Chapter 17: My Turn

You know ever since I returned to New York I've felt something was missing like I know the feeling but still couldn't put it into words. Desire, need, obsession, yearning, or just someone's touch, I always find myself craving for lust.

I'm not a romantic person trust me and this craving is not romance; it's intimacy that is taking a toll on me. Idk if it's me being sore for a year now or just a random sexual desire but pushing Leonard on the ground and sitting on top of him is doing stuff to me. I've been controlling myself for so long but our positioning is pointing to facts that my so-called body is hypnotized by him.

It's begging for his touch, his hands on me and that fucking grin on his face is only making me excited for the part that my fucking brain is trying to avoid at any cost.

Trust me when your body and mind argue, you can't help but consider running away to a place where there is no one and scream on top of your lungs like shut up.

It's not like my situation is any easy, now that they are making a racket by disagreeing on a subject that is so sensitive like this. One says fuck it and let me do the sin of tasting him but the other part is my conscious reminding me about Kelly and the things that he did.

This man is a godsend present to ladies and he knows it. Lust is something that has the power to either satisfy you or ruin you if it's not done with the right person. So what am I doing? Am I ruining or satisfying? I've got no clue.

Wouldn't it be easy to just fuck him up and forgot this whole inside battle? Let it remain like one of those one-night stands where there's no thinking, no guilt, no disappointments just one amazing sexual night.

Is it really that hard?

I guess now Ik why Lexi was drooling over his body, I mean this man has the highest sexual appeal I could ever get from anyone. Not only his face is screaming bang me woman but his entire body is calling out to me.

She did warn me about him, about his body and how attractive he looked like fuck even Ed and Aiden were drooling over him.

I should've braised myself then but this stupid ego was clouding my thoughts.

When I pushed him down on the ground I didn't know he would enjoy it. I was supposed to attack and be a predator but he is fucking enjoying it and I didn't want that.

I wanted to be on the lead, make him feel exactly like how he made me feel; thirsty, needy, and fucking nervous.

But it seems to backfire considering my breast was still showing and he was fucking enjoying it.

I can't let him have his way. If he is enjoying it then let's see how long can he control his little friend down there.

I slowly tried to bury my face on the side of his neck and enticingly smelled him, I feel his smirk as he tries to untangle his hand from my grip. I lower my face and bit his ears, a sly smile appearing on the corner of my lips " let's see how long can you control yourself, daddy? right?" I scoff at the name he called himself a few minutes ago.

I move my face closer to his and quickly brush my face against him, adjusting my lower half for a more intimate position.

A moan escapes his mouth and he slightly pushes his head back on the ground.

I was very close to his hips and fuck it was getting hot here.

I entangle our legs and thank god for making me wear pumps.

This is like the magic moment where you finally find why high heels were invented.

I slowly pull his pants up with my heels and move my knee closer to his little friend.

Our eyes never left each other, there was so much tension between us that I was getting goosebumps. I hope he was feeling the exact thing otherwise I'm just satisfying my loins.

I brought my left hand down to his thighs and slowly massaged, careful of not touching that. I want to leave him wanting for more and this time I want this to work that means seducing him enough that he craves for me and only me.

"You warned me not to play with fire" I paused and look at him "but what if I'm the fire myself" I smile and slowly caress his face with my fingers "ever think about that".

I didn't know I was capable of playing such a game, to be honest, I thought seducing him would be very difficult considering he is a popular womanizer, but seeing how his body is reacting to it seems like a job only I can dare to handle.

I bring my face closer to his lips and urged him to answer me "so, did you?" I raised an eyebrow in an alluring way.

Goddamn it, I was killing it and his body was making it sure.

I mean our position was very intimate, my waist hooked against his torso, my face buried close to his face, our legs intertwined with my hand resting on the start of his thighs.

If anyone sees us like this I'm pretty sure they'll be at a loss for words. Like nobody would've imagined seeing Leonard being the bottom.

He's gotta be the top; like girl, a man like him is a beast in bed and I can tell that very clearly seeing how his eyes are turning darker and darker with every passing minute. He is clearly controlling himself and if I hadn't tied his hands then god knows what he would've done to me.

The first time I met this person I knew he would be the death of me, last night was a start of a countdown that he is here to ruin me, to wreck my life and the most surprising thing is I'm looking forward to it.

I want him to ruin me

"What?" he yelped

Oh my god, he heard me. Was I thinking that loud? whatever I need to do something before he embarrasses me or more like smirk in a victory that I just agreed to have sex with him.

The only thing I can think of is to play dumbfounded. That is the only way to change the topic.

"What?" I started

"you said something," he said shifting a little

"who?" my eyes trying their best to avoid his contact

"you" he shrugged

"Did I?" I said

"Yes you" he continued

"you who?" lame Veronica, I screamed internally. Wtf am I doing?

"What're you doin'?" he snapped,

"Seducing you why?" I fire back almost realizing he can read my fucking mind,

He raised his eyebrows and took a deep breath "get off me"

"You really want that" I tried to flirt a little making sure he forget about that thing.

But soon I feel my hands losing their grip around his wrist. I know I know if I did lose my grip he would immediately turn me over and then it's game over but I really want to make sure he forgets about it.

Maybe this was his strategy to make me lose my grip and somehow he gains control.

Whatever it is he seems to notice it and started struggling, I quickly lock his hands to the chair leg and free my other hand.

Now I can use both my hands.

I lightly cup his face and bring it closer to mine "why do you make me feel like this?" I whisper against his lips. If he didn't hear the one before then he better hear this.

"Fuck Veronica" he threw his head back and let out a heavy breath,

Okay, that's enough I can't control myself anymore, his breaths are intoxicating. I quickly got up and adjusted my shirt. I walk away from him and closed my eyes "fuck".

This man is really a piece I would like to crave.

I gently wiped some sweat from my face and brushed my hair a little. "Excuse me?" I hear him squeak on the ground.

I turn my face and look at him "what?"

He eyed me like I'm asking some stupid question. Ik he wants me to untie him but I'm really liking the view. Seeing him struggling with my handbag is the most cutest thing I've seen. Although I can't help but think what would've happened if I used a handcuff instead of my handbag. I surely would have enjoyed that.

I shake my head and crouch down, seriously stop it. I unhook him from the chair and leaned against it.

He got up and stretched his muscles, "you have no idea what you did just now Veronica" his eyes dark and lucid.

There we go again with the threats, I thought I showed him I'm not afraid of him so why waste his precious energy on his meaningless threats.

"Can I just stop you?" I intertwined not really in the mood to hear his fucking goats.

He looked me up and down like I just committed treason, "you're already doing it" he said an annoyed expression plastered over his face.

I narrowed my eyebrows "can we just get back to business, I mean you really didn't call me here for this" I tried changing the topic,

We not only wasted a lot of time today but I did something that is very new to me. I don't go seducing guys on the first visit to their house, it's not me but somehow it ended up being me.

So the only thing to control my bloody hormones is the reason I'm actually here. A topic to change the atmosphere, to change my thoughts and focus on anything except him.

He rolls his eyes "How about that book you used for your sexual purpose? I gave it to you, didn't I?"

I looked around the room, what book was he talking about? He gave me a bo- Oh. My face immediately turns red after I remember the scene I did with the book,

I walk over to the table and there I noticed it again the book and that fucking drive. Idk if I should ask him but then I need to explain to him how and why I know about it?

He would literally fire me up with questions and I really don't want that right now. All my inside system is a bit of a mess but I still can't leave without an answer. I need to know about these two drives.

The last time I checked there was only one drive, so what are these then?

How the fuck do I ask him? I can't really tell him that the drive is the reason I approached him. He'll create a scene so how about a casual go-to question, I mean it's the first time I've been in his house so I can ask him you know without giving in the doubt.

"So uh" I began but he cut me off

"Aiden was it? he gave them" he eyed the drives and then look at me.

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Hi guys!

First I would like to apologize that I couldn't keep my promise of uploading the chapters on the mentioned days. I was very busy and then when I got free my laptop broke so I couldn't really work.

Now it's okay, the issue was solved thanks to my stupid brother and here I am back again with the updates.

If possible then I'll try to update more chapters this week to make up for last week.

Till then keep supporting me :)

Btw this chapter is not *edited*.

Quick question/

• Should I name the chapters where they seduce each other differently (you know like a bookmark for your fav parts) or just keep it simple like now?