Chapter 13: CHAPTER THIRTEEN: AM NOT READY TO BE A FATHER YET

Ariana’s POV.

“When we had sex the last time, did you take the contraceptives?” He asked, his voice firm.

I opened my eyes wide in disbelief, Was he really asking me that question?

“Did you take the contraceptive?” He asked again, his voice low and demanding. I shifted my eyes away from his, as his gaze bore into mine.

“Yes,” I lied, my stomach twisting in guilt.

“Hmmm,” he hummed in response. “Something keeps telling me you are lying,” he said, his voice filled accusation.

I kept quiet, unable to respond. I could feel my heart beating. I picked the nearest towel to wipe my face. He clears his throat, breaking the silence.

“Ariana! I asked a question.” He called out, his voice sharp making me flinched.

“Am not lying,” I said, shaking my head as I swallowed the lumps forming in my throat.

“You are sure?” He asked, his voice filled with doubt. I nodded, unable to find my voice. I held my breath waiting for his reaction.

He was quiet, staring at me. I squeezed my clothes, I held my breath waiting for his response. Finally, he let out a long, slow breath.

“Good,” he muttered, as he let out a sigh of relief.

I studied his face, trying to access his expression. He had a smile plastered on his face, which made me confused.

Why was he so happy that I had taken the contraceptives? Why didn’t he want me to get pregnant? Was he scared that an omega would carry his child and come out as a weakling?

“You also don’t want a weak wolf to carry your pup,” I purred.

“And what makes you think Ariana that I don’t want you to carry my pup?” He asked, a note of challenge in his voice.

“Come on, Brain, isn’t it obvious," I said, my voice teasing. “You need to see your face when you ask about the contraceptive, it was like you didn’t want an omega carrying your pups, It would stain your reputation.”

He snorted, a flash of annoyance crossing his face.

“Me asking you about the contraceptive has nothing to do with whether you were an omega or not!” His voice tinged with annoyance.

“Then why were you so scared? For crying out loud, if I have to be pregnant, the child is yours,” I said, my voice laced with pain.

His jaw clenched, and his fists balled at his sides. “Stop making up things in your head, I am not ready to be a father. That’s all,” he said, frustration evident in his voice.

I raised an eyebrow, unconvinced by his speech. Which sane wolf wouldn’t want to be a father, especially a Lycan king who needs an heir.

“You are a Lycan King, Brian, You need an heir," I said, my voice sharp.

He took a deep breath, his shoulders rising and falling. “Yes, I know that. But am I ready to be a father? No! And I will not be pressured into it by anyone. So if you are thinking of getting pregnant, abort that mission now.”

Before I could say anything, he turned on his heels and strode out.

“Brain! Brian! “ I called after him, but he didn’t turn back, his footsteps echoing in the room.

I stepped out of the bathroom as if sensing my presence, he stopped, his hands twisting the doorknob, his back facing me.

“Clean yourself and come down to the party,” he said, his voice cold and unwavering.

I nodded numbly, and he opened the door, slamming the door behind him and I flinched.

I stood there, my eyes fixed on the door, my heart racing. The realization that I didn't want to have kids hit me like a punch. Earlier today Lilly had asked me if I was pregnant and now Brian asked me.

As I thought about it more and more, I began to wonder if maybe I was actually pregnant. I wrapped my hands around my stomach if I could feel any pup moving, but there was nothing. Am I the one just over thinking there is no way I can be pregnant, right?

The sudden knock on the door startled me, I quickly composed myself. “Come in, I said, my voice wavering.

A guard entered the room, bowing deeply. “My Lady, The Alpha demands your presence,” he said.

I took a deep breath, and gave him a smile that never reached my eyes. “Of course, I replied, trying to keep my voice steady. “I will be right behind you.”

The guard nodded, he bowed down again and left. I turned to face the mirror, trying to collect my thoughts.

I dressed my hair, and applied a touch of makeup. Taking a deep breath, I headed out the door and towards the party room.

“Is everything alright, My Lady?” Lily asked, concern etched on her face.

“Yes,” I replied, giving her a smile as I squeezed her hands together.

I could see doubts in her eyes, but she nodded. I took another deep breath as I sighted Brian and began to walk towards him.

Brian placed his hands on my waist, leading me towards the table where the others Alpha were, I greeted them and sat down beside Brian.

The Alpha’s chatted with Brian, I tried to focus on their conversation, but it was boring. It was all about political shit, so I ended up playing with my ponytails, feeling awkward and unsure of what to do.

The party was lively, no doubt, but each passing minute I couldn’t help but feel bored. I longed to return to my room, to escape this busy place. My head began to ache, and my legs grew sore from sitting still as long. I couldn’t help but wonder why he asked me to come, if he was going to ignore me. I looked at him, he was eating and chatting.

“Brian,” I whispered, shaking him gently.

“Hmm,” he hummed in response, his eyes fixed on his food.

“I’m heading to my room,” I said, my voice soft.

“Is everything alright?” He asked, he turned to look at me.

“Yeah, just a slight headache,” I replied, mustering a weak smile.

“Make sure you rest, I would try to end the party early,” he said, giving me a smile.

“I will,” I said, standing up and heading towards my room.

As I climbed the stairs, my mind wandered to the possibility of me being pregnant. I tried to push it aside, but it kept coming back.

I decided to sneak out at night and visit the midwife.