Chapter 257: 🌹Chapter Thirty - Six🌹-2

"I did not want to, Rose, please understand that you are my life and you are my world, my everything. That is why I waited for so long but I ran out of time to be with you and I had to do it because a picture of you was sent and I feared for your life" He tells me. He ain't this voice after so long (even if it was only about a day or so) is strange and after the heartbreak that I've had, I don't want to hear it but I need to know this explanation and I need to know what happened. What is going on? What did I miss? I never noticed that he was threatened, I never knew about it. None of this makes sense to me at all. "Your mother knew about it from the start because she saw right through me and quotient frankly forced the information out of me" He tells me and I feel this pang of hurt inside me. That my mom was able to see through him and know that something was wrong when I did not. I also feel anger because they planned this all along and never told me. They planned to break my heart after everything that I have been through. That the two of them would allow this to have happened to me so that I would feel unworthy of this world, he broke my heart and shattered it to the point where I'm not even sure if it can be put together anymore. No matter how deep my love for him runs. This betrayal (of many) is worse than every betrayal that he has done to me. "That is when we came with the plan. The plan that worked perfectly and I pray with everything that I am that you would forgive me for doing this" He tells me. That is why he wanted forgiveness, it wasn't for the fight that we had. It was for this because he knew this was coming. "So, all this time, you've been playing me?" I ask him but he is quick to shake his head. My mom goes over to him and takes the gun to point it at my father while Alexander gestures for me to follow him out of the room and hesitantly follow him. The anger inside my body fueling as I walk. That stupid plan nearly destroyed... no, it did destroy me from the inside out and that can never be taken back. Alexander looks at me with an apologetic look on his face and even his handsome face isn't enough to fix this, even when I do want to kiss him and be in his arms. I will not allow them to hurt me like this and then just forgive them when my heart is so broken that it can't ever be mended again. "I've never been playing you, none of this has ever been a game to me. You, our relationship and our lives, it means everything to me. You mean everything to me" He says but how can I believe him? He opens his mouth to speak but I cut him off. "Whatever you have to say, I don't want to hear it" I tell him as I turn around and head for the entrance. "I just need space" I speak without looking back and then I take my phone and laptop and walk outside. Calling for a taxi I tell him to take me somewhere, to a hotel. Like I said to Alexander, I need space to think about everything that has happened and as I sit in the hotel room and on the soft bed I can only lie down and allow the tears to fall down my cheeks. The pain inside my heart can only grow worse now that I know the truth and the betrayal. Perhaps my being with my father I was in sorrow and I was lonely but I did not feel like this. Thinking this over makes the pain and agony inside me even worse than it was before. If I had been told the whole plan from the start, I would've been all right with it since I knew that none of it was the truth and it was all an act and I would've acted along with it because I would've done anything to take down my father and bring justice to him for what he has done to me. But, neither of them trusted me with the plan, for two months my own mother and the man that was my fiancée did not even trust me to let me know of the pain that they were about to cause me. Did they even bother to think of painful this would be for me? I've already been trough so much pain by the two of them, starting from when I found out that my mom made a deal with their parents. I thought that the pain would be over and we'd be together after I woke from the coma but it would seem that that none of that even happened. And still I come to the thought that I'm still stuck a year behind everyone else and it doesn't make things better, if anything it makes it even worse. Sighing I turn off my phone as it has been buzzing for so long and I already know who it is and there is no way that I'm going to answer. Now that I've suffered through heartbreak and still am suffering through it, they can too. Both of them deserve it after that they did that to me. I trusted them, I trusted my mom and I trusted the man that I love but both of them plotted behind my back. My stomach growls in hunger and I stand up and walk to the small fridge to get something to eat and then I return back to the bed and lie back down. Not having the energy to do anything at the moment I close my eyes and fall deep into slumber with tears streaming down my face.