Chapter 69

His lips crashed onto mine before I could finish that sentence. The shock of what he had just done lasted for a few seconds, before the desire for him completely took over and I closed my eyes, giving into him entirely. My hand tangled into the back of his hair, while one of his went up and cupped my cheek, tilting my head up to deepen the kiss. I vaguely felt him push me back into the confession box, closing the door behind him as he turned me and pushed me up against one of the wooden walls, almost toppling the box over in the process considering it was so freaking fragile. I ignored the possibility of the wood breaking around us, and wrapped both my hands around his neck as I refused to let him go. His lips moved against mine perfectly. His mouth was eager and possessive, as if he was afraid if he stopped kissing me he would never get the chance to again. Never taking his lips off my skin, he trailed kissed along my jaw and down my neck, biting slightly at the collar bone causing me to let out a small moan. His hands roamed up and down my sides, sliding into my white tank top until he must have got fed up of it and pulled it off me completely. I took his lead and pulled the hem of his T-shirt up, exposing the toned body that was soon pressed against my bare skin again as his lips crashed back onto mine. I could not describe what I was feeling as I kissed him, but the only way to come close to it is that I needed him. I needed Jace, I have always wanted him and up until now I have never realised that I actually need him to feel...human? Alive? Normal? To be honest I think it was a mixture of all of those. His lips once again travel south and he is kissing down my collarbone now, to the top of my breast, tracing patterns along with his tongue causing me to bite my lip at the feel. His tongue circles my belly button and I press my back harder against the wooden wall behind me as the pleasure washed through me. He unbuttoned my denim shorts and slowly slides them off, along with my underwear. I noticed he was extremely careful as he pulled them over my stitches. Once they were off I kicked them to the side, going to pull him back on his feet but freezing as I feel his lips placing a small kiss against the cut on my leg. The feeling in my stomach as he did that was overwhelming, and as he stood tall again so I could meet his eyes I can honestly say I have never felt so strongly about one person before in my life. His eyes are almost black as I stare into them, and he leans forward placing a hand next to my head as he looks down and cocks his head slightly. “The reality is that if you want something bad enough, we can both have it.” His voice is soft but at the same time it sounds rough, coming out so low it is almost like a whisper. My whole body shivers as I feel his hot breath on my skin, and my breath picks up as I realise that right this moment, for once, I was going to have what I wanted more than anything in the world. Him. I slam my lips back onto his, my hand working faster than I thought was possible as I unzip his jeans and pull them down, taking his boxers with them. Never losing contact with my lips, he wraps his big strong hands around my bare behind and lifts me clear off the ground, causing my legs to automatically wrap around his waist. Slowly, he lowers my body on to him until he slides inside of me and I gasp against his lips. He lets out a strained groan of please as he rolls his bottom lip into his mouth. He begins to move his hips slowly, my breath immediately picking up as the pleasure soars around my body. My eyes close as my arms tighten around his neck, and I slowly begin to meet his thrust with my hips until we were both moving in sync, like we had done so many times before. I open my eyes and meet his; the flare of pure passion in them meets my own. He licks his lips as he looks at me, before moving his head forward and connecting his lips with mine for a few seconds, pulling away with a groan. “I love you.” He breathes out as we continue to move together. I say nothing as I don’t lose the eye contact between us, my breath slowly getting heavier as his thrust become harder. I honestly do not know how long it was before finally neither of us could take it anymore, and I found my release hitting dangerously close until I had to lean my head into his shoulder and bite down to stop myself from screaming in pleasure as I climaxed around him. He followed soon after, letting out a long groan as he thrust into me one final time and I swear he almost took me over the edge again with that one movement. As he held me in his arms pressing me up against the wooden wall, both of us trying to catch our breath as my legs were wrapped around his naked torso and my face was buried in his shoulder, gripping onto his back which was covered in sweat beads, I realised I didn’t have to lie anymore. “I love you too.” I whispered against his skin, and for the first time in years I felt the emptiness that has been with me constantly disappear as I finally said the words to the man himself. And that is how I ended up adding another sin to my ongoing list. Having mind blowing sex with Jace Dixon not only in a church, but in the actual confession box. Umm...Lord have mercy?