Chapter 132 Bonded
Conan's POV
I carry Trixie back to the office. The door closes softly behind us, shutting us out of the war room and everything that comes with it.
I sit back down on the couch with Trixie still in my lap. Without hesitation, she lays her head on my shoulder and moves her hand to my chest right over my heart. As if she needs to feel the proof that I'm still here.
Her eyes lift to mine, her eyes searching and steady. "It done." she says quietly. "Yes, my love." I answer softly. "For tonight anyway."
She exhales slowly, her head goes back to rest on my shoulder. I feel the tension she's been holding finally loosen just a little. Not all the way though, just eased.
"They we're coming for you." She murmurs into my shoulder. "Both of you."
I tightened my arms around her. "They tried." I whispered, and then placed a kiss to the top of her head. Her fingers curl into my shirt. "I felt it. Even asleep on your lap earlier. I felt it like the world shifted." she said, in just above a whisper.
I brush my thumb along her spine, slow and grounding. "Your bonded to the crown. You are the queen. You wear a crown as well." I tell her softly. "Your going to fill those shifts. The good ones and the bad."
She pulls back just enough to look at me. "Does it ever stop?" she asked as she stared into my eyes. "No" I say honestly. "But you can learn which weight matters." I say, as I bring a hand up and cup her cheek.
She studies my face and then ask the question she's been holding back. "Are we safe?" I don't answer her quickly. I won't lie to her, not ever.
"Were protected." I say, instead as my thumb rubs just below her eye. "And were prepared. There are threats still out there. Three packs at least. But none of them will move without thinking twice now." I say softly to her.
Her jaw tightens. "Because of what happened tonight?" she asks as she scrunched up her brows. "Yes" I whisper.
She nods slow slowly, absorbing it all in. Then her hands lines up to my jaw. Her touch is gentle and anchoring. "I don't want to be hidden away." she says quietly, hesitantly. "I don't want to be the reason you hesitate." she said, as she brought her lips to mine. She moved them softly and gently across mine in just a small kiss and then pulled back.
I leaned my forehead against hers. "You're the reason I don't." I say quietly, right above a whisper. "There's a difference love."
Her breath catches at that.
"I don't fight because I want war." I continue as I start rubbing her back again. "I fight so you don't have to live in it."
She closes her eyes, pressing closer to me. For the first time since this began, I feel her fully relax.
"I trust you, babe." she whispers. The word settle deep and heavy.
I kissed her temple, slow and reverent.
"Then I'll make sure you never regret it."
I bring my lips to hers and nip at her bottom lip. She opens her mouth without hesitation. I slip my tongue into her mouth. Our kiss is slow at first. Our breathing starts to pick up.
"Coban" She breathe out in between our kiss.
"What love." I said, as I crashed my lips back into hers. She reaches in between us and unbuttons my pants. She pulls my cock out. She runs her hand up my shaft and back. Continuing this motion until I'm rock hard.
"Trixie, love" I say huskily. "Shhh babe. Let me take care of you. Let me release the tension." she says as she lifts up, pushes her panties to the side and sinks down onto me until I'm buried inside her.
"Coban. Oh goddess." She moans as she starts rocking back-and-forth.
"Trixie Fuck!" I say, as I lift her and guide her up and down on me. Taking every inch of me.
"Coban, oh" she moans as I reach in between us and place my thumb on her clit. I rub small, tight circles causing a string of beautiful moans come from her. She's moaning non stop now.
"Coban. I'm going to.." she begins to say.
"Cum for me love. Cum for your man." I say in a ragged breath as her orgasm hit her hard. She tossed her head back and breathed out loud in a beautiful moan. I thrusted my hips up into her a couple more times and spilled into her.
I brought my lips to hers in a slow and gentle kiss. "I love you Coban." She said as we pulled back from our kiss for air.
"I love you, my Queen, my life, my love." I say to her while I'm still buried inside of her.