Chapter 32: Is this the end for me?

"Thank you," I thank the alpha nervously, as I slowly and carefully pass him, lowering my head.

Soon, I begin to take my first step, heading downstairs.

Even though the alpha was allowing me to go home. I still thought he was up to something. But be informed that I could leave. It was the greatest thing that had happened to me throughout the day, and I couldn't wait to go home and to see my mamma. I know she must be very worried about me, and I didn't want that. She had the injury she needed to think only about and that was for it to heal properly, so her face could be as beautiful as it once was. I didn't want to add more worries to her.

"I'm coming as well," the alpha stops me instantly at the third step.

Hearing what he had said, I stood still and held onto the staircase handle, with one of my hands, as if I was frozen.

My heart starts to beat rapidly within my chest as I heard him close the door and begin to approach me. As his heavy footsteps come close towards me. My heart beats even faster and my breathing became heavy. I felt like I was going to pass out. Swiftly, I held onto the staircase handle with both hands, not wanting to. While I worried like hell about why he wanted to follow me.

I know my way; there was no need for him to accompany me. I didn't want him to. I don't trust him.

What if that's the final step of his plan of why he's acting so nice to me; accompanying me home? The horrible thought torments me, making me even more worried.

"It's okay sir, I can go home on my own," I found myself turning around quickly to tell the alpha.

My eyes widen and I push myself backwards onto the staircase handle that my ass hit against it hard; seeing how close I was with the alpha. Taking a small step towards him would allow our lips to touch.

Not being able to handle what had almost happened. Immediately, I apologize to him and lower my head, very sorry; loathing that I didn't take my time to spin around to face him.

"I will follow you," the alpha told me, which sounded demanding. As he gets closer towards me.

I could feel the hot hair rushing from his nose. I wanted to step down away from him, but I was afraid to.

I had no choice but to accept his offer and plead to the moon goddess that it was what he was going to do only; follow me home.

I stare at him sadly.

The alpha stood within the same position, our lips almost touch, not moving at all. It didn't bother him at all, nor did he try to back away from me, knowing he had his Luna.

"Are you going to stand all night and stare at me?" the alpha rudely inquires me and walk away from me; heading towards the front door of the house.

I continue to stare at him from behind.

As he opens the door. I hurriedly move to gain on him before he closes the door.

Soon we were outside. It was much darker than before he took me from the cell; that I started to feel a lot better about him deciding to follow me. But, still, I didn't trust him. Even though he didn't hurt me as he said he won't. But who says he isn't waiting on the right time to do so and that might be on my way home.

I walk behind the alpha as he went ahead of me; trying very hard to avoid, getting too close to him. If something should ever happen. I wanted to have a little distance from him, so I could try to escape.

As we walk towards my home, the entire time. I stare at him, preparing for him to swiftly turn around and probably choke the hell out of me. Suddenly, I stop, seeing the alpha stops in front of me.

Oh, no, what is he going to do? is he going to kill me once and for all, I worried like crazy while my heart beats quickly within my chest.

I slowly took one step backward and another preparing to turn around and run, with my eyes fixed on him.

The alpha remains still with his back turns towards me as if he was frozen.

Oh no, is the same thing that happens within the room once again taking over his mind? I thought very worriedly.

I can't stay here and see that he's about to lose his mind again, I thought as I slowly begin to turn around. I can't take his insane behavior anymore. I had to get away from him.

As I turn around; preparing to run into a bush to hide from him. He stops me.

My eyes widen frighteningly, that I felt like they were going to pop out through my head, and my entire body trembles that I could not stay steady. My feet were shaking so much that I barely could standstill.

"Where are you going?" I heard him said with a stern voice.

"I don't know," I answer him, as I turn around. Now looking at him eye to eye.

I was so surprised that he was now staring at me.

"You don't know?" the alpha looks at me puzzled as if I was mad and he was damn well the one who was.

His brain needed fixing.

But how can I tell him what I was up to, I'd probably ended up with a broken foot this time, trying to run away from him.

"Are you mad?" the cruel beats had the damn nerves to question me.

I was the one who had the right mind and not him. He is so damn crazy, even crazy is afraid of him. He passed being crazy. There were no words to describe how damn insane and mad he was.

Sadly, there was nothing I could do. I lower my head and nodded, telling him I wasn't. While the inside of me turns, wanting to shout at the fucking mad wolf that he was the one who was.

"It seems like you are," he answers me.

I raise my head staring at him surprisingly at what he had said. While I curse inside of how he could describe me in such a way. I wasn't the one hurting anyone for nothing at all or forcing anyone to work with them. He was. He was the one who was.

Melancholy, I lower my head, accepting the shit that came from his mouth. After all, he was the alpha, and sadly, there was nothing I could do, which is very unfair.

"Come," the alpha orders me.

I slowly, raise my head and steadily took small steps toward him; wanting him to turn around and once lead the way. But he didn't. He stood still within the dark, waiting on me to get close to him. My heart raise within my chest, seeing we were now shoulder to shoulder. Soon I was in front of him. I glance sideways and saw him begin to follow me from behind.

He's going to kill me now, I worried. I worried even more as the thought earlier of him choking me return within my head. Not wanting it to happen, I begin to walk quickly. I didn't want him to be so close to me, so he could do what he had planned on doing to me.

I exhale heavily, glancing behind that he was further away from me. But still, I was worried. He is an alpha. If he does try to chase me now. I would never outrun him.

"Wait on me!" the alpha orders me.

The words that came from his mouth were so powerful that instantly my body froze.

Tears fills my eyes as I saw him sideways, walking quickly to gain on me.

"Please don't, please don't hurt me," I begin to cry softly.

"You may continue," the alpha told me as I felt one of his hands touch my waist from behind.

My body jumps frighteningly as he did and I quickly, begin to move away from him. The fastest I could.

Instantly I again froze, and my mouth open in surprise. The alpha held me by the right cheek of my ass, bringing me back to him. My body hit against the right side of his body as he did.

"Take your time," he told me from behind.

My eyes widen as he squeezes my ass hard as he let me go. I close my eyes as he did and try to walk as slow as possible, while my ass feels a bit numb.

I hope I get home before he tries anything funny again, I worried.

Gladly, I saw Dr. Charles's home and was happy to have finally reached. I've been so focused on whatever the cruel beast had planned for me, I wasn't paying attention to what was happening to me.

I smile and tears of gladness forms within my eyes, knowing I was safe now. I was safe from the alpha now. I no longer had to worry non-stop about him hurting me; for I will be with my mamma and Dr. Charles. I will be saved with them.

As I walk towards the door, I glance behind me. Immediately, I stop. The alpha was nowhere to be found.

"Where did he go so fast?" I thought as I spin around, staring all over the place to see if he truly was gone or was standing within a spot where the moonlight could not reach him. I check to see if it was, but there was no sight of him. Seeing that he was truly gone. I run towards the door and begin to knock.

"Dr. Charles, Dr. Charles," I call happily. "I'm home, please let me in."

I continue to knock on the door and call, but it seems no matter how hard I knock against the door or how loud I call him. He didn't hear me.

I stop banging against the door and stood still, staring at the door, sadly.

"Why aren't you hearing me?" I said softly. "You couldn't possibly be asleep, knowing I was in jail and injured," I said sadly as I lower my head.

Not wanting to believe the second thought was so, I again begin to call and bang against the door even harder.

A smile appears across my face the moment I heard the door begin to open.

As the door opens, I jump towards the doctor and hug him.

"Nala," he said frighteningly.

"He let me go, the alpha let me go, doctor," I told him. As I remove my hand from his shirtless, sweaty body. As if he was doing some heavy work inside, while I stared in his eyes happier than ever that I was home.

"Mamma," I call. As I begin to run upstairs.

"Nala, no," Dr. Charles stops me before I could run upstairs.

"I'm going to my room to see my mom," I told him as I turn around, very anxious to see my mamma.

For the entire day, I didn't see my mom and miss her badly.

"Your mom is resting you're going to sleep within another room tonight until tomorrow you can see her," the doctor told me as he approaches me and begin to walk upstairs, passing me.

"Is my mamma, alright?" I inquire him worried, stopping him.

"She's fine, it's just better if you see her tomorrow," the doctor answers me with his back turn; in front of me.

"I just want her to know that I'm fine," I told the doctor. As he begins to climb the stairs again.

"Didn't you tell her that I was within jail and what the alpha did to me?" I inquire the doctor.

"Yes," he answers while he turns around facing me.

"She must be worried then," I told the doctor. "I need to let her know that I'm home," I again told the doctor as I run past him.

"Nala," the doctor call, wanting me to stop. "I'll let her know that you're save and is home."

I didn't answer him, nor did I care about what he said. I didn't want him to tell my mamma that I was safe. I wanted to do so on my own.

As I got upstairs, I run towards the room and push open the door.

"Nala, No!......" the doctor shouted.

I push the door opens and immediately, I froze at what I saw.