Chapter 75: Untitled Chapter

GIANNA

I guess, a part of me is holding him responsible for kidnapping me which is unfair since he wasn’t even the one who had kidnapped me but his employees.

But who else could I blame beside him and whoever set me up that is. Irrationally my heart chose him, and I didn’t think I was wrong.

I mean this was the man who had built a sex club that kidnapped women who are dumb enough to pay for that kind of thing.

Even as I thought of this I knew I was speaking crazy. Nobody forces these women.

They probably think highly of him. His firm as I’ve come to know isn’t only focused on selling sex though sex is at the core of it.

From the little Jax had told me while we’d taken the elevator ride, Ruin had established something more complex than an ordinary sex club.

It was the first of its kind, an escort firm whose main focus was giving pleasure to women, for a price of course.

But I honestly couldn’t blame those women, knowing now the kind of services they offer, the toe-curling pleasure I couldn’t for the life of me forget.

How could I? Jax has also told me, NYME isn’t just a male escort firm.

He’d said Ruin had another firm though this was a club and just like NYME its services are exclusively for members only.

He’d provided a place for people with different sexual needs to be themselves, play out their fantasy without fear, shame or lash out from the more conventional society.

And not only that it also caters to lonely ordinary people. People who are seeking friendship or rather companionship without the expectations and burden of relationships.

Though the majority of its clientele are women, there are men who also seek their services.

To me it sounded like a really expensive and classy whore house which I told Jax, he’d chuckled and told me that I wasn’t wrong, but that it’s more than that.

Ruin’s office was as big and luxurious as any other in the corporate world. From the looks of it, he takes his business as important too.

It was all smooth brown leather couches, mahogany table,shining marble tiles, sleek dark walls, and floor to ceiling windows.

The only difference to my own office besides the size is the amount of computer gadgets it has.

There are a lot of impressive gadgets, most of which I don’t know what they are used for. It's obvious he's really into tech. As he guided me to where the man was standing tall in front of his big mahogany table Jax began.

“Ruin this is…” a gorgeous woman suddenly opened the door and walked in.

I had been busy analyzing Ruin, but the sound of her slightly french accented voice made me turn in time to see her throw herself at Dane.

Okay, that's technically not true.

Although I would really like to say she threw herself into Dane’s arms like a classless desperate whore, but…that’s not what she did.

She shashaye to him in a seductive way that drew even my eyes with a big smile on her face and kissed him smack dab on the lips in a manner that told me she knew him in ways I’d rather not think about...ever!

She was tall and definitely older dressed in a black dress that clung to her generous curves. Her feet encased in high heels. Like Ruin she’s probably in her early forties.

Something ugly hit me right in my heart as I watched this woman clung to Dane with familiarity that spoke volumes.

After what felt like an eternity of Dane and the older woman talking, which in truth was only a few seconds. Jax cleared his throat.

Dane quickly pulled away though he didn’t look in my direction, his cheeks heated, it was the first time I saw him blush, it highlighted the finger prints from when I slapped him mere minutes ago.

I wish I could see his eyes, so I could see…..see. Fuck, I don’t even know what I wanted to see.

The fact that he was embarrassed or that he liked her kiss or what? Why the hell does it even matter I don't fucking care. I. Don't.

“What the hell happened to you Bebe? Is it the crazy stalker again,” I scoffed, which finally caught her attention, her eyes flew from mine to Jax and finally to Ruin.

Instantly she blushes. Dane on the other hand stared at me with something I couldn’t define.

“Forgive me, I didn’t know you had a guest Damon.” He nodded, his eyes on me watching me in a way I didn’t like. Like he could see right through me and liked what he saw.

I had to quickly look away else I’ll give myself away with how shocked I suddenly was. My eyes met Jax who stared at me intensely, I was suddenly nervous, first it was Dane and Ruin and now Jax too.

I can’t let them see into me, somehow all the experiences I’d had working in the boardroom as a coldhearted director worked to my advantage.

I wiped away all the things I was feeling which I can’t even understand all of it from my face. But there’s one that I do recognize, I was crushed.

In a way this is good I reason, it’s a reminder of who these men are. A reminder to get my act together.

“Jax darling, it’s been a while.”

“Yes, how’re you Sidney?”

“I’m good, ” she said “See you later Dane, and Damon call me when you are done.”

“Sure.” And just like that she’s gone. I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding. And stare at Ruin.

“Boss, this is Gianna Brooke,” Jax said. “Gianna, this is Damon Lockhart, my boss.”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you Miss Brooke, please call me Ruin,” he greeted, stretching his big hand. I put mine in his with caution.