Chapter 15: Lisa

I wanted him to stop, but before I knew it, my towel was on the floor, and I was dripping wet. It was just after eight on a Tuesday night in my dorm, after practice, and it was as if I was making a mental note of the day, time, and where this was all taking place because I knew I was giving him my virginity. I also knew I wouldn’t regret it, not one little bit.

He’d been coming to my dorm every day, like the boyfriend the doctor thought he was, making sure I had food and I didn’t miss anything from my classes. He even found out my schedule and spoke to a couple of the students, telling them I’d missed classes and asked if there were any notes I would find helpful. He’d given me links and even brought me fresh fruit every day. I couldn’t want for more in a man, and I didn’t.

It was as if the demon he’d been fighting—the one which made him turn as cold as ice at times—had disappeared. Part of me wondered if it had to do with what I said that day on the beach or if it was simply because of Fiona.

Tanya had found out they were the star couple—the typical high school couple of the cheerleader and the captain of the football team. I was only a freshman, I’d only moved here over a month ago, and so far, I caused the captain of the cheerleader’s squad to not only be demoted but had her kicked off the team. Some girls were happy about it, some weren’t, and one of them was clearly Penny.

We stood in silence, and then it dawned on me. I’d never been naked in front of any man, apart from my dad and that was when I was around three, and after then, I never saw him in the house long enough. He was always working, but I soon found out it wasn’t working—he was too busy stealing from others.

Sure, I’d been to first and second base with guys, but never naked. It would be in the back of a car or in their house when their parents were away, and I always made sure the light was off. I was so self-conscious of my body before I started UCLA, and now it was even worse since I’d put on a few pounds, which didn’t seem to be shifting any time soon. This was all new to me. I should have told him to leave, but the lips I’d been craving to kiss were so close to me. This was what I was expecting at the end of our date on the beach, just a kiss. Now I knew I was getting more. I felt frozen on the outside as the heat inside me started to build-up. The virgin I was kept me still, not knowing what to do with myself as my nipples were hard and the only thing on my mind was the wetness between my legs driven by my exposed body. I could hear his breath racing as his eyes met mine—it was as if he was asking me for permission to do what he’d already set in his mind to do.

I slowly nodded, letting him know that I wanted to give him as much as he was going to take from me. I wasn’t going to stop him.

“I want to feel all of you,” he growled, moving closer toward me. “You’re beautiful.”

That word again. It wasn’t the first time he’d said it as a lump formed in my throat. I didn’t feel shy about being naked in front of him anymore; in fact, I felt proud.

His finger traced my chin. “Have you ever been with a guy?”

I shook my head. “No.”

“Never? I find that hard to believe.”

“Never.”

I couldn’t speak, I didn’t know what to do as my palms started to sweat.

“I just want to be with you, Lisa. Do you want me to take you?”

I agreed with my eyes, not with my head. I found myself stuck as a lump in my throat developed and I couldn’t speak.

His finger moved from my chin to my neck, and I closed my eyes, wanting only to hear the sound of our breathing and the touch of his hands on my body. Never had I craved a guy the way I’d desired him right now.

His hands flicked to my breasts. “Shit, they fit right in the palm of my hand.”

I gasped as he held them and massaged them with his fingers, and my erect nipples responded to his touch.

I was still damp, slightly wet all over my body, as I hadn’t dried off, but my pussy started to throb as his hands moved down my waist.

“You smell so sweet. I wonder if you taste as sweet as you smell?” he asked as he backed away, and this time, he drew the curtains. This wasn’t a peep show, and if someone wanted to see inside my room, they could quite easily. We were in darkness, only the light from the bathroom hit the room. I was in front of the door, frozen as if I couldn’t move.

“Don’t worry, I have protection.”

It should have been the first thing on my mind, but instead, it ended up being the last as he replaced where his hands were with his tongue. Light, gentle kisses started to surround me from my neck to my breasts.

My legs felt weak as every touch had me gasping and wanting more.

“You like this, don’t you?” he said as he took my hand and led me to my bed. It was as if I became a stranger in my dorm. I laid down, and as if our bodies were talking and no more words were exchanged, but they didn’t need to be. I could hardly speak as it was.

He moved my legs onto the bed and spread them wide. My bandage was no longer needed as I’d been to the doctor earlier today and he told me not to overdo anything, but definitely next week I could start practicing again, but in small doses.

When Dane said that he wanted to taste me, he was going to do just that, taste inside my legs. No guy had ever been there, and I became nervous about it. I hadn’t shaved, not paid special attention down there, and he was going to know more about my pussy than I did.

“Relax. Believe me, you’re going to enjoy this.”

He could feel the tension in my legs as I tried to close them, but he opened them wider. I’d just had a shower, so I was nice and clean, but something about it all started to make me feel paranoid. That was until his fingers started to caress and stroke the side of my legs.

“Ah…” I sighed, thinking that this was just the beginning. I knew that sooner rather than later, his tongue would be inside me and the anticipation didn’t make me feel nervous anymore. If anything, I felt the complete opposite.

“That’s it, baby, just lay back and enjoy.”

Without warning, his hand moved up and started to massage my breast, and he elegantly moved from left to right, making sure my rock-hard nipples reacted to his touch. Then, one finger was no longer on the side of my leg, but in my pussy, gently moving upward as my wetness guided him farther.

“Yes…” I smiled as I had completely let go. I wasn’t worried about the fact that I hadn’t shaved down there since forever. No, I was just taking in the pleasure and smiling as I sunk into the bed and my head rolled back.

“You’re so fucking sweet.”

He wasn’t being gentle anymore. I could feel his head in between my legs, and I naturally opened my legs wider as his tongue started to circle. Just the mere touch of his tongue on my pussy made me want him to go deeper as I moved my hand to his head and guided him down. I found myself touching my free breast with my other hand. I was beyond horny, I going to orgasm. I wasn’t a saint, I’d touched myself whenever I was alone and Tanya wasn’t in the room. Lately, the only time I’d done it was thinking of Dane, and here he was, enveloping his tongue inside my pussy, sweeping up my G-spot.

“Ah, yes!” I screamed as I started to tremble. His movements were so skilled, I welcomed his tongue like my hands on a cold day needing gloves to keep warm.

His hand moved from my breast to my back, as if he was steadying me, as I began to move uncontrollably while his tongue sunk deeper. Not only was his tongue playing with me, but he was moving simultaneously with his fingers, too.

“Fuck!” I called out and the echo scared me so much that it should have wanted me to stop making so much noise as my body vibrated and the little light that was in the room became darker. I’d cum, and not just once. It was as if it was happening over and over again. The sound and movement of my body should have scared Dane, but he was relishing in it. My pleasure had made him want to take me even further on this journey, one that had only just begun.

It was with that, that he’d left me. As quick as he was all over my body, the room fell into silence once more. His warm hands had left, and it was as if he had done his job and left. I couldn’t even open my eyes. My body was still jerking, as if my body was no longer mine. I loved and hated him for making me lose control. I wanted to regain some of my sanity, but as I finally came to a point where I was gasping and gaining control of my body, I opened my eyes to see a once dressed Dane was completely naked.

“You’re so fucking tight. I just want to be inside you.”

I shook my head. “I don’t think I can come again. I’ve never come like that before.”

He smiled. “I know. But don’t doubt yourself. Your beautiful body can do so much more. You have curves in all the right places. A body of a woman, not a child.”

Mom had said I was blessed, and like most of the women on her side of the family, we had butts and breasts, unlike Dad’s side, who was more concerned about gaining one pound. They tended to suffer from every type of illness from anorexia to bulimia to depression. Mom always said that it was the curse of the wealthy—they had it all but were never satisfied. The irony was that when we were rich, she never felt that way, and it was only when we became poor that she started to criticize them.

I knew if I told Dane I didn’t want anymore, that he would leave. He would act like the perfect gentleman, but if I didn’t agree to it, then I would be left with regret. Curious as to whether he was right, that I could climax once more, would play heavily on my mind.

I didn’t have to worry about Tanya, since she had a date. She was cagey as she left the room, claiming that she was going to study, though I knew full well studying was a chore for her—one that she didn’t welcome with open arms. When she did study, she preferred to do it in the room rather than in the library or anywhere else.

“Can I?”

I nodded, and he gently slid on top of me. He caressed my body and turned me on. I could come right now. It was then that I realized he was right, I could do a lot more than I thought I was capable of doing, but then again, he was the one who made me feel this way. Only he could do it.

“You have to relax and it won’t hurt, but anytime I am hurting you and you want me to stop, just say so… okay?”

“Okay,” I whispered, thinking that the all-star quarterback was on my bed, telling me that I was a woman, and making me feel like a lot more than one. I was going to lose my virginity—something I expected to do at the prom I never went to. Thinking I would be prom queen—after all, I was treated like one—until that tragic day when the FBI revealed what my dad had been up to, and my world came crushing down.

His lips crashed on mine and his tongue explored my mouth. I became so engaged with his mouth, I forgot about his cock finding its way inside of me. Until it did gently, as he promised, and every sensor in my body went into overdrive. His tongue, his cock, and his fingers on my body, exploring, and I returned the favor as I felt his perfect six-pack abs, his muscular arms, and then his tight butt. Every part of his body was perfectly formed, yet he’d said the same thing about mine. I didn’t shy away from his embrace as our bodies started to rock to the same rhythm.

“Ah,” I gasped as if I’d been underwater and was finally allowed to grab some air, just for a second, as his lips met mine again, and he returned the same sounds. Our bodies rocked and it was as if we weren’t just having sex but making love. Everything about this sensation didn’t make me tense up. I was completely relaxed as my juices took over and allowed him to glide inside of me. Even though I never saw his cock, I could feel that it was thick and hard as it filled my pussy.

We kept rocking, moaning softly into each other’s mouths, until it was clear we were both reaching our climax. We were rocking faster and harder, and I wasn’t holding on to him gently. No, I was holding on to him for dear life, and he was doing the same with me. At first, he didn’t put his full length inside of me, but now he slammed into me. At first, I cried out from the pain, but then I wanted more. I was going to cum, not only once tonight, but twice—something I didn’t even think was possible.

“Yes!” I screamed out as I started to vibrate uncontrollably but I wasn’t the only one. He was jerking up and down on me so hard and then he stopped, as if he couldn’t move again, as he no longer held on to me, but flopped on top of me.

“Fuck!” he screamed out. He tried to get up or move to the side of the bed but there wasn’t that much space, so he ended up tumbling to the floor.

I laughed and so did he.

“Shit, I’ve never come like that.” He laughed, and then he grabbed the condom and clumsily tossed it into the trash. No doubt he missed, because I heard it slump to the ground, but I was too tired to care or get up and see to it.

I pulled out my hand to help him. “You okay?”

He nodded. “Yeah… it’s just that I came here to ask you out.”

I shrugged. “Well, you can still ask me.”

He stood and said, “You want to go out with me?”

“Oh, I thought you meant to go out tonight.”

“Nope. I want you to be my girlfriend.” He pulled me up to him. I couldn’t believe not only had I lost my virginity to him, but he wanted me to be his girlfriend. I blinked a few times, wondering if this was a dream. None of this could really be happening, could it? It just felt too perfect, something which belonged in a book, not in my life.

I moved my head to the side. “I would be… if you can make me cum like that again,” I teased him, trying to hold back the tears. He didn’t realize how he made me feel, not only as a woman, but as a person again. Not a daughter of a thief or that disgusting family. A real person, something I didn’t think I could feel ever again. Mom had said it was possible and that I had to have faith, and until now I’d had everything but that.

“You drive a hard bargain, but I’ll try.” He winked, and then kissed me hard on the lips. I cuddled my head around him, thinking that he didn’t even need to try. He did it naturally, and for the first time since high school, I actually had a boyfriend, and I felt as if I was floating on cloud nine.