Chapter 167
Nicol
When I was done in the shower, I dried myself and got into a nice warm sweat pants and hoodie, I put the towel around my hair and walked out to Nicolas in the room. “Are you going to the hospital in sweatpants?” He asked surprised. “No, I think we should do a pregnancy test first.” Nicolas was sitting on the bed when I said that, I’ve never seen him jump up so fast “Wait what?” “You heard me?” “You think you are pregnant?” he asked shocked again. “I’m not sure but I don’t want to go to the hospital and then they tell me I’m pregnant, let’s first do a test and if they are negative, we can go to the hospital.” He ran past me straight to the bathroom, “I’ll shower quickly and go and buy a few.” “A few?” I called after him “Yes a few we need to be very sure.” I smiled as I heard the water go on. Clearly, he was very excited, I was to, I was just not so sure about being this sick, I mean I haven’t been this sick with Nikki so maybe I’m not pregnant, but to put our minds at ease we will do a pregnancy test or a few, as Nicolas said. He was in and out of the shower in no time, also dressed in sweatpants and a hoodie his hair was a mess but a beautiful mess and it was still wet. He walked over to me and gave me a kiss on the forehead “I’ll be right back.” “I won’t go anywhere.” We walked out to the kitchen where we found Geoffrey and Isabella. “Geoffrey, we need to go to the pharmacy.” “You still not well Nicol?” Geoffrey asked “No Geoffrey.” Geoffrey got up as he could see Nicolas was in a hurry.
While Nicolas and Geoffrey were out Isabella made me a piece of toast and a cup of tea. I sat at the kitchen table trying to get the toast in my body. As soon as I took one bite, I could feel it wanted to come out, but I forced it in with the cup of tea. As soon as I took my last sip of tea, I had to run forcing it in wasn’t such a great idea, it would seemed. I just made it to the bathroom when I lost everything yet again in the toilet. I sat there for a few minutes before I got up, just to make sure everything that wanted to get out was out. I got up and brushed my teeth twice before I walked to the bed, and got under the covers again. “Fuck I really don’t hope this is a pregnancy.” I said out load.
I must have fallen asleep because I was woken up by Nicolas kissing me on the forehead, “Sweetheart what’s wrong?” “I got sick again.” “Come let’s see what is going on.” I got out of bed and looked at the bag Nicolas was carrying, when we got to the bathroom he threw the context of the bag out on the counter, there was probable 10 pregnancy test, and all had different instructions and methods they show you if you are pregnant. One even had the words come up positive and the other said Pregnant, where was the one I used when I was got pregnant with Nikki, 1 line was negative and 2 lines where positive. “You made sure we have enough.” I teased Nicolas. “Oh yes I did, the pharmacist did look at me a bit funny come to think of it.” “I wouldn’t know why?” I teased him. He took one stick out of a box, “Okay you pee on this so long and I’ll read the instructions.” Nicolas said as he took out the instructions standing at the counter reading what is going to happen if it is positive. I peed on the stick, closed it and put it on the counter. Nicolas set his alarm. “While we wait use this one.” Nicolas said giving me another stick to pee on. I didn’t say anything I just took it and sat on the toilet again, it was harder to get some pee out this time, but if I think back at the very first time I had to pee on a stick and how scary that was, because I knew my life would change forever if there where 2 lines. I actually started to cry. Within seconds Nicolas was kneeling in front of me. “Sweetheart what’s wrong?” He said as he pulled me to him. I couldn’t speak I was still in that Uni bathroom sitting on the floor scared to death of the two lines. He kept on rubbing my back, “Shhhh I’ve got you.” He said over and over. When I could finally speak I told him “This is so much different than the first time I had to do a pregnancy test.” “Oh sweetheart.” I started to cry again, but this time I spoke through the tears. “I was so scared Nicolas I knew if there was two lines I would have to break your heart I also knew my life would change forever I was so scared.” “I’m so sorry you had to hide that from me.” “If I have to do it again I would do it exactly the same way Nicolas, to give you what you have now I would do it all over again.” “But you don’t have to, I’m here, we are two grown ups, I already concurred the business world you don’t have to worry about my future anymore Nicol you can worry about our future.” “Our future.” “Off course Nicol this is what both of us want this time around.” “I know.” Nicolas’s alarm went off. “You ready to find out if we are pregnant?” “I’m not sure, I was never this sick with Nikki.” “Maybe it’s because this time it’s a boy.” Nicolas teased. “Maybe.” “Okay you ready?” He asked again. “I’m ready.”