Chapter 36: The alpha is actual good

"Knock, knock," I gently hit against the door.

I then stood silently waiting for the alpha's maid to come running and open the door.

Waiting outside for a minute and not hearing anyone coming to open the door. I again decided to take another knock against the door, one more time, and remain to wait.

Open the door, Pamela, I begin to curse within my mind.

Knowing how terrible the alpha was I didn't want to stay outside for too long waiting and then time caught up on me. If I do tell him I was waiting on his maid to open the door, I doubt that he will ever believe me. He'd probably just lash out at me and grab me by the throat.

The awful thought of him having his strong hands around my neck and squeezing the life out of me. I squint my eyes at the painful thought and held my throat, while I felt the pain mentally.

Swiftly, the door open. I remain to hold my throat by the terrible thought of the evil alpha. My eyes widen surprisingly to see that it was him who had opened the door. The cold blue eyes alpha.

He was dressed in a white T-shirt that sits well on his hard muscular body, long black pants with a dark boot.

Immediately, I move my hand from around my neck and stood still, staring at him, frighteningly.

"Good morning," the alpha greeted me.

I continue to stare at him as if I was lost and too surprised by his greeting, that felt so warm.

"Are you alright?" the alpha inquiries me as he stares at me as if he was worried.

"Good morning, sir," I greeted him back quickly, getting back to myself.

I was so shocked to see that it was him in front of the door instead of his maid that I had frozen.

"You don't have to call me sir anymore you can call me alpha Anton or Mr. Bates," the alpha shockingly told me.

Yet again I was surprised at how nice he was towards me. I fought hard within me not to believe that this behavior towards me was not true, but the feeling that it gave me, made it feel so genuine. I was starting to believe that he truly was sorry for his past terrible action towards me. My mom always told me that people made mistakes and so I had planned to let this go just like I did with my mom. After all, it would be good for me. My body mostly. It is not easy feeling great anxiety and worrying about what someone will do to you next. It was making me start to feel sick.

"Okay, Mr. Bates," I had chosen to call him.

The alpha nodded and slowly move to the side of the door, giving me space to enter his home, with a smile. A beautiful smile I wish that didn't give me such a wonderful feeling inside.

Why are you having this feeling all of a sudden, Nala? I question myself very upset as I slowly turn around as I enter his home and watch him close the door.

I corrected myself within my head that I wasn't having a fling for him, it just feels good being treated by him like someone instead of trash, I thought.

Suddenly, a thought came within my mind I wish I never thought of, thinking about what if I told him that I am his Luna. His true Luna he was made to spend his entire life with, if he would have accepted me. I shook my head blocking away that thought. I had to keep this secret away from him, it was better anyway, for me and my mom's safety. Also, since Dr. Charles had now had a liking for my mom he too would face a situation that could be very dangerous.

"Nala, Nala," I heard the alpha call me.

My body jumps nervously. I answer him quickly and apologize for gazing blankly. I was so caught up within my mind and had forgotten that the alpha was still around.

"Are you sure you're alright?" the alpha again inquires me.

"Yes, Mr. Bates," I answer him.

"Do you want breakfast before you start work?" he again inquires me.

I swallow my spit hard instantly by his kind offer, surprise. For once he didn't dear want me to eat and even ate before me, tempting me. Now he had kindly offered me something to eat.

"I have already eaten sir and thank you," I answer him.

The alpha stood silently and stare at me by my response. As if he was piss.

My heart started to race within my chest heavily by his hard stare.

"I'm sorry sir that I didn't take your offer," I apologize to him scared as hell.

My heart went back to normally beating and my body stops shivering. As I watch the alpha laughs at me.

"Remember to not call me sir," he told me as he stops laughing.

"Sorry, Mr. Bates," I apologize to him.

"If you don't want anything or to do something, I won't force you to," the alpha told me as he walks past me, heading upstairs.

I watch him as he did, seeing that he truly had changed after all and that I was the one making things hard for myself. I now had to loosen up a bit and accept that he's a good alpha now.

"Follow me Nala," I heard the alpha said with his rough powerful voice.

I quickly move, following him until we were both within his office.

I stood still as I did and watched him go over to his desk, waiting for him to give me the task for today.

"Today there's not much within the office to do," the alpha said. As he gathers some paper on this desk and turns around bringing them to me.

"As soon as you have completed this small paperwork, we'll both leave to the training house," the alpha told me.

"Leave to the training house," I repeated shockingly as I took the paper from him.

Being his secretary, I thought I would be working within his office only. I didn't know that I will have to leave.

I was starting to get a bit comfortable with him and now I had to leave his home to somewhere else.

Was that where he plans on killing me that's why he was acting so nice to me? I again begin to worry. I had to anyways. I didn't know him to go off with who knows where with him. I was now becoming very scared.

"It's the place where my men are trained in helping me protect the pack from outsiders and too to become strong," the alpha told me.

"Men," this word foolishly slip from my mouth.

The alpha laughs.

I lower my head a shame. I thought I had said that within my mind, but I didn't.

"You foolish virgin," I heard the alpha describe me as he walks away from me and head over to pull out a draw from his table.

I wasn't bothered that he calls me foolish. I was amazed by the fact that he believes that I was a virgin and that I wasn't telling any lies.

I had no choice but to smile.

As the alpha turns back to me. Immediately I hide my smile and went over to the file cabinet to get started on his work.

"When you're finished with those, please let me know, I will be downstairs within the living room," the alpha said as he leaves the office, leaving me alone.

"Yes, Mr. Bates," I answer him. As I watch him until I no longer see him.

Soon, I begin his work. Organizing the files in order. It was much easier than the first time I was told to do so. I had less paper to organize, and I was finished in less than 15 minutes.

I stood within the office and lower my head, still worrying about going to the training house. I didn't want to go, still, I didn't want to upset him. But remembering what he had said downstairs of not forcing me to do anything that I didn't want to. I decided to be brave and head downstairs, telling him I didn't want to go with him.

I slowly went downstairs and thought hard if I was making the right choice. Soon I was within the living room and there I saw the alpha reading a book. I was amazed at what he was doing. his strange action seems to surprise me every time.

Before I could call him and tell him that I had completed the task. He turns around and saw me.

"Are you ready now?" he inquires me with a smile as he got up from the couch and places down the book on a small glass table.

I foolishly nodded, telling him yes.

I was so angry at myself, for I wanted to tell him no and now there was no point in giving the answer I truly wanted to give him.

"Follow me," the alpha told me as he walks past me.

I obeyed him.

He stops at the front door and opens the door, allowing me to go out first.

I exit the house and pause waiting for him to close the door and lead the way. Nervously, I walk next to him, clueless of where the training house was or how far we were heading.

On our way, the alpha said nothing. He walks quietly nor did he turn to look at me. I too did the same afraid of saying anything. As much as I was dying to know how far we were heading.

"Watch your step," the alpha finally spoke to me as he took a quick look at me, my shoes only.

"We are going to walk down a steep hill," he said. As we made a turn.

I almost fall. My body suddenly froze the moment the alpha caught me within his arms.

"Are you alright?" he again asks me.

"Hmmm...," I answer him as I slowly move my eyes away from him shyly.

I quickly looked at him now ashamed of what had happened and there I saw him smiling. Immediately, I again remove my eyes off him and push my body away from him. Walking away.

He again leads the way.

Suddenly, I stop seeing that we had reached. It was the most beautiful place I've ever been to. The training house was sitting in the mid of a large green field, but there was a problem. It was down a steep hill as the alpha had said. It will be very difficult for me to go down within my heels. I had to take them off.

I had no problem doing so. The new environment where I was, was giving me a safe and warm feeling and too the people that I saw running and training outside the house. There weren't only men there.

Thank the moon goddess, for it will feel very awkward for me being the only girl there, I said within my mind.

I lower myself and begin to take off my shoes, can't wait to see the beautiful view even more.

"Hah," a sound escape my mouth as I felt the alpha hold my hand against my shoes and pull me up.

"You don't need to," he told me.

"But I can't go down with these heels on," I told him.

The blue eyes alpha stares within my eyes and carefully he begins to walk towards me. I took a step backward, nervously, afraid of why he was doing this now.

I pause and glance behind me not wanting to fall. Suddenly my eyes widen, and I shriek being lifted into the air by the alpha.

I turn towards him right away, staring into his eyes, shockingly. He stares back at me and slowly removes his eyes away from me.

"I'm not going to bite you, little virgin," he said to me within his warm arms while he begins to carry me down the hill.