Chapter 64: Untitled Chapter

GIANNA

For a moment I thought I saw something like pain and shame in their eyes but it was gone so fast I thought I was conjuring things that weren't there.

Disgust and dread made nausea churn inside me, I was sick to my stomach. I was panicking thinking of everything that had gone wrong since I decided to throw caution to the wind.

My eyes connect with Dane’s and suddenly anger bloom inside me and I fucking explode.

“You!” I said in a shaky voice, pointing an accusing finger at him, “You knew what you are…what you do for a living and you fuck me without a condom?!

“I'm clean, believe it or not I didn't plan for it, I was lost in the moment.” he said. His eyes unusually dark, his shoulders rigid.

I let out a derisive laugh. Tears streaming down my eyes, my heart feel so heavy and fuck it hurts, it hurt so bad.

“Am I supposed to believe you now?” I scoff. “I can't believe how stupid I was, letting you come in my mouth. God only knows the different STD’s I've already contracted since you kidnapped me and brought me here.”

They both flinch, looking like I had physically hit them with a jack hammer. But that look was suddenly replaced by blank Ness.

For a split second I wish I could take it back. But I was worried more about myself, I was unraveling, I'm not even sure it was just my fears speaking.

When they didn't reply a sick thought came to me and I let myself fly with it.

“Oh my God! Could this be it, did you kidnap me so you could infect me with whatever disease you're carrying?”

I was crying and sick to my stomach, how I managed to not vomit my gut right there was a mystery.

Dane scoffed. “Fucking control yourself.” Jax tried to order me, his voice hoarse. His eyes glaring at me. I snort as if that would work.

“We're not irresponsible assholes who stick their dicks in just about any available pussy. We're escorts with high class clients who were always vetted before we ever laid hands on them.” I glared at him.

“What the fuck does that even mean?” I demand glaring daggers at him.

“It means I've never fuck a woman bareback until you. You're the first woman I ever fuck without protection.” His eyes flash with some strange emotion.

But I wasn't in the mood to play detective, my own feelings were out of control.

“Wow! Lucky me,” I retort sarcastically.

“If you're such a professional why did hell did you fuck me without a condom. Why me bastard?”

“As I said before it wasn't planned, I also recall warning you. You were so hungry for my cum you literally begged for it,” he taunts with a cruel smirk.

I didn't think. I just grabbed the half full glass of whiskey and fling it at his head. The lucky asshole dodged it and chuckled darkly.

He wasn't amused.

“Fucking bastard,” I screamed.

“That wasn't what you were screaming when I fuck you earlier,” he retorts his eyes cruel. It was like he wanted to hurt me.

“Dane, what the fuck do you think you're doing?” Jax gritted out angrily glaring at him.

“Just stating facts,” he said, then raised the bottle of whiskey and took a long pull.

I was drowning in shame so strong, my face feels like it's on fire. I glare at him with all the hate, fear and anger I'm feeling inside, my body shaking with adrenaline, tears dripping down, I couldn't seem to control them.

And the asshole held my gaze while he drank. God I can't believe I'd begged the asshole to fuck me.

“Gianna, why don't you sit down. I promise you aren't in danger of catching any disease. Dane was telling you the truth. We're both clean.” He was talking calmly as he reached to help me, probably to my seat Dane had pulled out earlier.

I physically recoiled.

“Don't touch me.” Something like hurt flashed in his eyes, but that just couldn't be right. He nods and pulls back his hand. Dane snorted and rolled his eyes the first I've seen from him, I glared at him.

“Okay, but why don't you sit. I understand you're shocked but to be honest this wasn't how I expected you to react.”

“Oh did you expect me to jump in glee after finding out I have been fucking my kidnappers who also happens to be whores.”

“That's not…”

“If you are fucking Escorts selling sex to every woman, why the hell did you kidnapped me. As far as I know I've never paid for your services!” I cut through his reply.

Staring at Jax, knowing he's the more level headed one right now. There's a fat chance I might jump across the counter and choke Dane to death if I look at him right now.