Chapter 8: Desire ll

Swana Pov.

*No, what is Ethan doing?!*

He licked my pussy, it was the craziest thing I've ever seen in my life. Isn't it dirty in there but Ethan did it happily and even excitedly.

Making my moan even louder. And also made me shameless.

"Ugh, Ethan... it feels weird! Stop..."

But Ethan didn't stop. Instead, he seems to enjoy it. To be honest, I liked it too. The ticklishness of her tongue's mischief made me feel fly.

"Let me do my job, my lady. I will give you great pleasure," Ethan said. He said it even though his face was pressed between my thighs.

I bit my lip to keep from making a sound but failed. My voice still came out and sounded pervert. Everything Ethan did to my body left my brain blank. I knew I had to stop all of this immediately. Otherwise, my warped mind would be completely unable to return. And I'd be lost in the waves of passion Ethan was creating.

"No! Stop Ethan, please," I begged desperately. I really need to stop it.

Ethan seemed to realize that I was scared even though i also horny. He stopped and looked at me. I don't know what he was thinking because the man slowly pulled himself away from me.

"Yes, my lady."

There was a faint smile on his face that still seemed to be misty with lust. It was amazing to find him obeying my orders without protest, although i'm sure that he's very horny.

My breath still ragged, and I tried to sit up from my supine position on the floor. This position is very embarrassing. There is no part of my body was covered from Ethan's view.

"You can rest. Don't think that you made a mistake or that your skills are poor. Just so you know, you're so amazing. The only one who isn't ready is me," I said with a guilty tone. 

Of course I feel guilty. I started all of this. And I was also the one who stopped it without caring about Ethan's condition. Although I knew that he was very ready for something hotter.

Ethan's reddish eyes stared at me for a moment. Then he nodded, his demeanor reminding me of a sad puppy.

"Then I will take my leave, my lady."

Ethan stepped out of the bathroom. I didn't know what he was thinking. Maybe he was angry or disappointed because of my actions. There wasn't any expression on Ethan's face as he left. It made me feel even more guilty.

I unconsciously exhaled loudly when Ethan left then started to check myself and found that I was very messy. There were red marks around my chest. But what stood out the most was my swollen lips.

"You really are an good kisser," I murmured. My hand grazed my lips and recalled the kiss Ethan had given me. A smile forms as I remember our kiss. 

Oh if I could, I would like to kiss that man endlessly. 

There was a knock on the door. I knew it was Nancy knocking. She must have wanted to see how I was doing after playing with Ethan.

"My lady, may I come in?" Nancy asked.

There was no reason to deny her entry into my room.

"Come in. I'm in the bathroom," I little shout.

As I expected, Nancy walked into the bathroom. And her eyes twitched as if examining my body. Her face showed worry.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"I'm just reminding you that we need to get back to the mansion. Mr. Earl will get suspicious if we don't return soon. "

I almost forgot about it because my mind was filled with Ethan.

"You're right. I have to get back to the mansion before father finds me."

Dad usually knows that I go on vacation to the beach house when I'm free. But not for more than two days. I didn't want to make him suspicious if I behaved unusually.

"Help me take a clothes, then tell Ethan that I'll leave and come tomorrow."

" Yes My lady."

After I finished preparing to go home, I asked Nancy to bring the food supplies in the kitchen. I also told Nancy to call workers to clean the house and cook for Ethan. Ethan shouldn't feel uncomfortable in this house.

"I have to make sure Ethan doesn't lack anything when I return to the mansion. So prepare everything he needs, aunt nancy," I said.

"Don't worry, I've got everything covered. Now it's time for you to say goodbye to the slave... I mean to Ethan," Nancy replied.

This is the written part. Keeping Ethan here without a collar controlling him seemed like a bad idea. So I'm just depending on luck. And hope that he's still here even without me.

One I passed the stairs, Ethan was at the bottom. He seemed to be waiting for me. I guess he had been told by Nancy that I was going to the mansion without him.

"Ethan, I'm going back to my house. You stay here. I'll definitely be back here tomorrow," I said. Well of course I have to go back for training.

"Why you not bring me to your house, my lady?" asked Ethan.

Look at that pitiable face. I hated being weak to a handsome man. This made it hard for me to resist Ethan. It's a good thing that I can prioritize to make a decision.

"My family is a knightly noble family. We can't let outsiders in," I replied which would probably crush his dreams.

If I could, I would definitely take her. But there's nothing I can do.

"I understand my lady."

I was really relieved to see that Ethan didn't push me to take his.

Take care of yourself Ethan. If there is anything you need then don't hesitate to tell the workers, who will come regularly every morning and evening.

"Yes my Lady."

I got on the horse-drawn carriage to leave. Nancy followed me in. As I looked out the window, Ethan's sad-looking face broke my heart.

shattered.

Tbc.