Chapter 21: Sharing Of Thoughts

Evans stood up angrily then and pointed at Nathan, “Why?! We had the first sex and you seemed to enjoy it the most! Yes, I had allowed it, which is my fault!

“I had stolen my brother’s boyfriend. I Am a slut, a dumb and stupid person, a shameless person but must you remind me every time?! Nathan, must you remind me every fucking time?, I

Haven't done wrong to you once, I never did, why do you keep humiliating me?, I

Never knew you to be like this! The Nathan I know is nice, respectful, though cold but he had never spoken to me this way.

He swallowed hard then cleaned his tears away and clenched his fist, “If this is what that contract means then please kindly cancel it as I don't want to do it anymore.  I am tired.” He said then turned off the shower and began walking out of the bathroom, he had almost gone out when his way was blocked by Nathan's hand.

Nathan looked at Evans witn bloodshot eyes then muttered loud enough for Evans to hear him, “I don't know…I really don't know why I act that way. But I feel possessive of you, I hate to see you associated with panybody, I don't want to see you with anyone, only me! Just me alone. What does this mean? I really don't know, maybe you should know right?” He asked and Evans paused then clenched his fist.

He knows this feeling well, he knows what this feeling means but he can't believe it, it's just a month and everything has changed. Everything! How could Nathan fall in love with him? How could he forget Jesse that easily? Is it that easy?! But what if—

He felt a hug from the back and a kiss on his neck then he heard a hoarse voice, “Even you are confused right? Yes! I am as confused as you are. I don't know what to do, Evans,  I don't know!” Nathan said, then Evans turned around and looked at him, then he placed his palm on his chest and he felt the beating of his heart, loud and clear, while Nathan closed his eyes and allowed him to feel it. Then he muttered.,

“Can you feel it? Please tell me it's not true because I am confused!”

Evans suddenly covered his mouth and then cried, how long had he longed for this? How long had he wanted this man to return his love, how long had he wanted this man to say the word, “I love you” to him? But he had watched him say that to another man.

He had felt so jealous, he had felt enviness, he had thought of giving up but he just couldn't and today, even if this man didn't say the words to him, it shows that this man was falling for him slowly and was beginning to feel something.

He smiled gently then slowly looked at Nathan, “That's enough already. As long as you feel this way, it's enough. I am not a kid, Nathan, I also have flesh and blood, I get hurt too, And my heart feels pain too. Please treat me nicely and please…” He stopped then muttered under his breath, “Stop comparing—”

“Shiii! Don't say anymore, I understand, I understand you. I promise not to do this anymore!” Nathan said then leaned down to kiss his forehead gently.

Evans smiled at them , looked at his Wet clothes then he turned to look at Nathan gently, “Can you go out? I need to wash up!” He said.

Nathan nodded then walked out of the bathroom to give him space.  Evans watched as Nathan left then the smile on his face faded and it turned sad. He had still forgiven him again, and again. How stupid, just because he was experiencing an awakening feeling for you doesn't mean he will come to love you, it's just a moment thing. But still, he still wants to indulge in dreams, he wants to indulge himself.

He pulled off his clothes and looked up, he cleaned his rear area and remembered the car sex then he chuckled sadly.

“It turned out I could also act shamelessly..”

Meanwhile, Nathan went to the kitchen and boiled some water for Evans, he knew the tough sex they had would later affect him, so he had to prepare this if not, he wouldn't be able to go to school for the whole week.

When boiling the water, he took his phone and called a number, and immediately he picked up, Nathan gave an order, “I want you to investigate a man called, Micheal Gracia! I want all his dirty laundry out on the internet and I want his company down!”

The other side was silent for a second then let out a sigh, “Who had annoyed you?” He asked and Nathan narrowed his eyes coldly.

“He had touched someone he was supposed not to touch!” He replied back and the person laughed then asked “Your softy?!”

Nathan knew clearly he was talking about Jesse, “None of your business!” He replied back, not giving him a clear answer.

Nathan immediately put down the phone and poured the hot water on the table. Then he poured it into a bowl and then walked back to the room.

He knocked but no one answered him so he entered and immediately saw Evans sleeping on his bed.

He walked gently to the bed and sat down, then he put the bowl he was holding on the ground and looked at Evans pale face. He traced his face gently then lean skwn to give him a kiss. He had gone through a lots In just a day and he had been the cause of it all.

But one thing he was thankful for is that he had reacted early and he immediately rushed out to look for him then he kept calling his phone and that was when he heard his ring tone nearby, he traced the sound and saw it in the ground. He was so shocked and fear immediately gripped him, then he knew something must have happened and Immediately called the same man he had called just now, the man had investigated and he got the response in 10 minutes. He had been so pissed that he didn't waste any more time and rushed to the address given. And that was how he got there.

Now he imagined if he hadn't looked for Evans. What would have happened?! He just couldn't think of it, he couldn't. One thing he knows is that he would regret it for the rest of his life if anything had happened.

He knew he had to continue this way so he reached out, turned Evans around and pulled off his clothes. Then he began using a wet hot soaked towel to massage the butt hole.