Chapter 120.
Talia's pov
Have to relive the memories from the time I were with Gregor in those Irish mafia spots were honestly harder then I like to admit.
I don't want to remember that because it make me feel weak.
Worthless.
I makes me feel like a whore that's just a piece of meat to satisfy others.
When Niklay kept asking me questions about it, I could both see and hear it pained him to do so but they need this information to make the best approach in their attacks they will do in the future.
My dad held me tightly the whole time and it makes me feel like I'm his little baby girl again.
That I'm loved by my family and all our friends.
That they don't look at me as I'm weak or a bother.
I don't feel they judge me from my past, instead they are getting raged over the hell I have lived before and want to get revenge for me.
But going through the memories took a lot out of me, telling them how Cillian forced me to do drugs or he would kill my mother, telling them where and how I got gang rapped.
Telling them how they beat me up if I tried to fight or run away.
How I witness Cillian and his mafia members killed some people, how Cillian forced me to hold a gun so I could be accomplice so I couldn't tell on them to the police or anyone else.
While talking about this I felt my dad's tears on my neck.
My five guys looked so defeated and close to break.
The three brothers my age have completely broken down, and grandpa hold around Theo, Leon around Kyle and uncle Emmanuel around Declan.
Luke look like he didn't know what to do with himself, he looked so sad, so broken, he looked like he had lost a big part of himself.
The oldest in the room also had tears in their eyes listening to my story.
I could also feel everyone radiate anger.
But I know their anger is not directed towards me, but towards the Irish mafia.
After a while we needed to head down for dinner, Dad ended up carry me, I just wasn't ready to face anyone so I hid my face in his neck.
After sitting a little on dad's lap at dinner I had fallen asleep.
And when I woke up I was sitting on Leon's lap.
I looked around me that everyone had fallen asleep, but I gently walked over to Theo and woke him up.
When he woke up I put my finger over my mouth to show him we need to be quiet and he nodded.
And we quietly woke up Kyle and Declan.
We wanted to do something fun and I think they understood I needed this, so we decided to draw on our families faces with wash off markers, that way they can easily wash it off, we are not that cruel.
I did notice when I was drawing on Nico's face, even though he had he eyes close he still blinking so he is just pretending to sleep.
I ended up giving him a kiss on his forehead and cheek as a 'thank you' for not ruin our fun.
Then we made our way to the kitchen to make a good breakfast for them all as an apology for our master piece on their faces.
So the guys helped me get the ingredients out then I started making pancakes, eggs, bacon, homemade bread and made plates with different stuff to have on the bread.
When we finished we hurried getting ready, it is actually weird taking a shower without my one of my guys.
After cleaning up and doing my business in the bathroom like using the toilet, brushing my teeth, skin care routine and rubbing on lotion.
I put on a white shorts tights, purple three layers skirt, a white tube top, a creamy white cardigan with white sneakers.
I blow dried my hair and put on nude makeup.
When I was done I meet Declan in the hallway, he said I was not allowed to walk around to much so he would carry me down to the living room.
"Bambina you look good, are you ready to face the rest?" he asked with a sheepish smile and I nodded back with a sheepish smile of my own.
When we made our way down we heard some one laughing hard and we made our way to the cinema room.
"Who have done this?" I heard Dominic ask in a angry and stern voice.
We walked into the room and I couldn't hold my laugh in anymore.
Seeing a bunch of rabbits, dogs, cats, pirates and different 'glass face looks' looking back at us.
"Who did this?" Leon asked angry as well.
"I swear I will get my revenge on the person doing this!" Nathan said just as angry.
"This is not okay!" Brandon tried to be stern but you could hear he tried to hold back his laughter.
"Oh my god" I laughed.
"You all are looking so damn good" I was able to get out through my laughter.
"Bambina are you the artist for all this?" Leon asked me with a smile and a raised eyebrow.
"Yes, I'm sorry I just couldn't help myself!" I said giving him my most sweetest smile to try to keep the calm and I would take the blame if that keep my brothers out of being punished.
"Did you do all these sweetheart?" Dina asked me with a raised eyebrow.
"Don't you all look great?" I asked trying to switch the topic, I don't want to lie to Dina, he will look right through me if I did.
"Yes we all do, but that don't answer my question." he said with a small smile
"I made breakfast, are you all ready to eat then you all can go and wash your faces!?" I asked with my sweetest smile.
"You made breakfast for us bambina?" dad asked smiling from ear to ear.
"Yes, with the help from Kyle, Declan and Theo." I said smiling trying to hold my laughter in seeing the dog face on my dad.
"Sweetheart, why are you not answering Dina's question?" Stuart asked with a smile.
I looked at him with my most innocent smile "I have no idea what you are talking about big bro!" I said.
"So that mean that the rest of the guys were in on this huh?" Dina asked smirking at Theo, Declan and Kyle.
"Only because I forced them, so be nice and blame me!" I said still keeping my angelic smile.
I felt Declan gently tighten his grip on me.
"Come all let's eat!" I added and then me, Declan, Kyle and Theo hurried out.
"Bambina, you didn't have to take the whole blame, it was actually my idea!" Kyle whispered.
"I know, but I don't like how angry the older ones were looking and I they won't hurt me, so I will take the blame, don't you guys dare say anything!" I whispered back and they nodded.