Chapter 7: To Be The Substitute

“Then can you make me yours? I want to be with you!”

“What?!” Nathan exclaimed in shock. He looked at Evans like he had gone crazy. His mind went haywire but he still couldn’t believe what he had heard.

Evans snorted then walked towards Nathan with his eyes fixed on his face. For once he wanted to be bold, even if it bit him back, but at least he had done his best, right? But no one knew how scared he was at the moment. His heart was beating so fast as he walked slowly toward Nathan.

He stood just an inch away from Nathan then raised his hand and traced down from Nathan’s face and down to his chest then up again to his lips. Nathan though confused couldn’t help but swallow hard when Evans moved from his lips to his Adams apple.

Seeing Nathan gulp when he touched Adam's apple, Evans became bolder and leaned down, and with his tongue out he raised his legs to reach Nathan’s height then his tongue licked the Adams's apple slowly and sexily.

Nathan's heart began beating so fast and he felt so hot. Evans's tongue was wet and warm making his blood boil, not in rage but from something else. He couldn’t think well, his mind was clouded, and when Evans sucked his bulging Adam's apple, he trembled and bite his inside cheeks to keep himself from groaning but Eva’s wasn’t done with him, he moved from his neck to his jaw and down to his chest, then he looked up at Nathan and muttered, “I can see you want me, so…Nathan, can I be yours?”

Nathan snapped back to his senses then looked at Evans and swallowed hard before narrowing his eyes. His eyes became dark as he clenched Evan's jaw and pushed him back towards the wall and glared at him making evan a bit terrified but he knew Nathan wouldn’t do anything to him so he calmed down.

“What are you doing? Do you know what you are asking for?” Nathan asked with gritted teeth.

“What do you think? You think you can have your way with me, and then tell me to forget about it the next day? What do you take me for?! What?!” Evans shouted in rage then breathed hard before taking a deep breath, “You think I am young? Then why fuck me?! You bastard!” He shouted again angrily then hit Nathan’s chest.

Nathan stood still and allowed him to vent his anger. He knew he was wrong so he just kept looking at the soft boy who was filled with rage and fear. He really wanted to hug him and tell him everything is fine but he couldn’t lie to him, nothing is fine at this moment, really nothing is.

Seeing Evans calm down a bit and lowering his head with trembling shoulders, he sighed frustratedly as he muttered, “How did I get my ass into this?!”

He rubbed his face then moved toward Evans, raised his head, and looked at him deeply, “Tell me, what do you want from me? You know I don’t love you, Evans. I can’t give you love and I am still with your brother and haven’t broken up. So what do you want, tell me!” He said, then chuckled playfully, “You don't want to be your brother's substitute right?” He asked then stiffened seeing Evans's eyes lit up brightly.

His eyes went dark and different emotions ran through his eyes. “You—?! No! Hell no, Evans! What the hell?!” He cussed angrily as he denied Evans then paced around angrily while dragging his hair frustratedly.

Meanwhile, Evans who seemed to have found a good idea didn’t care about Nathan’s thought and rejection and all he could think of is how good Nathan’s idea was. He knew he was being shameless and desperate but he couldn’t help it. Being a substitute for his brother could make him stay by this man’s side even if there was no love but he was ready.

He had the confidence that he would make him love him genuinely. He would make Nathan fall in love with him. After thinking it through, he clenched his fist and looked at Nathan who was still pacing around, “Yes! I would love to be your secret lover and a substitute if that is what you call it.” He said calmly and seriously.

Nathan couldn’t believe his ears, he looked at the determined boy in front of him and really wanted to bang his head open to see what was in there but he couldn’t do that.

He took a deep breath then held Evans shoulder and looked into his eyes, “Evans, you are being impulsive. This step will wreck you. I don’t love you, and you are very clear on that.” He said clearly with a serious look on his face.

Evans took a deep breath and also made sure his voice was clear, “I know that. And I am not a kid, Nathan. I am 20 years old and will be 21 by next month! I can decide on my own and guess what?”

Nathan had a bad feeling as he looked at the quirked brows of Evans, “What?” He answered.

Evans smiled brightly then said with a sharp look, “You are my first and the one who opened me to this. I feel like I enjoyed this and would want to explore more, so… if you don’t agree, then I can comfortably look for someone else.” He said and seeing how Nathan's eyes flashed with anger, he smiled brightly as if he had made the first bet, “I am handsome and at the same time cute. Many would want me if I beckoned.” He then crossed his arms and looked at Nathan provocatively.

“Evans!! You dare?!” Nathan shouted in rage as he glared at the boy as if he would eat him up if he really did whatever he said but Evans only rolled his eyes sassily and even snorted.

Nathan seeing there was nothing more to say sighed tiredly then walked to the bed to sit then he buried his face in his hands.

He didn’t know why he had reacted this way but the thought of Evans being fucked by other guys pisses him off. He had always been possessive and even if he didn’t love Evans, he just couldn’t stand it. The thought alone made him so angry.

But—

This was not good for Evans. Not good at all!

Nathan sighed again then raised his head to look at Evans who had also sat down with his head lowered as he played with his fingers. Then Nathan made a decision that set everything on.

He picked up his phone then called his assistant, “I want you to draft a contract. I will send everything that would be involved. I want it in my house in an hour at most!