Hayes went inside the house early that night. I'm standing outdoors, hoping for a miracle. I know Hayes is simply watching me on his phone. I know while he was watching me on his phone, he is confident that I can't get a way.
After a few minutes, I decided to walk and run. It took me a few minutes to arrive, and as I touched the gate, it vibrated and became red, alert.
If someone were here, they would undoubtedly wonder why there is such tight security above the mountain. I hope someone would come here. I hope to be saved.
"I only tried. There's nothing wrong with giving it a shot. I've already shown that the gate is useless. How will I try to flee unless someone with a helicopter would save me here.
I started walking back to the house.
"I told you so many times." Hayes said as I arrived in front of him. He sighed and my shoulder fell, lost of hope.
Unless someome would go dare to come here. Who will come here? This place is already far from the civilation.
My birthday just passed for a day, and something wrong had happened already. He even give it a perfect time during my concert.
"I'll sleep now." He informed. "I will be early tomorrow."
He went back to the house. I hugged my self as the wind blew pass to me.
Andrew where are you now? I don't like this place. It's scary. I don't like to be with Hayes.
Now, that we lived so long. Can you allow me to die?
I went to the grass and lay there, watching the stars and moon. They are back again. I wish the moon and stars could tell where I am. I wish they could guide Andrew here.
In just a few moments, my eyes widened when I heard a familiar sound coming from above.
It's from helicopter!
I quickly stood and look above. The helicopter is coming from above.
"Help! Help! I shouted, and yelled and it echoed around the world.
"Help!" I smiled while shouting. I can see hope. A glint of hope.
I flinched when the door opened."
"What are you doing?!" Hayes shouted but I ignored him.
"Help! Someone is here!" I shouted. Hayes push my hands.
"Stop yelling." He warned and tried to cover my mouth. I pushed him hard while jumping. The tears were coming down to my face.
"Help! Andrew! It's me! I'm here!" I yelled so happily.
Hayes dragged me and use his force. He coevred my mouht but I still cried and tried to yelled.
The helicopter already passed us before we could enter the house.
"What are you doing?!" He yelled."
I wiped the tears, and looked at him. My heart is happy and that means that there's a hope that I would could be find.
"I'm shouting. Can't you see?"
He hold my jaw, rough. "They can hear you!"
"That's the point! I'm shouting so they can hear me! They can save me! They can take me away-
I stopped when a hard slapped was met through my face. My haw dropped and I clenched my teeth, angrily.
No one ever slapped me not even my mother, my cousins nor my brother. I grow up having all receiving all my wants and needs. I grow up spoiled but I grow up as well learninf tje gold behaviour and character. No one ever did that to me.
Hayes isn't eveen regretful about that. He looked at me, and push my head with his hand.
"I can do more than that once they find you." He warned."
He went to the room and closed the door hard.
He was scared becuase there's a possibilty that I could be find here. Andrew will never give up finding me. He has been fighting life to life with me, and he would never give up this time especially that I'm with the hands of the most untrusted person.
I lick my tongue to my lips as I feel the blood dropped to it.
He hurt me. Someone hurt me. I really don't care if slmeone hurt me but now, the pain just stabbed through my heart. My brother and my father never lay down their hands to hurt mw and someone who's never my family and I don't even know, slapped me.
The blood didn't stopped. I went to the bathroom to wash it. I know it was hard slapped. I don't feel the pain and the blood felt it.
I lay myself outside and fell asleep.
I just woke up when I feel myself moved. I slowly opened my eyes and it was Hayes whom I found. He carried me.
"Put me down." I warned him but he shook his head. I feel like he can't carry me with his body. He slowly put me down to the bed. Before I could turn away from me he stopped me and held my jaw.
He closed his eyes and slowly moved but I hardly fighting back to put my head beside not accepting his kiss.
He sighed and held my jaw firmly that it hurts.
"D-dont..." I begged.
"I just want to kiss you." He said but I shook my head. I can feel the pain kow on his fingers on my jaw. I think it will leave bruises there
I shook my head firmly. He opened his eyes, and meet my gaze. My eyes were beeging him not to do it but he shook his head.
I opened my mouth and murmured to say not but he swiftly push his mouth, and eat my lips. I clenched my teeth while the tears running down my face.
I shake my head. I closed my teeth and even I tried to close my mouth he could still bite my lips. I was crying so hard and I felt like I was drowning.
He was enjoying it while it pains me every time. I punched him but he never stopped. I closed my eyes and raise my feet to kick his ballls.
"Ouch." He groaned in pain.
I quickly went out the room, and went to the bathroom and locked it.
I was sobbing and when I looked to the mirror. I am so mess. My lips were already dropping some blood. My hands are trembling. I can't even see my face clearly. I can't even see myself anymore.
I shouted and fell to the ground..I hugged myself while crying. I leaned my head to my feet and screamed all the pain and the fear on my head.
I cried while punching the floor. I'm so mad that I can't do anything. I am so mad that I have no power to teleport and be away from this.
I am so mad to myself that I feel his lips on my mouth! It's so creepy! I hate it! I hate him.more and more to its my deepest madness.
I've been crying and my throat feel all the pain from screaming. It's getting quite. I stood up and quickly stared myself to the mirror.
I tried to wipe all the tears on me but it's still coming. I can see the blood on my hands dropping every time I wiped my tears.
It's still trembling and shaking.
There's a darkness that touches me and I I looked myself to the mirrow. Without a thoughts, and opened the door.
Even before I was so scared of killing little animals. I can't even kill a spider nor a bee. I even cried when I stomped a little animals while walking but right now, I don't feel those anymore.
All I want is for it to be over. My gaze was drawn to the other room, which I slowly opened. Hayes had already fallen asleep.
How many minutes or hours did I cry to make him sleep so soundly? He was snoring as well. I walked like a feather, taking the pillow with me.
I grabbed it and covered it with his face slowly. I feel him wake up and use his hand to remove the pillows, but I'm not sure what spirit has possessed my body that I was so strong pushing it even harder, so hard that he can't breathe anymore.
I think man's strength always dominating. He still win. He successfully pushed and kicked me so that I had traveled far, and I could feel my head hit the wall.
I feel the pain in everything. My hands slowly reach from my head ,and I can feel the wet around it.
Hayes stood up, and looked at me angrily.
I smiled to him.
This life is a mess. He is the disaster I will never remember again.
Hayes shook his head and before I could close my eyes, he already kick his feet to my head.
I wanted to worry about my head but the pain is more aching.
"You really want me to push to the cliff. You were just like Hope. You love to contradict me.You love to do things that I won't like. Just be thankful that I took so much patience to be with you or not....you are already dead.""
After he left the room, I still managed to laughed so hard.
Still, I hurt him even in the lighest only. Atleast I hurt him.
I'll be wishing for a day that would come, I would see you with broken bones.You use your hands, mouth and feet to hurt me.
Think of a karma for hurting women. You should not survived and lived this world. I don't care what makes you end up like this, the past and the trauma that you've been is not a validation nor a reason to hurt me not Hope. You have no right to come and ruin our lives.
Hayes have no right to live nor breath. He was born evil, and whatever his actions nor reaons he deserved to put in jail. He doesn't deserve the world.