Chapter 28: The alpha's sudden behaviour

Won't he leave?

Will he be here with me for the entire time? I worry while I continue to lower my head. As he remains to stares at me through the iron bars of the cell as if he was planted outside.

Hasn't he had enough, seeing me suffer? What else does he want from me? I worry even more.

My body not only begins to shiver because of his presence but hunger. I haven't eaten all day, nor have I drink a cup of water. I am starving, thirsty and my body has become very weak.

I sob quietly, whimpering like a lost pup.

My legs as become very numb, curl up for too long. Slowly, I straighten them, grimacing my face in pain. I gently then lower my entire body to the floor onto my side and turn my back to the cold-hearted alpha. Who seems as if he plans on watching me within the cell? It was like he enjoys seeing me suffer and I did not know why. I have never done anything to harm him and still, he'll do anything within his power to see me suffer.

"Don't ever turn your back to me," the evil alpha growls at me.

I cry hard that even when I was within the cell. It seems that he was interested more than ever to torment me.

"Hah!" I groan in pain, turning my back to the wall to face the terrible beast while my eyes met his cold eyes.

My eyes suddenly widen seeing a smirk on his face. It was like he wanted me to face him so he could torment me even more of how he was enjoying what he was doing to me.

I close my eyes tightly, not wanting to see the disgusting smirk against his face, and press my teeth hard within my bottom lip angrily that it hurts so badly. Still, it was not as hurtful of how the alpha was treating me when I was an innocent, she-wolf. Who has never done anything within my life to hurt anyone.

Quickly, I open my eyes, by my thought. It was a lie. I was not innocent at all.

I had hurt my mom during the full moon. I hurt her, ruining her beautiful face after she had done so much for me.

"I deserve this," I begin to cry, while I roll onto my back. Thinking of the terrible pain my mom went through and the amount of blood she loss; all because of me. Her first child she had worked so hard to protect and yet still I am the one who ends up hurting her, because of my uncontrollable wolf.

I began to think that perhaps what I was going through was a punishment from the moon goddess, of being an ungrateful child and that I truly deserve what was happening to me.

I cover my face with both of my hands, crying like a baby.

Laying onto my back had started to hurt. I wanted to remain within the same position and take every pain that I was feeling behind my burst head, but it was unbearable. I had no choice but to turn back on to my right side to face the alpha. I didn't want to disobey him anymore.

I was surprised and a little relieved that he was gone.

Is it because of what I had said of deserving whatever what he was doing to me, he left? I thought. Does the heartless alpha loathe that I was accepting all the times he had tormented and punished me that he could not stand to be around me? I thought even more.

I sat up immediately and rest my back onto the rough cell wall, while pain torments my entire body; wondering non-stop if that was truly the reason why he had left.

Immediately, I push myself closer to the wall hearing a loud footstep coming towards the cell. My eyes widen seeing it was him, returning.

My heart begins to beat rapidly within my chest that it hurts and felt like it was going to explode.

Why does he return didn't he had anything better to do? I thought terrifyingly as hell. He is an alpha of a large pack. He must have something to do other than torment me throughout the day, making my life miserable as hell.

He stares at me with his bright blue eyes that show no emotion at all. His stare was so cold that my body felt like it was freezing.

What is he up to? what type of excruciating punishment does he plan for me next? I thought worried.

Immediately, I got up from the hard ground and my eyes widen even more, while my breathing became heavy, that I felt like I was going to pass out the moment the heartless alpha reach into his pocket.

What is he taking out of his pocket? I worry while I touch my neck, worrying if it was a knife. He was taking out to slash my throat. I held my throat so tightly, scare as hell, that I cough hard and immediately remove my hand from my neck, almost choking myself.

"No! no!" I begin to scream as I cry out loud as ever. Seeing that within his pocket he was not reaching for a knife nor any other sharp object to torment me, but a key. As much as it was not any of these objects. I knew that whenever we are close, he would always hit me and that was what he plans on surely doing to me. I felt it that every part of me aches, of every spot his strong hard hand had touched me, in punishing me.

"No, no!" I continue to scream while I begin to move around the cell as if I was a headless chicken.

"Don't hurt me anymore, I've had enough, please," I begin to beg the alpha, curled up against the wall.

The alpha stares at me and continues to enter the cell ignoring my plead and cry. As always, he did not care that I was suffering. My suffering did not dare to touch his heart to have a little care within him to feel sorry for me.

I lower myself and curl up hiding my face against my knees. Preparing and scared as hell of what terrible and unbearable suffering. He was going to put me through now.

My entire body trembles and my heart felt like it was going to stop, while I hear his heavy footstep coming closer to me. I curled up even more on the ground that my forehead hurts from my hard knees. Terrify of seeing him.

"Hah!" I shriek and my body jump, feeling his muscular arms around my back and underneath my legs.

I look at him frighteningly, ready to scream, and again try to plead to him, not to hurt me anymore.

"Stay still," he warns me.

I obeyed him, trying not to be hit by him again.

Suddenly, the strangest and unusual thing happen. Something I never expected from a cold heart bitch like him.

He took me up from the ground and held me within his arms.

"Don't hurt me please," I plead to him. Worrying that he was going to through me back onto the ground.

"I won't hurt you anymore," the heartless alpha answers me. With a beautiful soft tone within his voice. As if he now cares and felt sorry for what he was doing to me.

I was so shocked by what he had said and the compassion within his voice that I froze, staring at him. His voice now made him seem as if he was completely a new person before me, which I did not want to believe.

Is he playing a trick with me until he is ready to treat me as nothing? I thought as I stare into his eyes surprisingly.

I wanted to get out of his arms right away but I was afraid I might get him angry again and so I remain still within his arms. Frighten as hell by his sudden strange action.

The alpha slowly turns towards the cell of the door and carries me away carefully within his arms like a baby, to who knows where. He was laughing and dying inside to take me.

"Please just let me go," I again begin to beg him.

"I won't hurt you anymore, Nala," the alpha answers me again gently. Once again making me surprise and too that he calls me by my name instead of referring to me as a bitch and a whore.

"I'm sorry of how stupid I've been treating you when you did nothing to me."

My eyes widen frighteningly hearing the alpha apologize to a low wolf like me that made me started to think that he was truly sorry for all the misery he had put me through. But still, I fought hard not wanting to. I did not trust him nor any words that came from his lying mouth.

Being next to him made me felt like I was within some deeper shit.