Chapter 104: Help Me

Elinn Once again I was being forced onto that stupid metal table, I was really starting to hate this thing. This was the second time today and I was still exhausted from the first round. My brain was struggling to remember that this wasn't real and that my mind was playing tricks on me. I don't know what would happen if I went through another one of those things in one day. This time I wasn't going to let it happen as easily as it had been before. I wasn't the same weak little girl that I had once been and I wouldn't let them hurt and and just do nothing. As the two guards dragged me down and tried to force me onto the table I fought them with every breathe. Kicking and screaming, ripping at whatever flesh I could find trying to get out. To not be forced back onto this stupid table and be forced to see them all again. "Stop struggling Pet, the more you struggle the worse it's going to be. The more you keep this up the harder it's going to be for you when we finally get started and today's little presentation is a lot more….intense. So if I were you I would accept my fate and just let this happen and avoid the pain that it will cause you." Master's voice penetrated my thoughts and I couldn't help but shiver at his words. I was trying to not let him affect me the way he used to, but it was getting harder and harder every day. He knew me inside and out while I was barely confident in myself and he knew that. Using everything he knew about me to break down the defenses I had built during my short lived freedom. "I won't give in to you! I just want you to leave me alone! Why can't you just let me go, huh? What makes me so special that you can't just kill me and get this all over with?" I snarled at him as the two guards finally managed to get my legs locked to the table while my arms and upper body still flailed wildly as I tried to keep myself from another session of torture. "I need you, you will be what makes me powerful again. You are going to help me take back control of the other wolves starting with that pack your so-called 'mate' belongs to. With you by my side I can finally finish the plan, I can finally be happy." Master whispered as his minions finished locking my arms into place and he finally approached me. His fingers caressed my throat and I did my best not to flinch at his touch. I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of knowing that he scared me, he wasn't worth it. He was just a sick twisted man who was keeping me here against my will and trying to make my life a living hell. "I believe that since you've decided to be such a bad girl that your punishment will be increased. I was going to make this session only thirty minutes due to the doctors caution about using this machine more than once a day, but I think an hour will be sufficient. Maybe it will be enough time for you to finally remember who I am and what I am capable of because afterward we will once again be reviewing your lessons because you refuse to learn." His voice was so soft and gentle that coming out of anyone else's mouth it would have been funny. However, when he said it I knew, I knew that when I woke up tomorrow I would not be the same person I am right now. "NO, no, please! I'm sorry, I didn't mean it please, just, please don't do this. I can't do this PLEASE!" I pleaded with him and he just smirked down at me as he picked up the mask that would force me to face my demons once more. As he reached behind my head to lift it to slip the thing of my nightmares onto me and I couldn't take it anymore. I broke the one rule that I promised myself I wouldn't let happen while I was here. "PLEASE MASTER!" I cried out and let the tears drip down my face and his hands paused. I had told myself that I wouldn't call him Master ever again in any place beside my head. This was what he had been begging me for since I got here, for me to begin to give into him once again. "I see we won't be needing that lesson, after all, however, I am still intrigued to find out what two sessions of the MDM do to you." With that, the mask was pushed onto my head and I felt the diodes connect to my body. I heard the beep, that signaled my pain was about to begin and then the display flashes white and I had no idea who I was about to face. As I opened my eyes I was surprised to find that I was surrounded by trees and sunshine. I wanted to cry with joy I was free I had made it out and this whole thing had been a dream. I was awake now and could go back to the house, back to Carter and we would be okay. Then I heard cries of pain coming from my left and I turned to see what it was. All I could see was trees and foliage, no sign of what was causing the awful screaming. I took off in the direction of the screams hoping to arrive in time to help whoever it was and make everything okay. Then I heard another ear piercing scream and I recognized the voice. It was Corbin, Corbin was screaming and I had to save him! I pushed my feet harder against the ground trying to run as fast as I possibly could. I had to save him, he was like an extra brother to me and I loved him just as much as I loved Xander or Darius. By the time I reached the clearing where the screaming was coming from it abruptly cut off. As I stepped from the wall of trees around me I found that I was surrounded by blood, it was everywhere, coating all the trees, grass, and bushes. On the ground lay five dead bodies in pools of deep red blood. They couldn't really even be called bodies anymore they were so mutilated and torn apart it was hard to tell who they were. Unrecognizable bits of flesh were strewn around the area as if left to mark the occasion. Even though their flesh was torn to shreds I knew who each and every one of the corpses was and I wanted to vomit. Hannah and Millie, the two nurses who had been so kind to me while I was in the hospital lay there together. Holding each other's hands as if they could protect themselves from whatever was coming. They would always be there for each other no matter what, even when it came to their death. Luke lay a little ways away but I could see the stethoscope wrapped around his neck and I knew what that meant. He had died, he had died because of me because he had helped me feel better when I hadn't been given permission. If I had died in those woods then it would have been fine and he would have been safe. Then I saw Chad reaching out fingers inches from those of Corbins. They had been reaching for each other trying to get one last semblance of peace, but they hadn't even been allowed that. Forced to watch each other die and not be able to hold or comfort one another in their last few moments. The message in front of them was the worst part of all Here's your welcome home present. I really hope it's to your liking, I know how much you like to ruin other people's lives. Just know they died begging for you to help them