Chapter 62: Untitled Chapter

JAX

Maybe even worse than that, only this time he won't be alone I would be right fucking there with him. Pining over a woman we couldn't have, before eventually moving on in the next five, ten years? Fuck, I have to stop him before he gets in any deeper than he already was.

“You just couldn't help yourself could you? You couldn't keep your dick in your pants,” I spat colder than I intended.

“Excuse me?” he asked, glaring at me.

“Oh come on Dane, what the fuck where you thinking?” I said, knowing I was threading a dangerous path.

But I had to remind him, he's my only brother. I wouldn't want him to have any delusions when it came to Gianna.

Because I know as well as he does what will happen when she finds out we're nothing but prostitute who got paid to fuck women.

“I wasn't. What the fuck is wrong with you? What crawled up your ass.”

“I thought we were in agreement. That we would find out the truth and not do anything stupid,” I said, trying to remind him how bad the situation is because he seems to have forgotten.

“Don't be a hypocrite Jax, you wouldn't have been able to help yourself too had it been you in my place, believe it I tried but I couldn't stop myself from taking her knowing it might possibly be the last time.” Dane replies unapologetically, glaring at me.

Fuck he's right, which makes me hypocrite for giving him shit about it. I soften my voice.

“Don't you get it. I'm not being a jerk just to be a jerk. I'm worried this will make the situation worse. What do you think will happen when she finally finds out the truth and to make matters worse you didn't even suit up brother.” he literally pales knowing the implications of what he did.

“Fuck!” he swore.

“Yeah.” I muttered. Imagining the look on Red’s face when she finds out she's been knocked up by an escort.

It gives me chills, though a part of me wants to believe it wouldn't matter to her one bit.

Gianna seems like the type that would love her child unconditionally regardless of the child's father's profession.

I shake that thought away, there's no need getting ahead of myself. We'll find out whether or not I'm having a niece or nephew soon enough.

“Fuck, I got carried away man. You know how it is with her, it didn't even cross my fucking mind which is a first for me, all I wanted was to get inside her and fuck her fast and hard.”

“And you did, I get it, okay I do. Just know that I'm not in any way anticipating our upcoming conversation.” I really did get, Gianna was a little package of temptation I couldn't say no to, I would have done as Dane had done if I didn't have to answer Ruin’s call.

Take her again and again until I empty my balls of every bit of cum, it would have been stupid, but I still would have done it.

Now, as I watch Dane knock down his third glass of whiskey after learning about the hack, he'd brought a second glass after we'd both finished the first.

I wonder probably for the hundredth time how Gianna is going to take the truth we are about to impact on her.

I wish to fuck we don't have to, but we do. It's the right thing to do not to mention we couldn't keep her from finding the truth when Ruin could possibly tell her if we don't.

“This is bad, this is a fucking shit storm! Do you know what would happen to us if that database ever got exposed? Our lives would be dissected piece by piece by the goddamns media” Dane gritted out.

“I know.”

I haven't even considered what would happen to us if our names were leaked, how the media and people would react. Shit, this is the worse fucking timing.

I know we've never both been ashamed of what we do. We did what we could with the cards life has given us. But for the first time I wish we had taken a different path back then.

Knowing Gianna is probably going to look at us the same way, some people look at us physically made me wish things were different.

I don't care if the world knows what I do, it's the lack of privacy and how everyone would think they have a say in our personal lives that would suck lemons.

But I'm not going to worry about it just yet,later, after we've solved the issue with Gianna I will worry then.

“There's more. What did Ruin say?” Dane asked, reading me like a book, he finally sat his ass back down and picked up his whiskey.

He's going to be drunk if he keeps drinking like that, though I know he can hold his drink.

“He is sending the seaplane probably tomorrow. We're leaving.”

“That's good,” he said, then wiped his face.

“And Red when do we tell her the truth?”

“We'll do it tomorrow,” he nodded with agreement, his dark eyes. Flaming with the same ache I feel inside my heart.

“Fuck how do you think she's going to…to?” I began and I couldn't even say it.

“You mean when she finds out, she'd been having sex with two male prostitutes?” He blurts out glaring at me anger which I know wasn't directed at me but rather our fuck up situation.

I down my own drink. Fuck! I'm not looking forward to that. I can't fucking take it if she looks at me differently, not with lustful hunger but with….

“What did you just say? You are prostitutes?!

It feels like my heart literally jumped out of my chest as Gianna’s voice whipped out of nowhere.

We both turned at the same time and looked at her, this beautiful woman fate had brought to us but would never let us have, ain't fate cruel?

She was standing right there on the staircase, wrapped in the silky golden color duvet.

Long riotous red hair frames her heart shape, tumbling down her chest and back.

She look sickly pale and yet so beautiful she looks like a fucking vision, her amber eyes wide and filled with so many negative emotions and…right there is exactly what I feared.