Chapter 16: Megan's Fake Apology

They were startled awake by the sound of knocking and they both looked toward the door at the same time. Evans' eyes were wet with tears from the stimulation and he looked so seductive with his swollen lips, their breathings were haggard and they both stiffened until they heard the knocking again which caused panic in Evans as he immediately pushed Nathan away and jumped down from the table then immediately ran upstairs.

Nathan looked at his back with narrowed eyes and felt regret, he had really wanted it so much, he signed regretfully then walked to the door and opened it to reveal the cleaning lady. He couldn't help but be annoyed at her smiling face and he couldn't help but think this was his karma for disturbing Caleb nightlife yesterday.

He sighed then moved to the side allowing the lady to come in.

“Good morning, Master Nathan. You can do your thing while I begin cleaning.” She said and Nathan nodded coldly.

He looked up and they saw the embarrassed Evans coming down from the stairs. His clothes were well arranged now, but his lips were still swollen from being kissed.

He bit his lips and looked at the cleaning lady and greeted her with awkwardness then without looking at Nathan, he picked his bag and lunch box then ran out of the house and before Nathan could pick up his things and car key, he realized that Evans was gone.

Nathan drove to the office calmly like nothing had happened but only he knew he was surging inside. He didn't know what was wrong with him, he knew he sti loved Jesse as that was his first love and his moonlight, the man who had saved him and the one he had pampered, he missed his man so much but now he was confused with the way he was acting towards Evans.

“Is it because he is Jesse's brother and they have the same blood? Or is it lust? But I have never been one who gets attracted to people, and Jesse is the only one I had a relationship with. This is so confusing!” He thought to himself loudly.

As he drove the image of Evans's naked body just wouldn't leave his mind and the moans and groans….

“Fuck!” He slammed his leg on the break and hit the wheels angrily, then he looked down and saw his bulging dick,  and then he understood clearly, “This is lust.”

Lust was crazy. He knew he had betrayed Jesse, he knew it but Jesse was the cause of all this, if he hadn't left without a word, if he hadn't….

Nathan lowered his head and felt drained. What exactly is going on? Though at some point he had believed Evans, he had believed Jesse had truly eloped with his manager, and also when his assistant had told him his findings, he was still in doubt. He wanted to wait for him, he wanted to ask Jesse questions, and this was also why he had stopped the investigations.

He clearly knew if he had investigated more, he would find an answer, but he clearly didn't because he want to keep maintaining that trust, The one he knew Jesse had in him but he had broken.

He had cheated on Jesse with his brother, and he wanted it to remain that way. Maybe he was lying to himself, maybe he just wanted to keep the memories of Jesse as pure as a dove.

He looked up with bloodshot eyes, “Since I am already deep in this shit and I can't seem to run, then why don't I just enjoy this?” He then closed his eyes tightly and let out a relieved sigh as if he had let down what had been disturbing him for a long time then he started the car again.

On campus, Evans could be seen dressed in his white laboratory coat, his eyes shining brightly as he watched the teacher demonstrate things to them, then after the explanation, he told them to study it themselves while he left the class. Evans didn't waste time and took his pen and wrote down things he had learned and observed.

He really loved this course which was why he had readily fought with them all just to study what he wanted, he didn't care about the family legacy, Jesse can continue doing that but that's none of his business, they wouldn't appreciate it though.

After two hours of practicing abx working on the assignment, Evans walked out of class with his head bowed as he strolled through his phone.

“Evans! Evans…”

Evans jolted when he felt a tap on his shoulder and turned around to meet Megan’s smiling eyes. He was surprised at first then recovered his calmness. He looked at Megan with coldness then nodded politely, “Megan…” He called indifferently like she was some kind of stranger and this left a bitter taste in Megan’s mouth.

She felt so helpless and bit her lips nervously, “Are you still angry with me?” She asked in a low tone and if Evans wasn't near her, he wouldn't have heard what she said.

He frowned then shook his head calmly, “You thought too much. I am just too busy.” He said then raised an eyebrow indifferently.

“Is that all?” He asked, his voice still as calm as ever.

Megan looked at him with sadness, then she sniffed with her bowed and her shoulder trembled as it seemed she was crying.  She moved closer to Evans and reached out to hold the corner of his shirt, then looked at him with a teary face, “Evans, don't break our relationship. I will never do this again, I’m sorry…” She choked on her voice as she cried pitifully.

She hadn't expected this to go this far. And Evans was so close that they couldn't go a day without talking to each other. It's been three days but Evans has been avoiding him like a plague.

She knew she was wrong already so why can't he forgive her?! What's the matter with being jealous? She was jealous he loved that bastard, Nathan! So why can't he be a bigger person and forget it? She was only a girl and Evans is male, why is he being petty?

Megan batted her eyes and looked at him with her mouth pouted and her eyes red, she knew Evans wouldn't be able to resist it and she was right, he couldn't!

Evans sighed softly then held her hand, “Stop pretending! I know your plan and you know I can't resist your crying face. Megan, don't treat me like a fool. You called me a slut! Is that what you think of me? A dirty slut?” Evans asked which shocked Jesse so much.

“Evans—”

“Shiii…” Evans placed his finger on his lips, shutting her up. His eyes pierced through hers like a hawk and this time, Megan knew she had angered the real Evans as it was rare to see to scare him.

“You concluded things in your head and got angry at yourself, then called me names. This is me, this my choice and it's mine alone! If you feel I don't even deserve a real apology, then Megan, I really need to weigh our friendship!” Evans said and Megan looked at him in shock.

This time, real tears fell from her eyes as she knew Evans was really angry this time, really really angry!

Evans didn't look at her and only dropped a word, “Come back when you know what you did wrong!”