh Gosh, why is life so cruel to me!! I cried and weep, I whimpered regretting coming to this world, after some minutes, I was done bathing, getting to my room, three royal guards was waiting for me already... What???.. My heart flipped at their presence, I don't need a soothsayer to know something bad was going to happen, what if they had come to take me to the palace??? "How can I help you please..." I mumbled with fear, my hand were visibly shaking, I dare not ask why they barged in without knocking, it would only lead to another round of beating and no one is going to save her... "You still got the time to bath???" One of them sneered. "The Alpha ordered your presence right now in the palace, don't dare to waste a minute!" Another growled with those harsh tones that make you piss on your pant. I could only nod as more terror swept through me, do I need to doubt it??.. My nightmare is about to come to reality, he is gonna make me a rogue for killing his wife and looking strange... "She even took her bath, can't believe she is unaware of what is about to happen to her!" The last guard grumbled and my head pound so terrible, hot tears fell off continuously..