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One of the cars that were on the tarmac took us to a home that was on this island, I pretty much figured out that we were on an island that wasn't too far away from Greece.
However this car took us to this home that was not too small or not too big. Getting out of the car I watched as the car and the others sped away making me swallow the growing fear that was in my throat.
Before I knew it Lazarus came over to me and scooped me up into his arms carrying me over his shoulder as he made his way into the house. He did not stop, he carried on all the way to the bedroom.
He placed me down on the bed where I was able to get a good look at him and see what he was going to do. He slowly took off his clothes as a result making me turn my head so I don't have to see any of that.
But soon enough he was undressed he made his way over to me to get me undressed, I had to turn my attention to him very quickly to push his hands off of me but what caught me off guard was what he did next.
He caught one of my hands, easily holding it like it was nothing as he placed a kiss inside of my palm. That action alone made me become still.
" You have nothing to be worried about or to have fear. We are a married couple now, we are husband and wife and this is what they do after the wedding. All you have to do is just give yourself to me and I will give you everything. You need to know that I do not accept any disobedience from anyone, especially not you. Everything will be fine as long as you do as I say." He said to me
" But I did not want this. I don't even know wha-"
" Hush now, everything will be clearer". Lazarus said as he came closer to me to kiss me.
That night he took what he wanted from me but the thing was he was kind and gentle the whole time which surprised me.
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I was woken up by a delicious smell. I rose up from the bed to figure out where that smell was coming from, slowly getting out of the bed I made my way to the door coming down the stairs to see Lazarus instead of the kitchen.
" Good morning my love, come take your seat at the table". He said
I turned my attention to the table to see that the table was full of food, definitely more than I expected and also way too much food for two people.
However I took my seat at the table wondering what I should eat first. Lazarus came out of the kitchen taking his place at the table. I watched him build his plate as I ate.
" I figured after we ate we could do something together". Lazarus said
" Can I ask you some questions?" I asked
I watched him freeze from my question before he started to speak.
" Yes, ask away" he said
" Why did you choose me? How old are you?" I speak
" Because I am drawn to you, you are different from the others. And I am 35 years old, and I want to have a family". Lazarus said
I was shocked to hear his age but also trying to figure out what he saw in me.
Daisy -
It has been a month since I married Lazarus, the honeymoon that he planned on Crete was a surprise. But I think it turned out for the best, he definitely surprised me the entire time we were there.
After the honeymoon we went back to the house and Lazarus went back to work. It was made quite clear that I was to remain at the house, Lazarus told me that I can do anything that I wanted in the side of the house.
I had an army of guards to stay on the grounds almost every day so I was protected. But I really can't do anything, anything that I want to do.
I am placed in a gilded cage, I guess it's supposed to be expected. I guess this is how it's supposed to be when you marry a Mafia Boss you are determined to become a housewife.
So it has been like this for a while, myself being at a house, having a shower, eating, maybe reading a book and then repeating.
Today of all days I thought it'd be a good idea to head out to the gardens that Lazarus had put up for me before we left for our honeymoon. I thought it'd be a good idea to enjoy the Sun and look at the flowers for the time being until he arrives back home.
Moving around the garden I take my seat where the sun is hitting just right.
I closed my eyes to enjoy the warmth but I started to think about what my life could have been if I did not marry Lazarus. And I thought about how stuck I am at this moment trying to figure out what I could do if I can't escape.