Chapter 155
Luna - Leave me alone Matteo, I'm taking a bath
Alice - it's not Matteo it's me daughter - go inside
Luna - did something happen mom?
Alice - That is what I want to know, why are you crying daughter? tell me what is going on with you and Matteo?
Luna - ah I don't know mom, I am so confused
Alice - Tell me daughter, tell me who knows, maybe this will help and I can help you
Luna - ah mom I don't know what is going on, there is not a single day that Matteo and I don't fight in the last weeks, I can't stand it anymore, it is exhausting you know.
Alice - Daughter, don't you love Matteo anymore?
Luna - Of course I do mom
Alice - And this other boy he said, do you have feelings for him?
Luna - Pipe? - swallows dryly - well he is nice, he is handsome, intelligent, caring and loving towards me, he listens to me and gives me attention
Alice - and Matteo does not do these things?
Luna - he does mom, you know he does, Matteo is perfect, but I don't know what Pipe is, he is all the time being sweet to me, I can't explain
Alice - Luna do you feel attracted to this boy?
Luna - Yes I mean no
Alice - Luna Maria yes or no
Luna - mom, he is so cute, if you see him you will even be attracted to him, but...
Alice - Have you been with him daughter?
Luna - NO - I answer too quickly being caught by my mother
Alice - Luna, are you sure you haven't?
Luna - it was just a kiss, I swear just a kiss, I had just had a fight with Matteo and I was upset and he came all cute to my side and we kissed, but then I left running from then on he does not stop filling me with gifts and sending messages, mom I swear it was just this kiss
Alice - and you want to kiss him again?
Luna - Mom you are not helping me with these questions
Alice - you who think daughter you have to be honest with yourself, you need to know what your heart feels, you need to know whether or not you still love Matteo or if you are liking this boy
Luna - of course I like Matteo
Alice - do you like him or do you love him? like and love are completely different things
Luna - I love mommy, just imagining my life without him makes me want to die and that is what will happen when he hears about the kiss
Alice - Daughter, if there is one thing I hope you have learned from my mistakes is that lying is not the best solution, if you don't tell him he can find out from someone else and that will not be good
Luna - I love Matteo more than anything, I'm just tired of fighting every day, we fight to the point where we don't have anything else to say, and no one gives a damn, and - I blush with embarrassment.
Alice - they end up having sex - laughs
Luna - mom - scolds
Alice - daughter you are not a child anymore, you have your own active life you can talk about sex with me, you know how I made you and your brothers right? - slapping my mind - Luna Maria when was the last time she came down to you?
Luna - I widen my eyes - WHAT? no you don't mean to imply that I? no mom impossible I protect myself I use the chip and it's not even date of repair yet
Alice - you know I was wearing the chip when I got pregnant with the twins, right?
Luna - but I am not you and I am not pregnant and my period came on the day - I stop to think - oh no, no, it can't be - I start to despair
Alice - What is it? - she asks, scared -
Luna - mom I think I am pregnant, no I can't be pregnant, not now that Matteo and I are just fighting, he told me yesterday that he wants children in ten years, mom, not in ten months.
Alice - laughs - you know that a pregnancy takes 9 months at most, don't you?
Luna - I can't mom, I am not ready for this, I have plans, many plans, many things to do and I am in a very bad phase with Matteo, now is not the time
Alice - daughter now there is no point in freaking out, we need to do a test, tomorrow you come with me to the hospital and we do some tests
Luna - I am scared do it with me?
Alice - I don't know why you are not pregnant daughter
Luna - I know, just promise you will do it mommy?
Alice - if it will make you calmer I will do it
Luna - Please don't tell anyone until we know for sure whether I am pregnant or not
Alice - Fine by me, now stop crying and finish this bath I am hungry
Luna - Mom, thank you for this conversation, I love you
Alice - I love you daughter
Luna - ah and you are not the bad mother that I know you insist on thinking you are, you are the best mother in the world
Alice - thank you it's very nice to hear this especially from you daughter, now I'm going to get out of here so you can finish your bath before I start crying, I need to see if my father and Matteo managed to bathe Arthur who is smarter than both of them.
My mother left the bathroom leaving me alone with my thoughts, how could I not have thought of this before? It is obvious that I must be pregnant, I was always so calm now I fight over anything and sex? our sex is getting wilder every day and not to mention that I cry over anything, it is obvious that I am pregnant what will become of me now?