Chapter 41

Nicolas

The Nutcracker was a hit with Nikki as well as Nicol, I’ve seen it before but today I look at it through the eyes of a dancer. When Nicol left me, I didn’t want anything to do with dancers and it took a lot from my parents to get me here one year but I came, tonight was better than the night with my parents by far. To watch the look on both Nikki and Nicol faces was the best part. I touched Nicol in different ways through the concert all was an “accident” off course. All the way to the limousine Nikki couldn’t stop talking about the ballerina’s and how she wanted to dance on that big stage someday, I could actually see the pain in Nicol’s eyes I knew that was a dream of her’s to. “You can angel, remember what I told you. You can do ….” “You can do anything you put you mind to.” Nikki finished the sentenced for Nicol. After a while everyone got quiet the night time traffic was worse than the traffic back to the apartment from Central Park this afternoon. Before we knew it Nikki was lying down on the one seat ready to sleep. “She’s really tired.” I told Nicol. “Way too much excitement today. Thank you for today Nicolas you really made a young girls dreams come true.” “And what about yours?” I asked, why I don’t fucking know, but as I asked it my body moved towards hers. I pushed both my hands on either side of her face into her hair and pulled her towards me, then I started to kiss her slow at first, she didn’t want to open her mouth but I gave her lip a little bite which made her open her mouth for me. I devoured her and she kissed me right back. Her hands where in my hair she was moving closer and closer towards me like she wanted to get into my lap and fuck did I wanted that to. I want to feel her pussy wrapped around my dick so much, and by God I will have her tonight I will forget about the past and I will take her. I heard the privacy screen go up, clearly Geoffrey could also see what was going on on the back seat, it’s not the first time his seeing me and Nicol going at it but still.

We kissed on and off until we got to the apartment Nicol wanted to say something but I stopped her I didn’t want to know we shouldn’t have done it or we shouldn’t do anything further. I picked Nikki up and carried her to the lift where Nicol was standing as far away from me as she could. When we got into the penthouse I carried Nikki to her room. “Thank you again Nicolas, I’ll change her then go to my room.” “Change her but meet me in the living room.” “Nicolas, I don’t …” “Nicol meet me in the living room.” Then I left her.

Nicol

All the way home we kissed I could feel with every touch of his tongue he was making me wetter and wetter, if I didn’t have panties on, I would have slide of the leather seat. When we got to the penthouse I tried to say something but he kept on telling me not to say anything. When I went to change Nikki because she couldn’t sleep in that Ralph Lauren dress, I thank him and told him I’m going to bed but he insisted on me getting him in the living room. Nikki woke up when I tried to take the dress off. “Mom” “Yes angel.” “I’m tired.” “I know just put your PJ’s on then you can sleep further.” With her help it went quicker. When she was all done, I was way to scared to walk out of the room because I know my head is telling me to go straight to bed but my heart is telling me go to the living room. Eventually I got up because I knew he will come look for me and as I stood at Nikki’s door, I made a conscious decision to walked to the living room. As I approached the living room, Nicolas was approaching me as soon as he was in arms reached, he pulled me to him and kissed me again, then he moved down and kissed my neck just the way he knew how. “Fuck Nicolas.” But he didn’t stop, he bit my ear and then started to kiss me all over again. Before I knew what was happening, he picked me up and carried me to his room, he didn’t stop kissing me while we walked, I’m sure he was too afraid I’m going to say no we should stop. And again, my head knew we should really really stop, but my body my heart told me to take what his giving because after tomorrow you never know what is going to happen and fuck girl you haven’t been fucked in 12 years for God’s sake and the vibrator doesn’t count. That was definitely the devil whispering in my ear.

When he put me down in his room and I saw his big four poster bed I started to get nervous. “Nikki” I heard him take in a deep breath when I called him that. “Don’t angel don’t tell me no I need you, let’s pretend for one night the last 12 years never happened just one night please angel.” How the fuck could I say no to that. I reached for the hem of my dressed and pulled it over my head thank God I wanted to feel sexy and I had the idea of putting sexy lingerie on and it was red. When I threw the dress on the chair all I heard was “Fuck me” I threw my arms in the air and said “I’m yours Nicolas do with me what you want, for tonight I’m yours.” “You are not going to be able to walk tomorrow.” “Yes please.” “Fuck women.” Then his hands where in my hair again and he was kissing me, he turned me around and walked backwards with me when the back of my legs touched the bed, he pushed me down and I was lying on Nicolas Brown’s bed the love of my life, the father of my child, the one I ran away from.