Chapter 1 THE GIRL NOBODY CLAIMED
The morning they sent me away, nobody cried.
I told myself it didn’t matter. I had been telling myself a lot of things didn’t matter for so long that I’d gotten almost good at believing it. But standing in the doorway of the only home I had ever known, one bag at my feet and the cold October air pressing against my back, I felt the absence of tears like a physical thing, like a hand around my throat.
Uncle Caden stood at the bottom of the porch steps with his hands clasped behind his back, watching me the way he always did, with that careful, measured attention that never quite felt like warmth no matter how wide he smiled. He was a tall man, broad-shouldered, with the kind of face people instinctively trusted. Strong jaw, steady eyes, always dressed like he had somewhere important to be. The pack loved him, they had loved him since the day my father fell and Caden stepped forward with his hands open and his voice full of the right words.
I had spent years trying to love him too.
“This is a good thing, Ariana,” he said, for what felt like the hundredth time since he’d made the announcement three days ago. His voice was warm, practiced. “Ironfang Academy is an opportunity most wolves in this pack would never get.”
I picked up my bag. “I know.”
“You’ll find your footing there, make connections. The Von name still carries weight in certain circles, regardless of…” He paused, choosing his next word with the precision of someone defusing something. “Regardless of recent history.” He finally said.
“Recent history”, that was what we called it now. My father’s disgrace, the unraveling of everything he had built, the way the pack had shifted almost overnight from loyal to distant, all of it compressed into two careful words that Caden could drop into conversation without his voice so much as flickering.
I nodded because it was easier than saying what I actually thought.
The drive to Ironfang took four hours. Caden’s driver handled the bags while Caden sat across from me in the back of the car, scrolling through his phone with the quiet efficiency of a man who always had something more important to attend to.
I watched the landscape shift outside the window. The flat, familiar terrain of home dissolving into something wilder, denser, the trees growing taller and closer together the further north we traveled until they pressed against both sides of the road like walls.
I had looked up Ironfang Academy exactly once before today, late at night on my phone with the screen brightness turned all the way down like I was doing something I wasn’t supposed to. The pictures showed stone buildings draped in old ivy, iron gates with the academy crest forged into the metal, training grounds that stretched out behind the main building into the edge of a forest so thick it looked permanent. It looked ancient, like the kind of place that had seen everything and remembered all of it.
It looked nothing like somewhere I belonged but then, nowhere ever had.
I was fifteen when I first understood that the way my pack looked at me was different from the way they looked at everyone else. Not cruel exactly, more like careful. Like I was something fragile that might cause a mess if handled wrong. The daughters of disgraced Alphas were a particular kind of uncomfortable for people. I was a reminder of something they would rather forget, walking around in the body of a girl who had done nothing wrong and would never quite be forgiven for it anyway.
My father had been Alpha of the Von pack for twelve years before everything collapsed. I barely remembered him from that time. I was five when it happened, and most of what I had of him were impressions more than memories.
The weight of his hand on my head, the sound of his laugh from the other room, the way the whole pack seemed to breathe differently when he walked into a space, like his presence alone was enough to settle something.
Then one day he was gone and Caden was there instead, and the pack breathed differently for an entirely new reason.
I had a photograph of my father, I kept it folded inside the front cover of a book I’ve had since I was small, tucked between the pages so it didn’t crease. I had looked at it so many times that the edges had gone soft. He was young in it, younger than I would have expected, maybe late twenties, standing straight with his chin up and his eyes forward. He looked like someone who had never once considered the possibility of failure.
I thought about that photograph the entire four hour drive to Ironfang.
The academy appeared through the trees like something that had always been there and always would be. Vast and grey and utterly indifferent to the girl staring at it through a car window with her bag on her lap and her heartbeat doing something unreasonable in her chest.
Iron gates, stone archways, windows that caught the pale afternoon light and held it, a forest pressing close on three sides like the building had grown up out of it rather than been constructed beside it.
There were students everywhere, moving in groups across the courtyard, clustered near the main entrance, sitting on the low stone walls that lined the path from the gates. I watched them through the window and felt the particular specific dread of being new somewhere that everyone else already understood.
Caden’s car stopped at the gate. A staff member approached, middle-aged woman in a dark blazer, tablet in hand, expression professionally pleasant.
“Miss Von?” she said, when I stepped out.
“Yes.” I answered.
Something moved across her face when I said it. Too quick to name, too deliberate to be nothing. She recovered smoothly, smiled with all the right muscles, and gestured toward the main building.
“Welcome to Ironfang Academy. I’m Ms. Hale, student liaison, I’ll be getting you settled in today.” She glanced past me at the car.
“Will your guardian be coming in?” She asked.
I turned, Caden’s window was down, his phone already back in his hand, he looked at me with that careful, measured expression and gave a single nod.
“She’s all yours,” he said to Ms. Hale.
The window went back up and the car pulled away.
I stood on the path with my bag at my feet and watched it go and told myself very firmly, that I was not going to feel anything about that.
Ms. Hale led me through the gates and I got my first real look at Ironfang up close, the scale of it, the weight of all that stone, the way the air smelled different here, sharper, layered with something that sat underneath everything else like a frequency just below hearing. Old magic, maybe. Something that had been here long enough to become part of the place itself.
Students looked up as I passed. I felt their attention like something physical, moving across my skin and then I heard it, quiet, not quite quiet enough.
“That’s the Von girl.”
Four words, the same careful tone, the same thing underneath it that I had been hearing my whole life.
I kept my eyes forward and my face still and I followed Ms. Hale through the stone archway into Ironfang Academy.
I had arrived, now I just had to survive it.