Chapter 11: Why is this happening

**Warning: This chapter consists of mature content. Please read at your own risk!!!!!!

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**Alpha Anton P.O.V

"Babe, Babe," I heard my Luna calling me as I lower my head and sat on the edge of our large king-size bed, waiting on her to get ready. She planned on taking me out tonight, to forget the horrible battle last night, which was a lie I told her, instead of telling her I was locked within a cell, unable

e to control my wolf because of my first Luna. I did not want to upset her and thought lying to her would be a better choice.

"So, how do I look?" she inquired me as she twirls around and stood still in a short red silky dress.

"You look beautiful as always," I told her as I quickly raised my head to look at her.

She smiled and ran over to me playfully jumping within my lap. She sat front ways within my lap and wrapped her legs around me.

"See, I'm allowing you to forget that awful night already," my Luna said as she lowers her head close to mine, allowing me to scent her sweet breath.

I smiled wanting her to believe she was doing so. After what had happened last night and sharing such a great bond with another, she-wolf. A bond I have never felt nor share with Talia. I did not think I will ever forget it, even though she was dead. The plans that my Luna had for us will never allow me to take my mind off what had happened last night.

My Luna brought her face closer to me, sexily, allowing her lips to touch mine, and slowly kissed me. I kissed her back. Suddenly there was something strange that happened. It frightens me allowing me to move my lips away from her.

"Are you alright?" my Luna inquired me with great concern within her eyes that frightens me. I hated when my beautiful blonde hair mate was worried.

"If we continue to kiss like this, I'll end up wanting to fuck you and you'll have to cancel your plans for me today," I lied to her as I smiled and ran my hand across her soft sexy lips.

The truth was I was not in the mood to kiss her which scares me if it was a mood or the spiritual connection, I felt with my first mate that made me no longer felt attracted to my Luna. It was quite absurd to think of something like this knowing my first mate was dead. She was no longer among the living.

"What if I'm begging you to," my Luna said as she started to suck on my middle finger. She stares within my eyes as she slowly releases my finger from her mouth. At one point when she does things like these, I would take her within my arms and throw her on the bed tearing off her underwear ready to thrust into her, but I felt nothing, nor did I have an erection.

"Babe, I want to see what you have planned for me," I lied to her. Not in the mood to have sex.

My Luna licked my lips and shove me onto the bed on my back. She lowers herself onto me allowing me to feel the hot breath rushing from her nose and mouth. She was horny as fuck. She kissed me hard sucking on my lip as if I was her last meal. Slowly she moved her soft lips biting my bottom lip.

"Tell me the three words I want to hear," she said as she started to run her tongue across my face dying to feel my hood.

"I love you," I told her. Damn knowing that was not what she wanted to hear.

I did not want to have sex with her right now nor did I wanted to let her down. I have never turned down sex with my Luna which will somehow surprise her and started to allow her to think I no longer was interested in her.

She held onto the collar of my black shirt and stared within my eyes.

"That's not what I want to hear from my mate," she said. "What I want you to tell me, is to suck your hood," she said as she held my collar tightly as if she wanted to choke me.

She pushed her body down onto the floor of our bedroom, bending onto her knees. She unbuttons and zips down my pant quickly, leaving me in my black boxer. She places her mouth on the front of my boxers and softly sucks on my dick as she gently moved her hand upwards my legs ready to pull down my boxers. I sat up immediately hoping I could have an erection in satisfying her needs. I squeezed my hands into a fist tightly and closed my eyes trying hard to get myself in the mood. I opened my eyes and breathed out heavily seeing my large penis stood still and firm. I had an erection. I was now in the mood to sex her but for how long I strangely started to worry. I have never had any concerns about the time I would sex my mate. We were mates and werewolves. We loved to fuck like the air we breathe. I ignored the bad thought and widened my legs wanting her to suck on me now. Eager for her mouth to be all over my cock. I grabbed a large strand of her hair and dragged her closer to me. She smirks enjoying the way I was treating her. I then grabbed her by her throat, sticking my dick within her mouth. She choked and pushed her mouth away from me coughing.

"You were begging to suck my dick and your mouth can't even handle my size," I told her as I let go of her while I watched her hold her neck continuing to cough.

I watched her happy that I was in the mood and was ready for some rough sex.

She smirks as she turned her head towards me still bending down onto her knees.

"I love it when you talk to me like that," she said as she laughed and started to play with her breast.

"Open your fucking mouth," I ordered her.

She obeyed me. I walked towards her and slowly push my cock into her mouth while I hold her hair. She moved enjoying the size and taste of my dick. She started to suck on me back and forth that made me harden even more. I helped her enjoying it, pulling her by her hair and lower my waste moving my cock into her mouth as if I were pounding her pussy.

"Ha.....," I moan out loud as I raised my head to the ceiling.

I could not bear the sexual arousing feeling as it got even stronger. My cock did not want her to suck him anymore. It wanted to taste her pussy now. I pulled her off my cock by her neck and threw her onto the bed. She fell onto her back and she widens her legs. Damn knowing where I wanted to be now. I bend on my knees before her fat pussy ready for insertion. I widen her hole and place my dick inside of her. The minute the tip of my cock got in. My shaft. I held her by her waist and push my entire cock inside of her not taking my time. she bends herself on the bed while she cried out.

"Babe," she called out my name, in pain.

I bring my body close to her and started to bite her on her neck. On the mark, I gave her helping her to endure the pain. She wrapped her legs around my waist and bring her body close to me allowing me to feel the hardness of her nipples piercing into my hard chest. It decreases my sexual desire. I was so fucking horny. I slowly started to thrust inside of her pussy. Every moan she made. Made me even harder. I started to pound harder allowing the bed to hit against the wall and the tile as if I wanted to break through it. She cried out. I fucked her until my erect penis softens inside of her tight pussy. I pulled outside of her soft and wet by not only my discharge but hers.

"Ha!" I exhale tiredly as I laid onto my back next to my mate.

She turned onto her side facing me.

"That was the best sex we've ever had," she said as my cum runs from her mouth.

I gave her a fake smile hating that the entire time we were having sex I was not thinking about her. I was thinking of my first mate being alive and visualizing how sexy she would have been. In the end, it sickens me of thinking so, but I was glad I did not disappoint my Luna. She had always been so good to me and I did not want to hurt her. If I had to do wrong in pleasing her or making her happy. I was proud to do so, but it was sad that the entire time we were having sex I never once thought of her. I had to forget the spiritual bond I shared with my first mate. I thought sadly. I wanted everything to be back to normal with my beautiful Luna.

"Did the hot sex allow you to take your mind off the terrible night?" my mate again inquired me.

"Yes," I lied to her as I smiled. I hated that I kept on lying to her and that it was happening too often.

"Then I guess we can stay here and cuddle for the entire day instead of going out," my Luna said as she moved close to me and hugged me.

I returned her hug and smiled knowing I did wrong that could hurt her if she ever finds out. I held her tightly within my arms not wanting our perfect relationship to be destroyed over someone who I have never met nor longer exist.