Chapter 62: First Kiss
Sofia's P.O.V:
Yesterday Dad bought way too many dresses and shoes for me. I was trying to stop him from purchasing this many clothes but he didn't listen to me at all. The result was we returned home with a car full of shopping bags.
It took me a long time to organise clothes and other things. When I understood that it was impossible for me to do it alone , I went downstairs , turned off the TV that dad was watching and took him to my room forcefully to help me with organising.
The whole time he was pouting. My dad sometimes really can act like a baby. I don't even remember when I fell asleep.
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The next 2week went completely fine. I didn't notice Jack that much plus whenever I noticed him I saw him with one of his girlfriends. I ignored him as much as I could. Thankfully he didn't try to talk to me. But I caught him staring at me a few times so did he, he also caught me staring a couple of times.
I don't know why but I sometimes also search to get a glimpse of him. I hate myself for doing this but I don't know why I watch him sometimes. It has become necessary for me without even knowing the reason. I was sure that I somehow liked that Asshole but I can't help it.
That asshole was affecting me without even trying to do so. Something about him attracts me even if there isn't anything special in him except for his gorgeous face.
"Shit! Why the heck I'm admiring him." I face palmed myself.
"I should get get ready." I said and got up from the bed.
I started to get ready after showering. I wore high waisted denim shorts and a v-neck black tee. I wore black sneakers and put my hair in a high ponytail. I took a black backpack and went downstairs. As always my dad was waiting for me with breakfast.
We ate breakfast together and dad dropped me at school. He didn't forget to kiss me on the cheek.
I went inside the school. I went to the second floor to find Jennie and violet. But couldn't find any of them.
I texted them, Jennie said she's on the way. I was thinking about exploring the building. Because of jack, I couldn't get the courage to see the school properly but now I think he won't disturb me anymore. Then I went to the elevator. I was texting violet on my phone and the elevator door opened revealing jack.
I hurriedly turned around proceeding to leave but he pulled me inside the elevator and pressed too many Buttons.
What the hell was he planning now. I tried to leave but he pushed me back. The door closed. And I was stuck with this monster.
He started getting closer and I had nowhere to go. I tried to move to the other side but he caged me putting both his arms on my sides.
"Please leave me alone, please, " I said while trying to stop myself from shaking.
"So, you're using my sister against me huhh?" He shouted and punched the elevator wall.
I flinched and shield myself out of fear. I thought he would punch me.
He roughly put my hands above my head and stared at me. I tried to get out of his hold but he was too strong. A whimper left my mouth. And his eyes started to soften for a second but again it turned into those angry eyes.
He then held both my wrists In his one hand and he started sliding his other hand on my waist slowly giving thousands of electric shocks to my body.
"Fuck " he hissed.
"Leave me alone." I said meekly.
" Stop acting fucking innocent. I know you're not what you pretend to be" He shouted and I flinched again.
What was he even talking about? Why would I even pretend?
He slid his hands to my ass and I gasped in surprise. Each time he touched me I was feeling my insides wanted more.
I shouldn't like him touching me. I shouldn't feel like this.
Then the door suddenly opened and I glanced at the floor. I saw the floor was completely empty.
This isn't going to end well.
"Please Jack , please let me go. I promise you won't even have to see my face. I'll go away from this school." As soon as these sentences escaped from my mouth he slammed me against his body. Every part of my body was touching him. Tingles formed in my skin. I got goosebumps.
Why the heck I'm getting goosebumps.
"Don't you ever dare to do that ." He said with a dangerous tone.
And it was like a threat.
"If you ever try to do that, you can't even imagine what would I do with you " with that he started dragging me to a classroom.
I kept begging him to leave me but he didn't listen to me. I wanted to be away from him, he makes me feel things I don't want to. He is making me weak.
He pushed me to a classroom and locked it.
I was shaking because of fear. He was looking dangerous. What if he kills me. Oh no ! I don't wanna die this soon.
He was coming closer and I was backing away. I decided to run to the other side of the room but he was quick to grab me.
"Don't try to run." He said in a low threatening voice.
He suddenly picked me up and wrapped my legs around his waist. And pushed me against the wall. His body pressing against mine creating an extreme need in my body.
My hormones were acting crazy.
I've seen this in movies. Heros do it with their heroine when they want to make it out. But he is my bully not someone close to me.
I started struggling to get down. But his grip on my waist tighten.
"Don't move ." Again his voice held a secret threat.
I Didn't dare to move again. I'm sure he'll do worse than he planned to do if I move more.
He lowered his head to my neck and sniffed my scent, inhaling my scent. Again goosebumps formed on my skin. He looked at me and the anger in his eyes was gone but still, it held no emotions.
He again lowered his head to my neck and his lips were a few inches away from my skin. Something in me wanted his lips to touch my skin but I couldn't figure out why was I feeling like this.
"Put your hand around my neck," he said against my skin. As soon as his breath touched my skin I felt something strange in my lower area. I was cursing myself mentally for feeling like this but at the same time, this was somehow pleasurable. Teenage hormones got the best of me.
"But it's wrong. Sofia you shouldn't feel like this. He's only a bully. He's just using you. " I told myself mentally.
"B-but " I tried to protest but he suddenly started grinding against me.
Shit! I shouldn't have said anything to him. I thought. suddenly the sensation inside me increased way too much as soon as he started grinding against me.
"stop " I said breathing heavily.
He stopped. And it shocked me. Because I know he's not the one to listen to anyone.
"But your voice says something else baby" he said looking at me with a smirk.
I was embarrassed and angry at the same time. I shouldn't feel like this. This is not good.
"Now put your hands around my neck. I'm telling you for your own good. " he said and from his expression I could tell he wasn't lying. Because he'll definitely do more worse if I don't listen to him.
I Didn't risk saying anything , I put my hand around his neck and he adjusts it. When he touched my hand I felt tingling in my skin.
His hands were not soft but they weren't rough also, it was like a good combination of soft and roughness.
"Oh god! You are even admiring his hands. What's wrong with you sofia?" I shouted on myself in my mind.
Then suddenly without any warning he started kissing my neck. It was slightly rough but it was pleasurable. He kissed above my bre*st and a moan escape from my mouth.
As his mouth latched on my skin, it was like my whole body is made of jello. I was ready to explode because of the sudden intense sensation which was nothing but pleasurable.
As I moaned, I felt him smirking. But he started moving his kisses furthermore toward my brea*t. I grabbed onto the back of his neck tightly now with both of my hands clinging onto him for my life.
Another moan escaped from my mouth when he kissed roughly just above my breast.
He kept kissing and sucking on my skin. There was no place left where he didn't kiss.
My body didn't let me protest anymore. My mind was in clouds and heart pounding against my chest.
I never thought anyone's touch can affect me this much. It was like, he was controlling my reactions.
He stopped kissing me after a few minutes, and then looked at me smiling. Oh ! that beautiful smile!
I was beet red. I tried to look away. But he stopped me and leaned closer to my face.
"You don't need to feel embarrassed. It's my job to make you feel good." He said making me blush even more.
He brushed his thumb on my lips. And I knew what he was going to do. Before I could stop him his lips crashed on mine.
My first kiss. He just stole my first kiss.
His lips started moving slowly. But I didn't know how to respond. He moved away and asked " why aren't you kissing me back" . His voice was showing that he was annoyed.
"I-I D-dont kn-now how to kis-ss" I said feeling extremely embarrassed. I thought he would be angry but instead, he just smiled.
I was a little shocked.
" You're not angry?" I asked softly afraid to be lashed out again.
"Baby,Why would I be angry? I'm happy that I got to be your first " he said grinning.
My mind was continuously telling me to go away. It's all a trap. He's just a bully. But something inside me is telling me that he's not that bad as he pretends to be.
I removed everything from my mind and I just wanted to enjoy this moment. Call me a fool for doing this but my hormones got the best of me and the extreme need my bully created inside me was unavoidable.
He made me feel something strange inside me. Something new.
I snapped out of my thoughts when he started to speak again.
" Since you don't know how to kiss, let me teach you " he said still grinning.
"Uh, ok." I said nervously.
He took my right hand and kissed the back of it.
"My pretty baby" he said. And I was beet red again. Something inside me was telling me this is his real self. And that time I believed that. He can't be that bad , I can see that in his eyes.
His eyes don't lie. Those eyes looked like they have so many things and secrets hidden inside them.
He moved closer to me , and placed my hand behind his head. His hair was soft like silk. I moved my hand between his hair.
"Your hair is so soft" I exclaimed while still touching his hair.
He chuckled.
He leaned closer to my lips. And my heart started beating loudly. I'm sure he was able to hear my loud heartbeats.
His lips landed on mine. He squeezed my ass and I gasped. He entered his tongue in my mouth. He started moving his tongue against mine. Reaching every part of my mouth.
"Just go with the sync. Follow my moves." he said stopping the kiss.
I nodded. And this time I entered my tongue in his mouth. He tasted like mint.It was difficult to keep pace with him because he was extremely fast. He kept kissing me and my body moved on its own. My hand automatically tugged at his hair.
And the other hand was on his chest. He was well built. His chest was hard as a rock. After a long time, he broke the kiss. I was breathless and I was breathing heavily. He Didn't seem as breathless as me.
Maybe he's pretty skilled. Suddenly jealously attacked me from every side. He must've kissed so many girls.
"You liked it ?" He asked smiling.
"Uhh..I .." I tried to say but couldn't finish my words out of shyness.
I hide my face in his neck. He smelled heavenly. I could stay like this all day long.
"So, tell me baby. How do you like your first kiss" he asked while drawing circles on my waist?
I just nodded. I heard him chuckle. His chuckles seemed music to my ears.
What the hell was happening to me.
He is acting so nice, maybe he is trying to make it up for his mistake. He doesn't seem that bad.
I removed the thoughts from my mind.
We stayed like that for a few minutes.
Suddenly my phone rang and thankfully Jack let me down. I saw it was Jennie.
I picked it up and Jennie said.
"Where are you Sofia? I'm searching for you " Jennie said with a huff
"Uh- I was exploring the building a little bit. Tell me ..where are you I'm coming to you ". I said.
" On the 3rd floor" she replied.
"I'll come in five minutes" I replied.
Then I looked at jack he was smirking.
"What?" I asked looking confused.
" What did you lie to her ?" He asked with a teasing tone.
"Uhh, B-because I-i .." I tried to make some excuse but failed to make any.
"I don't know" I sighed.
"But I know the reason," he said while pulling me closer with a sudden jerk. My chest was pressing against him.
"You don't want her to know that I just stole your first kiss " he said smiling.
"You look more handsome when you smile" I Didn't even realize when these words escaped from my mouth.
The fear was kinda gone, because of his sudden warm behaviour. He is behaving so nicely. Is it possible that he likes me? Or he's just messing around?
What if he ditches me!
No he won't.
He can't be that bad.
I don't want the old jack back. Please god , I hope he stays like this always.
" Did you just gave me a compliment ?" He asks grinning.
I covered my face with my hands.
He laughed and let go of my waist. I started to leave looking away, trying to hide my beet-red face. But he suddenly stopped me by holding my wrist.
"No Goodbye ?" He faked a sad voice.
" Uhh, sorry. " I looked at him and said goodbye with a wave and a smile.
"Ugh , not like this " he said while pointing to his lips.
I went closer to him and tiptoed , he supported me by holding my waist. I pecked his lips and left the room running quickly. I laughed when I heard his huff.
He was acting cute all of a sudden. I hope he won't change again. Please god, don't make me see the previous Jack again.