Chapter 137 I can't live without her
Ravyen's POV
It was in Arianna's writing. My eyes lowered down and I saw a bottle of water.
She had given me that to drink and I guess it was drugged. That explains the reason I was in slumber land for obviously hours.
Nervously, I took the note and sat on the seat. Naty was still outside and I didn't want to look at her.
I was feeble and naty must have noticed I was feeling depressed all of a sudden.
The letter was heartbreaking that it took me a while to regain my consciousness.
"She left" my lips muttered as my eyes were still fixed on the letter.
"That's huge" she responded as I weakly raised my eyes to take a glimpse at naty.
Her face had gone pale as she folded her lips, feeling sympathetic towards me.
It's just her, acting like an angel but deceitful, that's how she ruined my father.
I just can't hate her because she told back;
"Never be afraid to run, be afraid to stay, I know he's vile, above the law but you can end this"
She was the reason I made my first kill, obviously my dad. I tried searching for her, for aid but she wasn't in the country any longer.
"I'm so sorry for that" she said and then spread her arms to me. Her voice jerked me back to reality and I exhaled softly.
Arianna clearly stated in the letter that I shouldn't look for her because she has everything under control.
This was devastated and I felt my stomach twitch. She didn't even leave an address.
I tried to contact her, but it was out of reach and fear surges inside of me. I was restless, trying every contact I could to get to her but it was futile.
Naty stood in front of me as she watches. I flung the phone on the driver seat and sniffed.
Everything vanishes and I felt so empty, lost and confused.
"Come here son" Naty furthers with a teary eyes like she cares. It seems as though she had been waiting for this moment, to get a chance with me.
"No, she can't right?" I questioned as my hands shakes and naty dropped her hands.
Obviously, I'm not embracing this woman but she was fucking persistent.
She stroke me on the back and then buried my head on her belly. I didn't even fight back but just lazily laid my head there.
"She must have a reason, ravyen, just give her time"
"Why?" I questioned as tears brew in my eyes. She just can't leave when she wasn't even safe.
I'd find her, this can't be. She wasn't strong yet and...
"Ravyen, believe in her, I really don't know your relationship but I'm sure that woman is strong and brave, she's take care of herself"
She encourages like she knows. Or, could she have been spying on me and I was just unaware.
I shut my eyes, not giving a chance to accept the fact that Arianna had this planned to leave me.
"I can't live without her"
"But you're still breathing" Naty points out like a savage and I raised my head to meet her tender gaze.
I felt like dying, she could see that as I folded my lips and bang my head lazily.
"How about I introduce you to the family?"
"What?"
"I'd take that as a yes" she proudly declared. Her lips further went on that she came visiting Italy for a month and fortunately, she ran into me.
She claims I was a difficult person to see but she'd want to spend time with me, at least for a week.
She's insane. I'm barely trying to assert this devastating letter Arianna left behind and all she says is, she wants a vacation?
"No, can't you see I just lost someone..." I haven't completed my statement yet and she took out a handcuffs and placed on my wrist.
"I know you won't follow me, but I'd take you home forcefully" she declares, slammed the door at my face and took over the driver seat.
"Naty, this is a wrong idea" I mused trying to break out of the handcuffs.
"I can't watch my son depress and not do anything, I promise, you'd enjoy the ride"
"What?" I muttered staring at her and before I could think of anything else, she jabbed my neck with an injection.
I was paralyzed jerking where I sat and broken.
"I'm sorry son, we are going for a vacation"
She grinned and ignite the engine.
"Oops, Frank is calling, that hot secretary of yours" she responded. I couldn't move as she looked like a clown before me.
It was certain, she had her eyes on me after returning to Italy. Why? Was she trying to act as though she cares?
My eyes were the only thing active as I watch her text a message on the phone.
The last I recall was hearing a booming music in my ears and she dancing and demonstrating with her hands.
"You'd forget about your sorrow dear son"
This woman just literally killed me. I forgot she was crazy and recently discharged from a psychiatrist ward or something like that.