Chapter 54: I don't need your excuses

We entered the room and Liv was already sitting on the swing, resting her legs on some hanging ropes. She was completely open and exposed, Benjamin couldn't contain his desire for Liv at that moment. I put him in front of her and handed over the guide, then went behind the swing. Benjamin couldn't look at me, and that annoyed me.

"What's the matter?" I asked, holding onto the ropes. "Why won't you look at me?"

Benjamin closed his eyes tightly, so I motioned for Liv to pull him, and she did. Benjamin's cock pressed against Liv's pussy and she moaned. Benjamin kept his eyes closed while Liv rubbed herself against him.

"I can't do this," Benjamin whispered and Liv pulled on him once more, making him lean forward as she continued to rub more intensely.

"Do what?" I asked, keeping my voice as controlled as I could. Liv then grabbed Benjamin's cock and slid it into her entrance. He bit his lip hard, trying to hold back his roars of pleasure. "Not satisfied with your reward? You've earned it."

"But this woman is only doing it because you told her to." I took the guide from Liv's hand and pulled it hard, bringing Benjamin's face closer to mine and causing the head of his cock to penetrate Liv.

"And since when is that important to you?" Benjamin's eyes widened and he went pale. "I'm not like you and this trash. This woman is here because she wanted to be, not because I imposed it on her somehow."

"Savannah..."

"Don't you dare call me that or any other name!" I shouted and pulled the tab once more, making Benjamin penetrate Liv completely. Liv moaned and squirmed with pleasure beneath us. "Now move."

Without saying another word, Benjamin closed his eyes and began to move his hips, thrusting backward with each thrust and slamming down hard when he came again. Liv was in a frenzy, moaning and screaming with pleasure as the rocking moved faster and faster.

"Let him cum inside me, I beg you!" Liv screamed as Benjamin seemed to be at his limit. I smiled at her, stroking her sweaty face, brushing away the hair that was sticking to her skin from the sweat.

"Did you hear that? She's permitting you to come all over her. Don't let her down," he said in a low voice.

The screams of pleasure from both of them increased until they both came. Liv's body was shaking, and her eyes had completely lost focus. Benjamin fell on top of her, resting his forehead on her chest. I pulled the tab and made him fall sitting on the floor. I let go of his hands and removed the lead without saying anything.

Furthermore, I was about to leave the room when Benjamin stopped me. "Wait!" he shouted and I turned around. "I'm sorry about what happened."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. The shock of those words hit me with uncontrollable fury. Benjamin stood up and walked towards me, but kept his distance. He then grabbed a nearby cloth and covered himself with it, but when he approached again, my closed fist slammed into his face, taking him by surprise.

"Are you sorry, you fucking bastard?" I shouted. Liv pulled herself together and got off the swing, coming towards me. "I doubt you'd be feeling anything if I'd been found dead in that fucking alley!"

"I swear to you, I regretted it immediately after we did..." he stopped talking, closed his eyes, and turned his face away. I laughed at his reaction.

"Do you think I'm going to believe that? You think I've spent the last few years in a cave and don't know what you three did?" Benjamin was pale, so he fell to his knees on the floor. "I don't need your apology, what I need is for you to do exactly as I say, or I swear I'll destroy your life in a matter of seconds."

I left the apartment, leaving Liv with Benjamin. I needed to get away from him, away from all the horrible physical memories that I was still struggling to forget. Furthermore, I was grateful not to remember anything, I knew it would be much worse than it was. I walked aimlessly and came across the banks of the Mississippi River. Large boats floated through the deep waters, bringing and carrying happy tourists. Who would have thought that such a lively city had such a dark and ugly side?

I sat watching the gentle movement of the water. So many feelings, so much pain and fear, were building up inside me, and I was afraid that it would all explode without warning. I hugged my body, feeling my shoulders shaking.

With each passing day, I wondered if all this revenge was worth it. The way Benjamin looked away, the way he tried to apologize, all of it irritated me. My body remembered all the pain, the fear. To believe that I would forgive him so easily was childish.

I walked back, walking calmly until I came across the fire station. Raphael could be inside, waiting for the next call, or maybe he was already out on the streets saving lives. We were so different, he was a hero who saved lives. Meanwhile, I was planning the destruction of so many people after selling my soul. I wondered how far a relationship between us could go.

I kept walking and arrived at Fabian's apartment, the one who was always helping and supporting me. But, I didn't know how similar we were. Fabian was no ordinary man, and he would go to any lengths to keep me by his side.

My phone buzzed with a message from Liv, telling me that everything had been tidied up and cleaned. I thanked her and sent Fabian a message.

"Are you home yet?" I wrote and waited for him to reply immediately.

"Almost. I just need to sort out a little problem with a subordinate." The memory of all those people being killed overwhelmed me. I shook my head, pushing those horrible images away, and replied.

"I'll wait for you." I put the phone away and went into the building.

I entered the apartment and looked around at how nothing had changed, but inside I was completely different from when I woke up in Fabian's bed for the first time. Who I was and who I had become, at that moment I needed to decide who I was going to be.