Chapter 84: Chapter Eighty Five : The Only Way

Ophelia’s Pov

I’m literally sweating and anxious. I am nervous about what Alana is going to say . She is the moon goddess priestess. What if she isn’t able to help me ? This is the only way . I hope it won’t mess up the whole situation .

What if I can’t find out my past ? Xavron helded my hands and gave me a gentle squeeze . He knows that I am nervous. He is giving assurance that everything is going to be okay . I honestly feel a lot better. He knows what to do to make me okay . He knows how to make me feel better.

“The only way she will be able find out about the past is by passing the Trinity Test “

I’m a little confused about what she is saying.

“What the hell ? She isn’t going to do the Trinity Test “ Xavron said . He looks angry . Okay he is really angry. What the hell is the trinity test ? Why is Xavron riled up about the whole test? If it is just a test I will do it. It should not be a problem. It has to be just a test right?

“Alpha is the only way . She has to do the trinity test . This is the only way she can find out about her past “

“But mum is there no other way ? I mean there has to be another way . Why can’t we use other methods like memory line , or loop cast , you know we can just use anything but not the trinity test . She must not have to pass through the trinity test. There has to be another way “

Faiver said . Okay what are they hiding ? Why won’t they tell me what the trinity test is all about? What are they hiding from me ? They are all talking as if I’m not in this room . They are all excluding me in their conversations.

“What is the trinity test ? And why don’t you want me to perform the trinity test?” I finally decided to include myself in the conversation.

“You are not going to perform the test Ophelia. I won’t be allowed to perform the test “ Xavron said firmly . I’m starting to get irritated. Why won’t they tell me anything about the test ? And why is Xavron insisting that I’m not going to take the test ?

“Can someone tell me what the trinity test is? You are all talking as if I’m not even here . What is so special about the trinity test ? And why is Xavron insisting that I’m not going to take the test ? Someone should just tell me about the trinity test . And if that is the only way for me to find out about the truth and about my past then why won’t I take the test ? “ I am nearly shouting .

They are all treating me like a child . They are all talking about the test without including me . When I’m the one that is supposed to know what the test is about. This is about me finding out my past . This will help me find out who I am . This is the way to find out about my parents, my past life and who I am “

Xavron pulled me into a hug . A very comforting hug . It is exactly what I need right now . This hug was able to make me relax . I’m slowly calming down .

“I’m sorry, wife . You should know about the trinity test. You deserve to know. I hope you will be able to handle this well . Alana tell her everything about the test . Everything she deserves to know about the test “ Xavron said. I’m sitting down close to him on the sofa while he is holding my hands .

“Yes alpha . The first thing to know about the trinity test is you will die . The chances of survival is zero point one . Majority of those who participated in the trinity test died . Most of them could not even pass the first stage of the test . “

“Great mum what a wonderful way to enlighten someone. Really? You have to start telling her about the survival rate . What are you doing? You are not supposed to start with the chances of survival mum . This is so not right . You are really doing a good job mum ? Faiver said everyone would notice the sarcasm dripping from her voice at the last sentence.

Honestly this isn’t the right way to say it . She has already inflicted fear into my heart . The thought of me dying is enough to break my heart . What about Xavron? How will he feel ? How will he handle the situation ? No one will want to accept the death of his newly wedded wife .

I now get the reason why Xavron is insisting that I won’t do the test . I don’t think anyone will allow his wife to take a stupid test that is about to cost her life . Is the test even worth it ? Is it worth risking my life ? These were the thoughts that instantly filled my head . None of them are pleasant . This is so messed up .

“Faiver is right Alana . You don’t start to enlighten someone why telling the person the chances of survival especially if it is not a good one . You will inflict fear into the person's heart . This will make the person question his earlier decision concerning the matter, “Xavron said while interrupting my thoughts. He is right . I’m starting to question my decision about taking the test . At first I was a hundred percent sure I would take the test . I was so confident. Now my confidence is dropping at the first rate .

“My apologies Alpha . I am wrong . I should not have started by mentioning the survival and death rate . I won’t repeat it again. Please accept my apologies “Alana apologized.

“This is not about you apologizing. This is about you inflicting fear into my wife’s heart. How can you be so inconsiderate? Don’t you have a conscience? Do you want to give my wife a heart attack? I don’t like the way you acted towards my wife and for that ….”

“Apology accepted Alana . It’s fine you don’t have to worry “I interrupted Xavron. The poor woman is already shaking. I don’t want Xavron to punish her because of me .

“I will let you go because of my wife . Next time, be cautious about what you say in front of my wife . Is that understood?”

“Yes alpha . I’m sorry “

“You should apologize to my wife, not me, “ he said.

“I’m sorry Luna “ she said cautiously, calling me Luna so as not to make Xavron more angry .

“It’s fine . Tell me about the trinity test “

“The trinity test is …”