Chapter 18: Threat

"Ethan, oh my. I can barely breathe from missing you."

Because of my obsession, I wanted to seduce Ethan without him knowing. He can't leave my side. He is mine. I was grateful that he came and didn't wait for me at the beach house.

"I will always come for you, my lady," he said.

Ethan had no idea that his words meant so much to me. Even though I knew he was saying it to please me.

I pulled my body out of his arms. And Ethan immediately took my hand, then kissed my fingers in a sexy way. His eyes looked at me until I felt embarrassed. A heated feeling immediately overcame me until I reached out to caress his very handsome face.

"Can we continue our lesson?" I asked.

After all, the reason he stayed by my side was for this. So I can't let him know that I actually told Killian to break off the engagement.

Ethan smiled faintly at me. A smile that I liked so much, I wanted to hide his face so that no one would see it but me.

"Of course, my lady. I am here only for you."

I took her hand and led her to the bed. She must know what I want.

'Killian would go crazy if he knew I was doing the same thing with him. The difference is that he did it with the intention of having fun, whereas I had Ethan with the original intention of satisfying Killian. Who would have thought that I could actually like Ethan so much.

Ethan started with a sweet kiss. Then the kiss turned deep. He sucked my lips as if thirsty. I enjoyed it even though my lips were starting to swell.

"I'm going crazy from your sweet scent Swana," Ethan whispered between our kisses.

"You're so sweet, and voluptuous," he continued.

Ethan was getting bold. He was no longer afraid to do whatever he wanted. He even didn't ask my permission to take off my dress.

Ethan acted like I was his. That made me happy. Somehow, despite his currently unclear status, I still liked him.

"Tell me you're mine, my lady," Ethan ordered. He showed a possessiveness I had never seen.

I should have resisted, but my soul was soaring with the pleasure he was giving me that I was losing my mind.

I followed everything he said.

"Y-yes. I am yours."

"Good girl. As a reward for being obedient I will give you a gift."

"Kyaaa!"

I screamed as Ethan inserted one finger in my pussy lips. His hand played there making me even wetter. He even opened my legs wide to pamper my pussy area.

'God, this is so good. "

I even thought how it would feel if Ethan's d*ck entered my pussy.

I was tempted by that thought. But I know that it's not allowed. My future would be ruined if I wasn't a virgin on the wedding night.

"Ethan, how can I satisfy you without entering me?" I asked.

I felt it was unfair if only I felt satisfaction. I wanted to make Ethan satisfied too.

"Are you sure you're going to do it?" asked Ethan. His eyes looked excited. He seemed to be waiting for me to ask that question.

"Of course, tell me what to do?" I said. In order to keep Ethan by my side, I was willing to do anything. As long as I was still a virgin after doing Ethan's request.

"Put my cock in your mouth. Then circle your tongue while sucking it. Be careful with your teeth."

I was gaping at Ethan's explanation. But there was a great curiosity in me. Even though it seemed vulgar, but since Ethan asked, I would do it.

I brought my face closer to his dick. Then did what Ethan instructed earlier. What an incredible size. My mouth felt like it was full of his dick.

Ethan's moans needed convincing that what I was doing was right. I continued and Ethan, who seemed to be enjoying himself, unconsciously grabbed my hair. He moved my head up and down.

"Yes, it's like that."

"Now let go because I'm going out, Swana," Ethan said.

Of course I complied. It wasn't long before Ethan's juices spurted onto my belly. He looked relieved and satisfied.

"I think I did the right thing," I said. Somehow I also felt happy to see Ethan satisfied.

"Yes, you are a good student."

"Then let's take a shower," I said.

I had to clean all this up so Nancy wouldn't nag me. I also didn't want the maid who washed my sheets to suspect that I had a man in the room.

Ethan disappeared from behind the window after washing himself. I pin up to go to bed. It looks like I'll be sleeping well tonight.

Yes, I need to sleep because tomorrow there will definitely be problems arising from the rumors Nancy spread. I also need to be prepared for Killian's countermeasures. He'll do anything to prevent me from breaking off our engagement.

***

This morning I felt very refreshed. And as I expected, my father called after breakfast. I took a deep breath to face my father who must have been influenced by Killian.

"Dad," I greeted as I entered his office.

My father looked at me coldly. He's always like this and I get tired of his attitude sometimes.

"What's the reason you want to break off the engagement? Don't you know that it will tarnish our family name?!" He shouted.

I looked at my father calmly.

"On the contrary father, if I go ahead with the engagement then our family name will be ruined."

My father didn't seem to understand. I explained the reason why I said so.

"He has mistresses, not just one but two. All the nobles have heard about this. I think Father is the only one who hasn't."

"Did you just believe it because of the rumors?" my father seemed to want to blame me.

"I witnessed it myself, father. Yesterday when I visited his residence after hearing he was injured," I replied.

This time Father was silent. He seemed at a loss for words. It was indeed a shame to let his daughter continue to struggle with a man who cheated on her. But he could not let his plans with Killian be ruined because Swana broke off the engagement.

"Swana, Father will suffer a great loss if you break up with Killian. So please forgive Killian. I guarantee he won't do it again."

 Dad's voice was soft as he asked me to forgive Killian.

"You want me to ignore the dignity of a princess?" I said irritably. "You think what His Majesty will think of you for forcing me to forgive Killian?"

My father's face turned red. I could tell he was angry. He seemed to forget that all of this belonged to my mother. If I wanted to then I could easily take Estelle's title and wealth since I had already performed the coming-of-age ceremony.

"And I hope Father doesn't forget that I can easily ask his majesty for the title I entrusted to you," I said.

After saying that I walked out of my father's study. He was still in shock. And again I met the stupid stepbrother.

"Oh, you're here?" I said.

Ludwig looked terrified. I think he heard what I said to my father.

"I w-want to see Father," he said.

"Don't pretend you didn't hear, Ludwig. I know you heard what I said to Father. I hope you realize that all of Count Estelle's titles and wealth belong to my mother. Not your mother's, who is the Baron's daughter."

I really felt relieved for saying what I had kept in the back of my mind all this time. If only Killian hadn't made a mistake, I would have lost my title and part of my mother's estate. Fortunately, I caught Killian's affair. So I had nothing to fear.

After saying that, I left Ludwig who was frozen at the door of Father's study. And this time I met Natasha. In the past, she would provoke me with harsh words. Now she was like a frightened dog. I guess she heard the rumors that spread.

'Oh, today is the best day of my life. '

If I remember correctly, all my suffering started when Natasha came into this house. I started thinking about taking the title from my father and letting him and his wife retire to a villa in the countryside.

Tbc.